I wish I could Love You

Saturday, May 31, 2008

so not wearing make up makes someone a kampung girl eh? just so u know bitchies. at a young age. people like me dun need make up to look good . neither do u. but u chose to use make up and i didnt . i make my own decisions. kampung or not is up to me. so wat if u went clubbing? so wat if u used make up? so what if u looked older? so what if u looked more like a slut? it doesnt make u a winner. im not insulting people who use make up. im insulting the people that use make up and think they're better looking then everyone else and so they can run around criticizing ppl.

to all the teenage ladies out there.

you are beautiful!

others can say what they want but it doesnt matter what they think because what u think is what matters. it doesnt matter if u have make up on or not. you are equally beautiful.
beauty comes from within.

this is love

not a crime.
i heart you.

Jamie Lee
21:28

could you ever tell if you liked or loved someone? its somehow easy for someone to say "i love you". but for them to mean it would very much be a different story.i love you i love you i love you, but does that mean i REALLY love you? love and like. whenever u say that u like someone or that you love someone, it makes alot of difference.i cant really explain what IS love but i can briefly tell the difference. Telling what something does is not to explain what it is.if love was that simple it would seem that all friends were lovers, that people at work who got along well together and helped each other pursue common ends, etc., were lovers, and that in general there is little difference between good friendship and love.

Can you tell the difference between love and infatuation?
Between love and attraction?
Between love and sexual desire?
Between love and friendship?
Between sex and intimacy?
Between a good relationship and one that is only pleasurable?

guess not.
being in love certainly does not make the world all right or make all your troubles disappear; just think of loving when one is incurably ill or think of loving under war conditions or bad economic conditions where it is difficult even to get food or safe shelter.
bwahahah. wat am i talking about.

i've read this article. and it said that. it is possible that one person can love not only one person but 2 or 3 or more person at a time.but to give 100% attention or love to all of them is impossible.Unless you have boundless energy, unless you don't have to work some 40 hours a week, unless you can have your loving relationship with one of the people while you are at work, or unless you can share your relationship with both (or more) lovers at the same time in a threesome (or more), it is practically impossible to have a romantic loving relationship with more than one person at a time.are u with me?

having a meaningful relationship will be able to prove that
you are in LOVE with this person.It seems a relationship or an
event is called meaningful only when it is believed to be for the good.

Like. liking someone would most probably mean that this person means something to u. and that everytime you see this person ur heart races and ur stomach flips.XD. and no matter how ugly they are you will still think that they're hot and you would wana be seen with them no matter what others hav to say about it. you feel proud or triumph about being with them. but.. will that feeling last? are u ready to spend ur future with them?

i guess. all i wana say is. don't simply use the word love and like when ur not sure of it. people might get the wrong impression and whatever happens next might not be expected.

never forget
that you are loved.
<3>

Jamie Lee
11:27

Friday, May 30, 2008

went to ou today with a group of guys from my class and guess wat.
well. luck wasnt on my side today. hahaha. this blog is especially written for those ~~suckers~~ people tat finally BEAT me in pool and are so triumph over it for some duno wat reason. haha. must be really happy because they really beat a PRO. =)

tze wei beat me twice. *left black ball*
Wei Heng beat me twice. *left ball 9*
sienna.
deerrick beat me????? got mer??haha
still got some. but i cant rmb.XD.

oh. and the gud news is.
i can hit a red ball in and then hit a colourball.
in snooker i mean.
=). BEAT THAT!!!

it clearly states that
it doesnt matter if u win or lose.
what matters is
whether theres actually someone that plays
WITH you.
=)

call me names.

Jamie Lee
23:12

i actually realized that love stories in dramas and movies do happen.the persons name shall be an unknown. but you see this person really loved this girl until tat when he was partially conscious he could still say her name. .of all the other girls . he said her name , and he liked this girl eventough she wasnt WITH him.

oh. and there are also *hipocrytes. lol.they write wat others write in they're blog. bwahahahhahah.

*newbie*

ah tai was saying that we dun respect him. haha! in a funny way. so... wat i did was.
"起立!行里! Good night Ah tai"

he called michelle "ey" so i said he no respect.and he tore his book. so he dun respect the book! hahah. weirdo.
without ah tai. i guess there wouldn be an A for maths. XD. credits to the tai.

could there be love?

Jamie Lee
22:42

Thursday, May 29, 2008

went to pick may and sue anne up at about 7.00pm and started off to kenneths house. yeah. the bidrthday boy!><.

kah kens new gadget. damn lan c weih!! LOL

they played blackjack and kah ken and aaron chong twice.
lolx.
i duno who won but well.
shareen brought beans luck!!

oh. and smart ass ken oso poured my whisky.>.<
i think its whisky!

after that. we played 7 minutes in heaven.
they spin a glass and whichever two tat gets chosen
goes into the toilet to do wtv they want for 7 minutes.
kah ken stripped jason!!1

wei wei got drunk.
5 glass of whisky straight.

the bday boy!!>.<

the drunkie!

May : Ken : Sue
may yi also got drunk! heh. not as bad as weiwei's.

the drunkie and sue anne

roy. Mr. oh-so prosperous.

shareen

naren

sue anne

samuel.

wei wei was seriously damn wasted. lol.
his other hand was holding a cigarette.

sam. drunkie. shareen. sueanne. drunkie2. jieyi

it was a great party kenneth! really! especially that chocolate fountain and the great entrance. but the porsche could've stayed longer!!!>.< style="font-size:85%;">
i see you over there.
<3>

Jamie Lee
23:37

Jamie Lee
11:22

i dun think so~
XD

im gonna be internetless starting 1st June.Parents said gotta prepare for ~~freaking~~ SPM. *sighS* now. how am i gonna blog?

heh! hakunamatata.
i'll still be blogging.
who said rules WEREN't meant to be broken.??

we all know that ~~oh-so-miserable~~ SPM is coming SOON. and well. everyones working their asses off while im lazing around blogging. but hey!time management.=) i dun blog 24/7 ya know.
and i happen to have done some add maths yesterday . add maths is SOOOO interesting. no. im serious. when ur like damn pissed off and u've got nothing to do . just do add maths. its like. u can spend hours on one freaking question THEN fall asleep. sooo.....

waiting for something makes its more exciting.
dun you think?

Jamie Lee
11:05

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

i finally understood, being caught up in the middle. friends backstab each other and it affects the relationship. but what the hell, wat else do you expect us to do? they admitted. backstabbing i mean. and im fine with it. they know what they did.and i did wat i should. im really glad that you guys had it in you. and yeah. im really fine with it. somehow. i would have done the same thing if i were you.

trust builds a stronger relationship
with family friends or partner.

theres nothing more to change in me.
just beat it. <3

Jamie Lee
13:59

my test had just finished and got some results back
and holidays just started.
yet.
ppl are bugging me to study.
urh.
HOLIDAYS JUST STARTED.

the definition of holiday : 1. A period of time when you are not at work or school.
2. A period of time spent traveling of resting away from home.
3. A day when most people do not go to school or work.

my aunt has been nagging me to study. not only did she take away my freaking storybookSSS.
she's also scolding me for no effin reason. which gets sorta annoying coz when she's pissed her anger rages around me. im the victim. im getting annoyed with her presence. she controls my life. i dun wana let her. but my dad is normally on her side and my mom.. cant do anything about it. so yeah. even my bro thinks my life sux. woowee.~~

& i just wana relax
gimme a break.

me like.XD.
rmb this phrase michelle??

Jamie Lee
13:45

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

our bus left school at about 7.30.am
and it drove really really slow.
yeah yeah safety first.
but it really was SLOW.

derrick got cold and wore his jacket.
then.
he decided to show us something.
" hey look! my jacket can zip all the way up!!"
then he zip zip zip and wala!

alien D!

wei heng was being typically unsporting
( ibans hate taking pictures )

some of the views were great.

take a look at the cat weih!.
pey wen chokes on tze weis fur..
*purrrrr~~

group picture taken before getting off the bus.=)

we met up with terrence and yoong liung later on.
and sat the cable car.
oh wait.
the GONDOLA. XD
just nice there were 8 of us.
3 of us were freaked out
and the other 5 were gud with it.

its high weih.

oh! and the cable car stopped twice.
omg.
i thought we were gonna diee~~

when we reached the peak of the mountain.
the tour brought us to some place to waste our time.
i liked the gem place though.
~~stupid~~ wei heng touched anything he saw although the sign wrote there do not touch.

the theme park looks really nice from up here.

we ate lunch at about 12.30pm
details aint long.
except the food sucks.
we waited at snow world for about 30mins.ish.
and i was having migraine*migrain.*duno how to spell!
oh and tze wei lost his phone in snow world.poor guy!
as if the long waits and delays didnt screw up our day.
it rained / drizzled.

we still manage to get on the merry-go-round though.
Twice.!!^^

after that.
we sat the swing thing. duno wats tat called.
it was fun!.
but the line was too long! so we didnt line up AGAIN
for a second round.

moving on to solero.
i didnt go on that ride.
and i do not plan to.
its dam high la.
and although theres only one part thats scary.
but by hanging in the air that high and long freaks me out.
me, tze wei, wei heng and yl werent up for it.
no. not cowards.
sometimes.
we cant help ourselves for being afraid of something.
its called "fear"

i love this pic.^^

while waiting for them. tw,wh and i went to this space thing
it was so so so so so so lame.
LOL

derrick in red and chai mei on the right.
^^

after solero it was about 3.40pm.
we wanted to sit the cockscrew but the line was too long.
so we headed indoors.
some went rock climbing and some went to play pool.
hah.!
me derrick and yl went to play pool first.
then the others came to join us later on.
lets see.
i beat derrick in pool once
and yl twice.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
we only had an hour so yeah.

after 10years.
genting looks really big.

we met up with the rest at 5.10pm
( split up with terrence and yl coz teacher didnt let them follow us back)
and went to the animal kingdom thing
it was kinda cool. with lots of animals.*obviously.

and we were back to the cable car~~
or GONDOLA we shall say

we got on the cable car at 6.20pm to get down hill.

i guess chai mei wasnt ready.LOL.>.<

going down was much much better then going up..
really.

it was beautiful although misty.

and yes.
it was high.

the Ah-dorable baby!!!
teacher was actually changing her diapers.
heh.

we stopped at the same stop for dinner.
some didnt wana eat so they stayed in the bus.
me and tze wei settled in at mcd.
tze wei paid.

anyway. the funniest thing was.
before the trip.
i was telling chai mei that if she sits with wei heng on the bus.
wei heng would fall asleep and lie down on her shoulders.
hahahahhahhahahah!
and it happened. NYAHAHAHAHAHA

overall
it was not satisfying.
i will be going genting again
this time.
without tour.
tours really suck.
and imma consider staying there.
ahah!
oh. i might go for the 9-ball tour. 1st JUNe.

i hope that things will stay the same no matter what happens.

Jamie Lee
17:24