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Sunday, March 30, 2008

the happy bean s before and after.

beans ang lead a very simple and happy life.
until he met shalini's period.

happy beans.


after sitting on that miserable chair.



poor beans. hope he recovers from
depression.

its a long story. i just cut it short.
with photos.
heh.
beans ang.
haha.
beans ang.

Jamie Lee
14:36

On the first day. My dad had difficulties walking. He thought it was because of exercising too much the day before. We went jogging. He jogged. I brought my dog and my cousin along. Hehe. Okay. So he thought it wasn’t much of a big deal he decided to not go to the doctor. On the second day. His visions blurred a little. He still didn’t think it was a very serious thing and decided to stay home and rest. On the next day(27th march) he went for work. And during lunch hour he felt this numbness in his hands while he was driving. Witnesses said that he was pressing and massaging his hands. LOL. Ok lar. My cousin said haha. Witness just sound so formal. Anyway. As he was trying to get out of the car.

Well. He couldn’t so my dads collegues sent him to the nearest hospital which was assunta. He checked in and they took some test on my dad. My dad took a brain scan that wasn’t clear enough to tell what really went wrong they suggested my dad go for a MRI scan the next day. The doctor (whom shall not be named ) said that this was just a minor thing as he said there was water in my dads ears that was causing imbalance in the body. He also said after taking the medication the next day you’re up and running. So he says.

The next day.(28th march) My dad woke up with a bleeding hand. Apparently the needle in his hand dropped out while he was sleeping he told me to get the nurse. I pressed the alarm and they didn’t come immediately. So I decided to walk there myself. Ther was only one nurse there. I told her my dad was bleeding. She only said “oh.okay.” after all the blood shed my dad was a lil dizzy and found his condition even worse then before. After going for the mri scan the same doctor said that he was not a neuro surgeon so he cannot confirm what was shown in the brain scan. He DID suggest that it might be a minor stroke or maybe a blood vessel in the brain that sort of expanded. I cancelled tuition and told mr tai that I was at the hospital.

News spreaded fast my 3rd uncle came. Haha! My tuition teacher and my cousin are best friends. I told him he told my cousin my cousin told my uncle and they came straight away. At 9.pm on the same night. The neuro surgeon came and we had to move out because he wanted to talk to my dad. He said that he couldn’t confirm what was making my dad feeling all shitty. I can’t quite rmb what he said but oh well. That’s not the point. He told my dad that he was going to run some blood tests to check his blood and cholestrol level and all. They put my dad on fasting( something like puasa ) and left.

The next day ( 29th march) the nurse came in and took some of my dad’s blood took away the fasting sign and left. A few hours later, the doctor (whom shall not be named ) came back and told my dad the not so good news. At start, he said “ the bad news is. . . . you cannot go home.” LOL. Then he told my dad that he might be attacjed by this special syndrome called guillian barre syndrome (the doctor gave me guellian barre syndrome), this thing is caused by the antibodies fighting against each other and which also affects the peripheral nervous system . soooooo my point is . . that the weakness and abnormal sensations spread to the arms and upper body. These symptoms can increase in intensity until the muscles cannot be used at all and the patient is almost totally paralyzed. In these cases, the disorder is life-threatening and is considered a medical emergency. The patient is often put on a respirator to assist with breathing* sooo I got kinda freaked out about it. I can imagine how hard it will be for my dad that loves to move around and hate showing how weak he is would feel. He is a man who depends on no one but himself but now. He needs us. Today. He still can walk but it gets a little wobbly at times his arms are still strong enough to brush his teeth. So I wasn’t worried. People were calling him and asking about his conditions and all. My dad didn’t really trust the doctor because he gave my dad 3 different possibilities of the sickness in 3 days or less. Luckily my aunt used to be a nurse so she could read the reports about my dads brain scan. Anyway I stayed another night in the hospital. On the 30th march, which is today , my dad was getting weaker and weaker now he cant even lift his cup to drink water. I got his breakfast ready and turned on the laptop to scribble down things I wanted to write about before I forget. Today , they will be abstracting my dads spinal cord fluid (which will hurt A LOT * it feels like someone poking a thick and I mean thick* needle near the end of your backbone.) Ouch X100. I can feel my backbone hurting now.LOL. I really really hope my dad gets treatment before everything gets worsen. As they say the worse comes the worse my dads muscles will be completely paralyzed. Then he’ll need a respirator to help him with the breathing. At 10.30am. I went out for breakfast/lunch while the doctor abstracted my dads spinal cord fluid. My dad is not allowed to move for 6 hours. Well. Another night in the hospital I suppose. Lol. And he said he wanted to check out today. His treatment starts tomorrow where they will insert this needle with the medication to transfer wtv vaccine they need to help my dad with this syndrome. Its called plasmapheresis.it costs 15k.

I have lots of monthly test this week I think.. And I dun have the mood to study. Sigh. I really worry. And I pray really hard to God.


I have a feeling that God wants me to learn something from Him.

I have learnt to overcome fear of losing someone I love.

I have learnt that backing out will not do any good.

I know that God is giving me this oppoturnity to learn something.

And I am. I really am.

Although tears are shed.

Hearts may worry.

The best way is to stay calm.

And give my dad some time to recover.

All the pain he will face.

And the disappointments that he will get

For being unable to move.

He still has no choice but to go through this like a man.

And I have to continue my life as a student.

But I will take some time off studies

And take care of my dad.

I hope for prayers from my friends and family.

And all the love I can get.


Jamie Lee
14:10

Saturday, March 29, 2008


whats wrong with dad?dun really trust the doctor.but thats wat he said.


What is Guillain-Barre Syndrome?
Guillain-Barré syndrome is a disorder in which the body's immune system attacks part of the peripheral nervous system. The first symptoms of this disorder include varying degrees of weakness or tingling sensations in the legs. In many instances, the weakness and abnormal sensations spread to the arms and upper body. These symptoms can increase in intensity until the muscles cannot be used at all and the patient is almost totally paralyzed. In these cases, the disorder is life-threatening and is considered a medical emergency. The patient is often put on a respirator to assist with breathing. Most patients, however, recover from even the most severe cases of Guillain-Barré syndrome, although some continue to have some degree of weakness. Guillain-Barré syndrome is rare. Usually Guillain-Barré occurs a few days or weeks after the patient has had symptoms of a respiratory or gastrointestinal viral infection. Occasionally, surgery or vaccinations will trigger the syndrome. The disorder can develop over the course of hours or days, or it may take up to 3 to 4 weeks. No one yet knows why Guillain-Barré strikes some people and not others or what sets the disease in motion. What scientists do know is that the body's immune system begins to attack the body itself, causing what is known as an autoimmune disease. Guillain-Barré is called a syndrome rather than a disease because it is not clear that a specific disease-causing agent is involved. Reflexes such as knee jerks are usually lost. Because the signals traveling along the nerve are slower, a nerve conduction velocity (NCV) test can give a doctor clues to aid the diagnosis. The cerebrospinal fluid that bathes the spinal cord and brain contains more protein than usual, so a physician may decide to perform a spinal tap.

Is there any treatment?

There is no known cure for Guillain-Barre syndrome, but therapies can lessen the severity of the illness and accelerate the recovery in most patients. There are also a number of ways to treat the complications of the disease. Currently, plasmapheresis and high-dose immunoglobulin therapy are used. Plasmapheresis seems to reduce the severity and duration of the Guillain-Barré episode. In high-dose immunoglobulin therapy, doctors give intravenous injections of the proteins that in small quantities, the immune system uses naturally to attack invading organism. Investigators have found that giving high doses of these immunoglobulins, derived from a pool of thousands of normal donors, to Guillain-Barré patients can lessen the immune attack on the nervous system. The most critical part of the treatment for this syndrome consists of keeping the patient's body functioning during recovery of the nervous system. This can sometimes require placing the patient on a respirator, a heart monitor, or other machines that assist body function.

What is the prognosis?

Guillain-Barré syndrome can be a devastating disorder because of its sudden and unexpected onset. Most people reach the stage of greatest weakness within the first 2 weeks after symptoms appear, and by the third week of the illness 90 percent of all patients are at their weakest. The recovery period may be as little as a few weeks or as long as a few years. About 30 percent of those with Guillain-Barré still have a residual weakness after 3 years. About 3 percent may suffer a relapse of muscle weakness and tingling sensations many years after the initial attack.

What research is being done?
Scientists are concentrating on finding new treatments and refining existing ones. Scientists are also looking at the workings of the immune system to find which cells are responsible for beginning and carrying out the attack on the nervous system. The fact that so many cases of Guillain-Barré begin after a viral or bacterial infection suggests that certain characteristics of some viruses and bacteria may activate the immune system inappropriately. Investigators are searching for those characteristics. Neurological scientists, immunologists, virologists, and pharmacologists are all working collaboratively to learn how to prevent this disorder and to make better therapies available when it strikes

i shed another tear.
i worry.

Jamie Lee
14:50

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Real name:Jamie Lee Zi Qin

Nickname: mieja. kitty.(kimmy!!) . jamieson.(cousin.) yummy!(karling.)


Married: nop.

Male/Female: Female

High school:taman sea.

College: definitely KDU.

Short or long hair: MId.

Are u a healthy freak: im starting to be one.=)

Height: 5' 7 i wana grow MORE!

Do u have a crush on someone?:myself.=))

Do u like yourself: read the question above.

Piercings: None (plz take a gud look at this.stop buying earrings for me.)

Righty of lefty: righty!!

Surgery:nope!

Person u see in the morning: myself.haha!

Award: ??? wat do u mean??

Sport u join: jamie sport.=)

Pet: dog dog dog!! princess!!!

Vacation: rome!hawaii! sabah!!=))

First crush: =)


Currently..

.Eating: no.

Drinking: saliva

I'm about to: hav tuition


Your future...

Want kids:not really. i love my hot bod.

Want to get married: yeah!

Careers in mind: tour guide.model.zoo keeper!!animal care services!!

Lips or eyes?: Lips AND eyes.

Hugs or kisses: both.

Shorter or taller?: Taller.until about 5'8. haha.

Romantic or spontaneous: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm/is tat a question?

Sensitive or loud:urhhhhhh.!

Troublemaker or hesitant?: urhh. none.


Have u ever....

Kissed a stranger?: ooo. hot stranger mayb.

Drank bubbles: nop!!but i ate soap b4

lost glasses/contacts:

Glasses - mine couldnt last for a year.=)

Contacts -nope

Ran away frm home: Nop

liked someone younger: yeah

liked someone older: =)

Broke someone's heart: yeah. the story is long. and its disgusting.

Been arrested: no

Cried when someone died: yeah. im not all heartless ya know.


Do u believe in...

Yourself?: =)

Miracles:i want to.

Heaven: yeah!

Santa Claus: i wished.

Magic: ... zachary.LOL.

Angels: angels. in a way they guard u.yeah.


Is there someone u want to be with right now?:

yeah. i wouldnt tell u anyway.


Do u believe in God?: yeah.

Jamie Lee
16:35

we are the luckiest class.
heh.
second time disecting. yaay us.
(frm left to right. rafael.charlie jr. and unknown.)


brandon looking gud!!


wat am i doing weih.LOL


johns frog.



Jamie in action.

praise me.

i had chloroform all over my hand.

it burned. alot.





its shit. really. john squished it out.yumm



Jamies finger.=)

im fingering the frog.HHA

changed glove. chloroform just happen

to seap through AGAIN. ish.







damn poser weihhhhh!!




washing stuff.


chinchin & Jamie


Linston & jamie


Zeng Yen & Jamie. stupid f.foo.



this picture is damn cute laaaaaaaaa!!

during the whole process of disecting.

i had chloroform all over my hand.

pey wen said. tahan oni larh.

then.while washing hands.

she kena.

her first word.

FAKING PAIN LAH.

more like.first sentence.=)

Jamie Lee
15:53

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
ZiQian's:
1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
> doutzen kroes
2. Have you given your first kiss away?
> hmmm. sexy question. i duno? ha!
3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
> michelle Low! my all time partner.
> Derrick.(non blogger.) haha! he'd go deaf listening to me.
> Deborah. I'd eat her.=)
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
> anywwher.
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
> happy family.not rich. happy.forever.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
> according to vinser.yes
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
> friends.family.
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
> i wouldn be sitting here thats for sure.
9. What would you do if you meet someone that you love?
> i would. love.
10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
> helpful in alot of ways. a gud fren.sexy sexy sexy!!!LOL
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
> love wit all he has.
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
> backbackstabberr!
13. Highlight of the week?
> frog disection.ooo!!
14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
* just say wat u hav to say.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
> come to think of it. nothing. i cant pick. thers too many.
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
> heh. with money. i am.
17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
> sporty!
18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
> my kia su ness.
19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
> PEOPLE putting kaya into their porrdige!!HAHAHAHAHAH
20. What are you thinking now?
> why are we having spm?
17. What's on your Mind Right now?
> spm. life. cash.
20. What makes you feel happy?
> everything.
i tag:
mun chi.
may yi.
michelle.
pey wen.
chai mei
.

Jamie Lee
15:29


FAKE big apple.


cool pandan coconut.
no shell.urh.
i mean. outer thingy.


RANDOM.


Like i promised

the KAYA porridge.=)








i actually thought it was brandon.haha

hak kai.






its really lee chong wei.


haha

Randomness.

Jamie Lee
15:12

Saturday, March 22, 2008
damn you



i hate being jabbed.
whether its vaccine.
or those things they poke at ur wrist.
it just hurts.
and the doctors.
they lie.
they say its just ant bite.
dude.
i can feel tat thing going under my skin.

2more years.
and im going to face it.
blood test.
damned.

i believe in you

Jamie Lee
00:01

Thursday, March 20, 2008
a fat guy. a thin guy. and a new guy.
a sister.

Went to ou with li yang.wei heng and derrick.
met up with my sis later on.
wei heng and i reached 1st so we played 2 rounds of pool.
and guess wat?
wei heng got served.
hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!


the fat and the thin.
went to chilis after leaving burger king.
no. i didnt eat.
only dick and liyang ate.


wei heng wants to sell his limited edition phone
for 1 million.billion.
heh!





eat liyang EAT!!!






what do u get if u added
tostada chips , salad, and mashed potato
with salsa sauce???


ahh! yesh.
7 rounds of solo
beated derrick 3 times.
wei heng 4 times.
2 rounds of team game
and lost 1-1
derrick + wei heng and Jamie+liyang



with a new hobby.
thers something to look forward to.=)

Jamie Lee
12:05

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