I was about to write about something then i deleted the whole thing because everything is so scattered in my brain now I don't quite know what I'm saying. In other words, I feel drunk, but im not consuming alcohol. I need to de-stress myself or at least stop asking myself to study when I know its not gonna work. it only works on Al i guess. :) "study AL, study" . Exams are really a BOMB, I can't quite understand why some people can just ease their way through while I'm all worked up, I KNOW when i panic I forget almost everything and I'll start ranting about nothing, but I DON'T KNOW how to stop. my brains are so bitchy I tell you, just like me. :)


there's nothing you can do,
to make yourself become one of us.
Don't blame us.
we can't, well, I can't.
you try so hard,
that we're all so sick of it.
you say stuff that I didn't have to think to know its a lie.
but why?
why try so hard?
why make it worse than it already has become?
you must think we're selfish.
we're not.
what you don't know is,
we started off way back then.
we've been through the best and worst.
just be yourself.
I like you that way.
the old you.