im tired. I just want to know the truth. Becauese im tired of questions, having to answer them myself. im tired of trying to figure out why. why is it that you treat me that way? why
nice? why is it that whenever I see you, whenever im with you, everything seems real? that I feel whole again. somehow, i know that you know something. I know that you feel something. but i just want to hear the truth, word by word, coming from
you.
What do you want from me??
Im tired of waiting. this worthless wait.
I mean,
why bother?
Why put yourself in so much pain? but then again, i've been too happy lately i guess. xD everyone's gotta go through rain before having sunshine. or have sunshine before rain. or I dont think it even matters.
Im
not sad. im
not angry. im
not disappointed. but, im
not happy either.
its like you're trying to push me away , but at the same time pulling me closer.
What am i to you?im not sure if you're realizing whats happening here. Im lost too. suddenly, im having this bad bad feeling. that soon, im just gonna be like everyone else.
a nobody to you.
