I don't usually expect big and expensive things. just common things such as clothes and stuff. Do you always get what you want? To be honest with you, I normally do.

what would your life become if everything went smoothly as planned? no challenges, no problems, no mistakes. just a perfect life. then you are no different then those useless homeless people that don't give a shit about their life. NO OFFENCE though. :) I've read enough horoscopes and personality quiz thingy and i'm stunned by what they say about me. which is 90% true.

you're living on a rocky road dear buddies, be ready for some big fat rock/bumpy road infront of you. you can't be happy unless you start thinking stupidly.Don't get stunned by problems and challenges. SOLVE them.

& love is just a SMALL part of what you'll be facing as long as you're still breathing.

word of advice though. make sure you have some friends with you all the time. they can be really efficient sand bags. :) punch 'em. btw, you're not fat unless I say you are. did I make you feel any better? you're fat, and ugly and saggy and disgusting and you should die now. Does it really matter what people say about you?

Wentworth Miller as Michael Scofield.

the loyal brother and mastermind of the pack. he's got brains, lots of them.

hot and intelligent. what more do you want?? xD

Dominic Purcell as Lincolm Burrows.

michaels elder adopted brother, brave and stubborn.

awesome awesome shit! :)

Amaury Nolasco as Fernando Sucre.

innocent and charming. loyal friend to mike scof.

ALSO hot. :)

William Fichtner as Alex mahone .

When the cool cops go bad. :) and YET still look cool.

also smart, but unstable and emotional.

:D

Robbert Knepper as Theodore Bagwell (T-Bag)/Cole Pfieffer

he's a villian, but his acting is superbly professional.

evil, but awesome. :)

its just weird if you don't watch prison break. I use to think it was a lame and long story, then I started watching a few episodes myself. and started feeling adrenaline rush everytime Wentworth M. does something dangerous. then you start telling yourself you wanna stop after this cd, but you end up watching the next one, and the next next one. :)

A little miller tonight? :)

& I can't face the world alone.

don't you wish you had more money?
don't you wish you could provide your family with the best?
don't you wish you could lessen your parents burden?
don't you think you're a burden to them?





i am depressed.
and always with the same thing.
I guess some things need changes around here.

okay. i am taking a gazillion deep breaths right now.

I finally know what true/real/serious/honest/best friends are like. they don't abandon you halfway, they don't keep secrets from you, they share their problems with you, they show you their true self, they'll know when you're down & they'll pick you up. they cry with you, they smile with you, and they laugh LOUDER than you. ;) its so nice listening to all the good stuff about friends. thank LORD i have some real ones. mine aren't perfect, but at least when all of their personalities add together, it creates this beautiful circle of friendship.and im really really very grateful. to be honest with you, i am pissed.



people change, we ALL know that. but sometimes you're not quite sure if YOU're the one changing or is it them. now im sure, that its them. not me. I don't understand how your best friend can suddenly become this bastard stranger that pretends you don't exist. some of them are nothing but pretenders, they make me sick. I'm sick and tired of friends that talk more than taking action. they tell you this this that that and all they do is this. and when you get the worst ones, the 2-faced. they think I'm stupid, infront they're all smiley happy, but behind, they stab non stop. Now I thank my brother for teaching me how to be selfish, with money I mean. So i dont go around spending money FOR people rather than myself. I AM NOT RETARDED.

Sagittarius WOMAN

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get upset easily.

Self confident woman who believes in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.

She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get upset or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she tries to over power you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respects you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says "Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on(maybe not this xD ). A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbour will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurt from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW TRUE THIS IS!!!

you have no freaking idea.

they just missed out the part bout being stubborn.xD

seriously. i was STUNNED while reading.

& I really really wished I could love you.

its not that im not updating, its i CANT update. i duno whats wrong with the laptop. ish. after installing kaspersky 2010 or was it 2009, i cant get into FB or blogger OR youtube. bitch. i cant upload pics to this computer only to the laptop, but i cant blog with the laptop only with the computer. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!

been bumming around, going out from time to time, had a rebonding session with may yi. :) she's getting weak, only 2 hours of non stop walking and she gets tireddddddd. phoooooooey! took some pictures , BUT I CAN"T POST IT HERE. bitch. -.- had the flu few days ago, took almost 3 hours to settle down THEN sleep. bitch. and some dumbnut called me at 1.30 a.m asking for PIZZA HUT, DOMINO'S and pundek hut. -.- you know who you are la. LOL

this is gonna be dull and boring, cause im not planning to post up any pictures. XD had coconut shake just now, from home la. better than the one in melaka. not because I made it, because you haven TRIED it. :) heh. and have you watched american idol season 9? because I LOVE ELLEN DEG. in it!! XD you step forward, you go to the left, step back, step forward, you're all through to the next round! XD freaking gay la!! well, she kinda is. :)

ah-neeway. im getting boring right? :S will be back after chinese new year to post up everything. yeah. gonna transfer pics from com to com. Sigh. for the sake of. blogging.

IM SICK! :(

which is a good thing. coz it actually keeps my mind OFF things. :) had a day date with TJ, his brother, and loo. loo was supposed to go shopping with jia hoe, but as predicted, kena ffk. TYPICAL LA TYPICAL. but to make her happy, I just went with the flow as if JH was coming. xD

anyway! headed to BUKIT BINTANG, then to midvalley. then joined forces with TJ's family for dinner. xD im having serious indigestions now, doubt i'll sleep. :)

happy birthday to azie dear. :) i hope u have a great one, without me. xD MISS YOU! LOVE YOU.

she thought she had everything under control.
she thought everything was gonna be easy to forget.
she thought everything was back to normal.
she thought she was strong to enough to take the pain all over again.
she thought, of lying in his arms again tonight, and fall asleep.
she thought she could lie down on his shoulders again.

she knew she meant nothing to him,
but she's reluctant to let go.