I wish I could Love You

Thursday, April 29, 2010

stop confusing me now.
minute you're here, minute you're there with someone else.
don't waste my time.
it feels as if you're a two timer, or I'm just a substitute.
Day after day,
what I see, what I read,
I dont understand you anymore.
I don't understand them anymore.

everythings just a game.

but to me,
it never will be.

I came from reality.

and thats where I'll always be.

please, don't play with my feelings.

& sometimes, nothings funny anymore.

Jamie Lee
00:36

Saturday, April 24, 2010

you don't impress me much.

why bother trying so hard when what you feel just isn't real?

one minute, its as if they'd die for you,
and the next,it becomes the total opposite.

i can't tell the difference.

Am i special to you?

sometimes,

I just feel so far away from everything.

she's dying to be something to you.

but thats not important anymore.

when would she know that to you its her.
and not feel so insecure?
when will she NOT be everyone else to you but HER?

she thought she felt something different.

guess not.

& she's just another person to you, like every other.

Jamie Lee
03:07

finally tried haagen daez fondue today. (:

freakkinngggggg awesome . :)

thannks for taking me out for a destress meal. (:

iloveyou. (:

& i dont wana be just ANYONE.

Jamie Lee
00:00

Sunday, April 18, 2010

now that there's someone else, I don't think you'll need me no more.

Everyone says that love hurts,

but thats not true.

loneliness hurts; rejection hurts;losing someone hurts.

Everyone confuses these things with love.

In reality,

Love is the only thing in the world

that covers up all the pain

and makes us feel wonderful again. :)

& please don't let me go.

Jamie Lee
16:13

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

would you have felt the same?
its just so hard to explain.

I have 3 years.
please let them be pleasant.

& what more can be done? :/

Jamie Lee
16:59

some day I'll never want to forget.

the day where someone normal beame so important.

HAHAHA.

no couple shit la.

berbonding sessions with TJ LYE.

LONG TIME NO SEE, loo SR.

evon, sim, loke....

sien d lah. xD

& I found something worth fighting for. (:

Jamie Lee
01:01

Saturday, April 10, 2010

but inside im dying.

& I don't want to be falling again, without having someone to catch me.

Jamie Lee
01:45

Thursday, April 8, 2010

what i really miss in 2009. .

KUANTAN TRIP! :D :D all the food. zyu wenn's driving! juen serns urhm,..... nose shit? LOL

LIP YONG GETTING MOLESTED. lip yong getting BOMBED by juen sern.

zyu wenn getting dragged into the sea.

juen sern eating tom yam.

juen sern sweating.

juen sern drinking cold tea.

juen sern crying. HAHA . okay. maybe not

ROLE PLAY! keanweng stripping, gay teacher screaming.. GAY TEACHER STREAMING AS KEAN WENG STRIPS.

CHIAH! big sister! :)

MY AUSMAT FAMILY! :)

disappearence of MS. LOO SHER-RIN. :(

banyak the long tak keep in touch.

multicultural??? friendship. XD

what i really mean is..

multi-hair-curly and straight friendship. HAHA

i miss you navin. :)

FAKE boy-f moments. xD

ALL MINE LAH! hah

all the last times. :)

OMG. XIAN JIN. :)

MELAKA TO KL TRIPS! :)

KL TO MELAKA TRIPS! :)

drunktard moments lah. :)

i misss. the hotel moments. ;p

HAHA!

and my awesome foursome. :)

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

bila reunion lah?

& thank you, 'nuff said.

Jamie Lee
20:08

Monday, April 5, 2010

don't worry,
im fine.
everythings fine. :) '

( the remake of what i ate. XD )

been having really really awesome meals with ~~jamie~~ janey seah! gonna stuff myself with good food before break ends. TEEHEE! am really semangat-ed. heading to uni almost everyday, staying back and all.. finishing assignments reports projects discussions quizzes. you name it. but just so you know, i am not officially a nerd yet.. i have some ppl to occupy that spot. :)

will snap some stalker pics of them soon. :)

KENNETH SHAK IS KEEPING SECRETS FROM ME!!!!!!!! :(

some secret that i already know. xD

& he could be miles away, my love still reaches for his heart.

Jamie Lee
18:30