I've been MIA-ing for quite some time, not because I'm busy. but because im too FREE. till I stone at home. STONE. practically waking up at 12+pm everyday and walk around the house as a daily exercise. :S

but I noted down some stuff I wanted to write. :) yes, i carry a little notebook everywhere I go, or to be more exact, I carry a little notebook when I'm around the house. xD

18th January 2010 .

I bet everyone has dreams. even I do. now here comes the almighty question , are your dreams just bullshit??


first off, I think people should state CLEARLY what their dreams are under, what I mean is, LABEL them.

there are 2 categories for DREAMS.

1. BULLshit 2. SERIOUS shit.






there are the I wana marry ( put celeb name here ) , or I wana be King! queen!! or I wanna invent to TIME MACHINE. yeah . label that under bullshit shall we?



and for those who are clear of where they're living IN which is REALITY of which some of you may not have heard, congratulations, you don't have bullshit dreams. yeah. I sound like an emo bitch. I'd rather refer it to " THE UGLY TRUTH". xD . sometimes u just gotta live with facts that are better KNOWN. Watching too much korean, japanese, taiwan, hongkong dramas can really influence ones thoughts. I mean, its not a bad thing to dream big, but know your limits.


know when to give up.
know when to realize that its just a DREAM, nothing more.
know when to stop dreaming.
know your limits.





TODAY! was a little MORE exciting than I thought it would be...




was stoning in MPH for QUITE some time. it was so quiet and peaceful there. I read a book. not the whole thing. just 48 pages. xD I saw 2 kids laughing and screaming chasing this COIN. it rekindled memories of me and my brother, laughing and screaming and playing with each other, and it never lasted for more than 5 minutes. we'll end up figh- , hold that thought. the two kids that were laughing and screaming, ended up fighting. PHYSICALLY. -.- . to tell u the truth, I only deal with kids that have BLOOD RELATION to me. so I just stoned and prayed hard they wont start wrestling each other, :S


at a party, i overheard kids wanting to play doctor. what a shocker i tell you. at the age of 5 , you say play doctor, u literally MEAN doctor. but when You're 18, hearing the same thing again, its kinda different. * dayum, should've recorded it down!! xD


CORNS ARE A PAIN IN THE ASS! sigh. I refuse to have it OPERATED. sounds so, serious and scary!! :( corns been CORNY these few days, hurting my feet, making it hard for me to move around. sigh. juen sern said to have it OPERATED, if not soon i'll have my leg AMPUTATED. exactly the same thing as what my DAD said, they're awesome in rhyming no?