why must everything be so complicating?
why can't I just
forget everything?
why must it be so hard on me?
why do I feel as if he doesn't
care?
why do i care?
why should i care?
why is there nothing that wouldn't
remind me of him?
why do I think so much?
why do I feel like throwing up just when your name appears in my head?
why did
hope whisper in my ear?
why am i confused??
why do i even
BOTHER?
when I try so hard.
and get nothing in return.
its not even a good deed.
im tired.
felt like something hit me.
& the dumbest thing I did today,
was to think of you.
i suddenly miss myself.
my OLD self.
