hey! its my dads AA days. means anual angry days. . he gets pissed at nothing and everything then starts ignoring everyone of us. all of a sudden, he takes away the astro card, the modem and gets all pissy and emo alone. He CLAIMS that i use the internet too often, he doesnt know i only use an hour a day!! and only every NIGHT. . when i use too much , he takes the modem away, when i use too little, he takes the modem away, might as well just take the modem away.. ish. i really really really really hate it when he takes leave and stays at home bugging everyone in the house to do HIS stuff.. even when he asks me to boil tea, he expects me to serve it to his face. sadly, he asked the wrong person. I am the last person to tolerate with him.

it'll most probably last for 3 days or so. coz like i said. its ANNUAL, happens every year, and its always when he's on leave.

live with it.

take note.



i got rammed by my own trolley.. why? because the frigging retarded escalator that was supposed to prevent it from rolling down failed to do frigging so.. and i get this I-felt-my-frigging-bones broke feeling. .today, has been the most most most most most merry christmas i've ever had..XD i spent 300 parent bucks. . as in 300 RM from my parents, on a pair of clarks and a new bag. .a pink bag. and no. im not a fan of pink, its just the bag looks really ah-dorable in a way its also water resistant!! eat that!! anyway.

i got lucky yesterday and picked up a RM10 note in ou. was out with family then with debz and ian. watched bolt!!!!!!!!! i effin watched bolt!!!!!!!!!! pet cartoons excite me!! =) ah-nee-way, brought little cash so couldnt buy anything. the phone guy was supposed to call me, damnit, to tell me bout my phone problem. assholeassholeasshole. darling's working at ou, not gonna tell u where, in case ppl stalk him.

when we have school, we hate it. but when school ends, you'll think otherwise. school may have taken up lots of our time, but its way way better than stoning at home. especially when you have parents like mine.

i just realized i crushed my own future.
I really didn't know I needed physics to take medicine.
i dropped physics.
I really really really didn't know.
I suck.
goodbye saving people. saving animals. and saving wtv living shit.
my frens have been busy with their life, I've got practically no one to talk about it.
and all i do is go online and stone.
Iah iam sio piathietic.


& I wait.
I wish you knew how i felt.
again

i only had ONE meal today, yet im having problems digesting. i thought since im so hungry and all my stomach should be processing the food faster then usual, i mean, that is just a thought larhh. .

went straight to ou and hour after awaking from my sleep, the guys bowled,we had a round of CS, then Pool. then wee^2 and han wei went home. i admit, it was kinda boring.
anyway, i only ate lunch at 5 ++ which also means that my breakfast=lunch=dinner.. and the LAST place i'll go for a meal (from now onwards) would most likely be secret recipe. I only like their cake. thats all. they're f***king stingy. they sell fries for RM6 and they serve the fries thats not even worth RM1 . might as well serve dogs. I'm HONESTLY very very disappointed with their servings. .

take a look at my brothers RM 15.5 Cordon BL. what the fuck is that? honestly. ask them!! it looks like some wrinkled up crapped served with more and more crap. If you were there, im sure you would've counted the amount of fries they served because there were 17 of them, including the small small ones.


oh. my brother also ordered choc milkshake. . that turns out its choc ice cream blended together with ice cubes. wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf. i wanted to order curry laksa, but. they dun change the mee to mee hoon. . i really really really really really wanted to ask why not. I mean. they HAVE mee hoon, and serving mee hoon doesn't make them guilty or whatsoever. .

you left me waiting.confused.
with what i should be feeling.
I don't really know what it meant to you.
but it was my first.
and definitely my last.
considering that the same thing will only happen once.
my heart skipped a beat.
it was awkward.
I wondered if you knew. just how much it meant for me.

went to a garage sale todayh yawww! the stuffs were branded and sold at a cheap price.. quite satisfied yawwwww! Kai mui bought lotsa stuff and i couldnt stop her, it was cheap. hah. and there was this two really really really really really fluffy-ahdorable pups there. .
after all the "shoppin" we entertained ourselves with the dogs. !! XD

Memories that last a lifetime



or is it that im being over sensitive.
shit. its not even an issue,
its just a tiny misunderstanding thats getting no response.
I definitely cannot predict what someone is thinking about right now.
and its not something i can just sleep and forget about it.
Im not turning to anyone, apparently,
my best friend has been getting himself drunk,
and i don't even know how to break it to him
this feels absofuckinlutely weird, and he's just gonna continue getting himself drunk.
No offence and all. I can't stop thinking about what he's doing right now , not the best fren.
Why is it so hard to understand body language?
its either you'll end up like a fool or live happily ever after, its not like you can tell.
and why in the world am i still awake at this time of the night?

& I can't wait for Christmas to arrive.

Set the Twilight Reeling

i love rapid KL. XD. not the bus. the band. they were the BEST of the night. THE BEST!!! and i think the best malaysian band too. .i took a picture with them .XD ahaha. its in diana's camera. I WANT IT FAST!!!!!! * droools.

more pictures to come from other cameras!! =). i hate wearing make up. . especially eye shadowww!! and pH! todays a saturday. and i didn't know. heh.

you have NO IDEA!!!

everyday, I sleep late, wake up late and do the same things over and over again at different time, mostly late.i feel lost without a timetable that tells me when i have to do this or that. . its starting to bore me.im starting to bore myself. im starting to bore people. and im letting time pass by as if time DIDN'T pass by. whatever that means. I'm starting to read every blog that i linked, i mean, not that i don't read them. through their blogs, i went to other blogs, and from the other blogs i randomly went to another other blog and.... the point is. I went to this person's blog and I learnt something new. I think people should start giving awards to bloggers that blog really boring stuff. as in REALLY boring. I know blogs are to write about ur daily life, but not EXACTLY what ur doing, or what ur wearing, or whether or not ur breathing,blinking, talking, walking, screaming, shitting whatsoever. honestly, TAKE A BREAK and write something that HAPPENED, or anything that happen to pop into ur mind.Don't write stuff like

" oh, hey, i just bathed and im wearing my clothes, haha, i don't know what to wear, so im taking all the clothes from my closet and dumping it on my bed so that i can pick something out to wear.lets see i have . . . .. . oh. i finally picked out something to wear.. after 12 minutes 34 seconds 01 milliseconds. . "

it is DAMN weird. i repeat. damn weird. .and that blog i went. i swear i'll never go back there again, unless im really sad or something because hey! damn right it was funny!!! XD




some random poem that sounds really good
I thought maybe emo people can have a look at it.
and just so you know. the word "emo" does not exist in dictionaries.

*warning : for those who have not watched tropic thunder, please proceed to the next blog.*






















I'll just give u a short tour about the stars. the 3 main chars i dun think i need to say anything anymore cause they're almost everywhere. Brandon T Jackson is from fast and furious as the only black guy there, and he's also starred in Approaching Midnight.Jay Baruchel starred in numbers for a few times and he also directed his own movie, Edgar and Jane. Steve Coogan was featured in many many movies but i dun think he's well-known by people, he was featured in Night at the musuem 1 and the up and coming Night at the museum 2, he also starred alongside with Jacky Chan in Around the world in 80 days. and Nick Nolte starred as Mulgarath in The Spiderwick Chronicles. Matthew McConaughey and Tom Cruise is already well known.



the story starts with Tugg Speedman unable to cry during the scene in Tropic Thunder the making, director ( Damien Cockburn) gets annoyed and ACCIDENTALLY blows up half the jungle. Four Leaf, the so called survivor in some war that left him with no hands and also the writer of tropic thunder suggested that the crew to be brought into the REAL jungle to let them experience the real thing. Tugg, Kirk, Alpa, Kevin, Jeff and Damien were choppered deep into the woods. And guess wat, Damien was half way explaining things and he unwillingly stepped on a bomb. everyone else thought it was a joke.


they were stuck in a real vietnamese army area (also a place for the production of heroine) and four leaf and the chopper pilot were caught. Four leaf was a fake, he HAD hands and he made up the story of tropic thunder. Along the trip into the jungle, Tugg and Kirk had some problems trying to work together, so they split up and Tugg went on with a journey alone. He was caught and brought to the leader of the army. Tran, the Leader of the army and also an almost 10 year old kid immediately recognize Tugg from Simple Jack,and forced him to perform for them. The others realized that it wasn't a movie and Damien was really dead decides to go back for Tugg. The Flaming Dragon (name of the army), called up Rick and told him to pay up 50million in order to get Tugg back. Rick looked for Les and Les hanged up on the Flaming Dragon. Les told rick to buy Tugg insurance so when he gets killed they would get a whole load of cash.

The rest. You watch it yourself. its kinda hard to explain, and just so you know, there is NEVER a moment the word "fuck" doesn't appear in that movie.

Have fun watching.=)