im allowed to use my brothers future phone. thats a lil weird. coz you cant get into the inbox when there's not enuf messages. XD.






ah~ . a lil off from stress. even if i blog. it doesnt really affect my urge to relieve myself from stress. im still stressed. i cant feel it , i cant see it. but i know. about 10 days till trials. after trials. will be a month of madness and preparation for spm. sadly. all pure science students without any extra subject finishes on the 27th november. as for me. i SMARTLY took accounts as an extra subject to drop physics. and HONESTLY speaking. I. have. no. knowledge. about. accounts.



thou shall join the nerds.
you guys just got yourselves a new member. =)

people like me. only believe in sleep after rain. cause its the best time to sleep. =)
combination of comfy weather and comfy bed. why not??

trials are coming. . . . todays the 29th. . makes it a week plus till trials. *wtf???????*

a week plus?! trialS??
holy !%$@*.
books are calling me . =)

on the tuesday. 26th aug. the most unpredictable thing happened.

the true meaning of friendship.=)



meet my number 1. derrick yeow. i met him 8 months ago. he transferred from ampang school and landed in my class. at start. he looked kinda out of place.. his hair was long and his pants were sorta kind high.=) gave him a tiny-insy-winsy advice on that. he brings his phone to school. thinking its safe in our school since its safe in his school. =). come to think of it. i cant rmb our first conversation. but well. we got along and *poof starts our little friendship. he can talk. sometimes crap sometimes serious. HONESTLY. he's like the first guy who updates me with every shit that goes on in his life. i like listening. XD. his stories are full of excitement. . not exaggerating. but yeah. like what ppl read in books just that its not published. oH! and lets not forget he's a LITTLE allergic to cigarette smoke. =D. another reason why i like hanging with him.
there's nothing much to say about derrick. but really. i swear to God, that even if i were at some place with NO communication technology , I would send a pigeon to bring you a letter. wherever you are. the pigeon will. find. you. =). if it comes back with the letter. it'll most probably be my dinner.

And You know i got your back.


the whole world can choose not to trust me.
but as long as he does.
it wouldn't matter at all. <3.
Jamie Lurves You, hippoass. XD


meet my other number 1. deborah chan. its been 5 long years since we met. 3 years younger yet we get along. . WELL!! the first thing we had in common was we hate our brothers. XDwe have like a whole long list of what we both have in common. . she's also the first girl who never fail to tell me EVERYTHING. . even more than what derrick tells me. =). lots of ppl tell us we look alike.. which is a good thing according to her. heh. she's sorta like my God sister. ..sisters with different parents??? my parents dun really encourage us going out together too often. . they think its a big responsibility that i cant handle. RIGHT. i see her everyday! i can just drop by her house anytime since its like one step away!! really. one step. or mayb i can just climb over the fence. heh. yaya. we're neighbours. im glad a met her.. at least i have someone to tell my stories to besides derrick. .its complicating how life can be so easy at times when there's trust. .

Its gonna last forever.

Only death can tear us apart. <3
Jamie Lurves You, bubblebrain. :)


the other friends indeed will come a lil later. when i get all they're pictures. HEH. =)

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watch this. its so cute!! chai mei! must watch!

i finally ended my bubble tea drought. XD . nowadays i get bubble tea every thursday. heh. any extra treats would very much be appreciated. saw y.u, junny and ploo at pasar malam. =) . i think its like. my first time ever meeting any school friends in the night market , because my mom goes there SUPERB early. avoid jam. smart. =)


by the way. i have this really really really really really really really weird thing to share with you today. . really. i dunno why laughter just hit me. but well..






its funny. i cant help it. the way he actually answered : " why? whats wrong?" is SUPERB HILLARIOUS!


if only goppi looks like this. after he plucks his eyebrows i mean. ;)


i wish it was easy.
it never is.

contradiction. its killing me.

at one point, i really felt like hitting him. Is it wrong to have tuition in secret recipe? its not like im getting kidnapped or something. and her, why couldn't she just kept everything to herself and go back to sleep? she made a scene, he made a call , and i got served. Is it called overprotective? maybe everyone's gonna say this shit to me, but no. i prefer it to be called CONTROLLING. why is it so east for others to skip school but for me, unless im half dead lying around. ir not i'll still end up going to school? why is it that my dad treats my guy friends as if they were rapist? why is it that i cant leave my house at night for a late supper or late night moives? why cant my parents be like everyother parent and trust their children? they're draining FUN out of LIFE. oh. i missed out one thing actually. . why can't i be using the internet during weekdays??? ohooh!! its as if i need a PASSPORT to go over my neighbours house. . i mean. they'll find 1001 questions for me to answer just because i wana go over..

example 1 :

I: hey! im going over to print some school project ayte?

they: why cant you use the printer at home?

I: cause its not working!!?

they: why didnt you tell me earlier that you needed to print something. then i could've printed it for you at work..

I: I need to print something with COLOUR. . -.-

They : dun tell me none of your classmates have printer. .

I: WHY cant I just go over??

they: they're not your supplier you know? its as if you can just go over and use peoples stuff as if we were too poor to buy it ourselves . .Blah blah blah blah.... . . ( oh. and my mom LOVES to say : Why not ask neighbour to adopt you??)


its UNBELIEVABLE wat my parents can say. . they're ability to think and ask questions are even faster than they breath. . im 16 ! nt 6 years old.

at least i can tell somethings from right and wrong.
or if my friends were bad or good.
let ME be the one to lead MY life.
let ME be the hero of my own story.