Saturday, December 26, 2009

Little by little I’m becoming smaller
The bright facial expression on the disappearing face
I’m afraid that you’ll turn your back and ignore my confession
Laying my head on my needle-like worries
I pretend to sleep though I can’t
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night
feels like
INSOMNIA.

Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free
I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be
So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah
Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear
But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

Won't you drive away
'Cause I'm no good for you
There's no place
In this place
That was built for you
I would be crazy to say that we were perfect
And sometimes I was wondering if it was
worth it
But now I see, how could you run from me?
And everytime I drive by your apartment
I get this overwhelming urge to walk in
And see your face and to be in that place all over again
Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about youAnd I don't want to think about you baby so much
All the things we did and the way that we touched
Just when I think about someone new
I keep on forgetting to
forget about you
Forget about you,
forget about
Watch me turn around and
forget,
forget about you
Forget about me and you

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thingMy mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it
cut me like a knife
When you
walked out of my lifeNow i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't
admitSometimes I just want to hide, cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbyeWhen it comes to this
Oooh, Yeah...
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
Just to hear your voice again
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

just felt like taking bits of songs. :) it doesn't really combine to become some awesome poetry. just bits here and there. randomsity. *
no more beer please!!! ><*
All,
will just be a memory now.
i guess I shouldn't forget.
and take it in as a lesson.
its time, to
move on.
there's no need to go through so much pain.
no more waiting.
no more pain.
i miss you.
and thats the last time I will be.
& trust me, I wasn't myself.
Jamie Lee
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