Monday, October 12, 2009
" when I thought I had everything,
they slowly slip away."before i start my rants about how life is being unfair, i've been lying down
ANYWHERE since 10 in the morning yesterday. i felt so so sick. my body refused to move. all i wanted to do was puke, yet i couldn't. i felt
miserable, really really miserable. I didn't want to talk, walk, or even move. I couldn't eat, and I just lazed around ALL DAY. it really sucked, i had to curl my body so it wouldn't feel that bad. I took quite a number of medicine, and no, i didn't go to the doctor. at night, I couldn't sleep. I tried to puke, still I couldn't. it was just, back and forth. had CHARCOAL (
a type of medicine to wash your tummy) and my stomach felt like there were fireworks in there. .IT SUCKED. I twist and turned, I just couldn't sleep at all. The urge to vomit just lasted for the whole day. I end up going downstairs at 4 . am to watch
forgetting sarah marshall and slept.*
FINALLY!!!* after about 2 hours, momsy woke me up. i still felt like crap. Only after i slept till 10+ , i felt much better.
the whole day turned out fine.
until now.
its back to walking 5 steps and sitting down on the floor to chill.
yeah. I can't take more than 5 steps. i can't stand straight.
I'm like , the
female hunchback of northredame/nothredam.it sucks, it really sucks.
now, let me start my
melodious rants.
MY EFFIN BIO RESULTS WERE RECORDED WRONGLY! like really wrongly. thanks to oh holy miss priya, seriously. she's a very very nice lecturer, but I just don't feel that she's
SERIOUS about her job.
48 and
68 is like 20 marks away ya know, no wonder my average was like a bull-a-shit. I bet some other people's marks were written wrongly, and maybe given EXTRA, and some people just take advantage of it, yet,
WHAT CAN YOU DO? I worked my shit ass off for those marks, and they were recorded 20 marks less. wow. just. just. wow la.
AND my english, how could my Sentence sturcture marks be lower than that who-a-somes??? im not pointing fingers to anyone, but it was AGREED. what's wrong with them lecturers today? CAN THEY READ? i think in the near future, everyone is just gonna forget how to sing their ABC's.
NO OFFENSE LA. when i say life is unfair, it really is.
I'm too tired to type. no, i'm not kidding.
in about 10 minutes time, I should be heading off to bed
TRYING to sleep.maybe in 20.
& forget about the future,
I can't even deal with the present.
Jamie Lee
20:17