Spm is trying to OPEN my eye. im having sooo much doubts in my results that i dun even know what im trying to say. lets just say my friggin eye got sore. then it started swelling. some stupid lymphacyte problem i suppose. chemistry is said to be the HARDEST subject among all science subs. to me only. todays chem papers were WAYYYYY outta wat i expected. i thought i was the only one that THOUGHT it was easy. i mean. PARTIALLY easy.


i can finally breath without all the books surrounding me. finally. bio. my one and only one hand full of hopes. .lol. see what i mean by not getting what im trying to say?? I am REALLLLYYY glad that im actually going to study bio. bio. it sounds so nice. .even typing it makes me get butterflies in my stomach. . wait. wat?? did i even spell butterflies correctly? the backspace is too far away. . cant reach. .

what the hell.
























i feel like crap. add maths 2. makes me feel like crap.
i completely disappointed tai. and myself.
im screwed.im losing my grip on my A1's.
i feel sick.

ohmigoshh!! high school musical is out!!!!!! aaaaarghhh. i cant wait to watch!!! since i fell asleep during the second show. =) . honestly speaking. im NOT a high school musical fan. but i like ashley tisdale. compared to the one in Zac and cody.. her new role is totally totally different. .and yeah. she's GOOD. . I mean. HONESTLY. its because of the music people watch it. . i prefer hairspray. although i didn't watch hairspray. .do you know how EASY it was to spot them lip singing in HSM 1?? it was even easier than SPM maths paper 1 . .seriously. especially in "breaking free" where you see Gabriella "singing" with her mic so CLOSE to her mouth. .

i just realized that the hit counter thing.
you can actually key in wtv amount you want.
its. so. cheat-able.
no wonder i've seen ppl with few thousan hits and all eventough they just started one.
I took numerous days to figure out why.
today.
i had this sudden feeling to post it up.
I took so friggin long to get 6k.
ppl just key in 6k.
!@#$%.

spm is here.
the first two days are a bomb.
at least my effort was put to great use.
after all,
Its spm. =)

i am so damn sick of tips.
this person comes with a tip.
this OTHER person comes with this OTHER tip
which is completely different from the first tip given.
not done analyzing both tips then comes ANOTHER tip
and you know wat?
tips PRESSUREs me.
I HATE looking at tips.
its not like 100% its gonna come out right?
even I can predict tips.
and guess what?
you want history tips?

i feel this lump in my chest. i can't sleep. i can't read well. and im losing my appetite. I fear that there isn't much time left to catch up with whats left. What if I screw up this time? I'm going to have to be ready for it. and i hope i will.





went to rach's blog to watch a 3 year old play piano.
fuiyoh.
i teaaall u ar. way way way wayway better than me weih.lol.
i cant read notes. but i play. XD

i have got a new luggage.



maywen came over to *STUDY* on friday. she thinks im interested in samantha's driver.Charlie whom has a fling with the maid. may wen's gonna introduce me to Kumar. HER driver. but i told her im interested in young and smart boys. XD.




I'll miss the past
I'll be ready for the future.
KDU here i come!