i feel 389216731723 times lighter now. . not that i weigh 94836127318237. . its just. this pressure to do well in exams. . man. i need anti-depressants. xD kidding~! haha shit syok sendiri lahhh. i cant help it. finals are done. . 1 down, 5 to go! i learnt my lesson. if you cant think anymore, just get the fuck out of the hall. . wasted half my life sitting inside singing to myself just to pass time.


ok. i stopped for a while. imma go dota now. destress. xD

I MISS YOU CHIN TZYY HEARN. haha. see. i blogged with ur name in it. need more pics la dei.


ciaoage
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this trip, this trip of ours, was supposed to be planned BEFORE my exams. and now. DURING my exams, im still willingly *not pointing any fingers* planning it. spending hours and hours, looking for hotel and rates and getting cheapest tickets cheapest hotel yet comfortable to live in. asking around, calling, texting everything here and there. and i keep getting delays. I KEEP FUCKING GETTING DELAYS. theres always some fucking problem somewhere. and now. im just fucking wishing i had a credit card . i really do. im wasting time. im wasting alot alot of time. and effort. im just so fucking frustrated that I dont want to be apart of this trip anymore. im frustrated. why is it taking so fucking long? i just want to get this over with. i told people that i was gonna pass the task to them just so i could pay more attention to my fucking finals. but i just couldn't, once its my responsibility, i can't just throw it to someone else. but now, i regret. trying so so hard just to make it work. and what is this? whats going to happen next? im tired. im not blaming or pointing fingers at anyone. im just really tired. i have one more paper to go, and, this paper is gonna be my first priority until the 25th of june , 530 pm. please don't ask me anything about the trip anymore. im tired of planning. im frustrated, tired. im sorry.

brb on the 17th. (:

i had a miserable day today. my first time nerding in coffee bean. and i cried.
this prostitute looking girl. tripped onto my laptop charger wire. and.. dragged my whole laptop to the ground. the CD rom thingy popped out halfway. now its hang loose!!! my earphones went along with the laptop. seperated form my ears. come to think of it. it kinda hurt a lil. the earphones burst too and the wires were sticking out. my charger seperated too. i mean. not broked into half. the connection place seperated. the girl. said sorry without looking at me. not only that. she said sorry ONCE.*who the hell slams someones laptop onto the ground and says sorry ONCE!??!?!?! * and her mom. best lah. came over. picked up my 180 degrees spread open laptop up and asked her daughter if she fell down. thank you woman. i feel your concern. i wonder if she felt my pain. my one and only laptop. my FIRST laptop thts gonna have to last me for 3 years. your good daughter just dragged the whole thing and slam it onto the ground loud enough for the table at the far right to notice. and YET she is still able to walk swiftly/gracefully into coffee bean to get her fucking tea. * BREATHS IN* if you didn't notice, i didnt swear much in there. don't get overexcited please, im saving the best for last. (: