this trip, this trip of ours, was supposed to be planned BEFORE my exams. and now. DURING my exams, im still willingly *not pointing any fingers* planning it. spending hours and hours, looking for hotel and rates and getting cheapest tickets cheapest hotel yet comfortable to live in. asking around, calling, texting everything here and there. and i keep getting delays. I KEEP FUCKING GETTING DELAYS. theres always some fucking problem somewhere. and now. im just fucking wishing i had a credit card . i really do. im wasting time. im wasting alot alot of time. and effort. im just so fucking frustrated that I dont want to be apart of this trip anymore. im frustrated. why is it taking so fucking long? i just want to get this over with. i told people that i was gonna pass the task to them just so i could pay more attention to my fucking finals. but i just couldn't, once its my responsibility, i can't just throw it to someone else. but now, i regret. trying so so hard just to make it work. and what is this? whats going to happen next? im tired. im not blaming or pointing fingers at anyone. im just really tired. i have one more paper to go, and, this paper is gonna be my first priority until the 25th of june , 530 pm. please don't ask me anything about the trip anymore. im tired of planning. im frustrated, tired. im sorry.