
how many times am i gonna tell myself that
I don't care anymore
I want to give up.
this is not worth it
why am i putting myself through so much pain?
i want to make everything clear to you.
I tried.
but I just couldn't say it.
the chances are 50 50 .
what are the odds?

i have a
big ego.
and I'll just have to live with it.
plus all the pain it brings.