ERIK ( EMG ) , the sweetest sweetest guy in Jan intake. :) yes he looks retarded, but he's EMG, retard is his middle name. or last. ILY EMG.
Lam, Winnie! I would definitely miss toilet camwhoring with you, and the toilet trips. you are 1 awesome person.
Nancy . A.A , the one and only person that dedicated a song to me, and WON the whole shit man! haha. you're not just a singer, but a talented writer. thank you, for awesome huge car rides. :D
Chiah MM. for red bulls and non stop online shopping. YOU MADE ME SPEND SO MUCH. thankyou, for making me fatter by shopping without walking. xD so convinient. ILY.
KP Lim, there MAY have been rough times, but hell yeah we still remain solid. all the best to you. thank you. :)
JORDAN,cheo. of beyonce and stinky burps. forever will be remembered. :)
XIAAAAAN jin wong, haha, you remind me of pedigree analysis so much, I think you'd make awesome babies. :D thank you for the answers. that turned out, wrong. XD
Azhar! of muscles and fitness first. thank you! for the transport almost all the time,
and the chicken skins. xD oh, your weird lame jokes too. you happen to be one of the nicest persons in ausmat, someone that I definitely won't forget, because, you're the muscle man. :D
JIAHOE, tan. quiet but deadly. :) HE TALKS OKAY? he used to bail out on every outing, but nowadays he's been really sweet to me. driving me here there, going for lunch here there. how i wish you were single. HAHH. ily. ;)
Leon Lai N. the first impression was, not bad, kinda hot. but once he opens his sweet mouth, everything goes down the drain. he talks about the dumbest things you can ever think of. and DOES the dumbest things too. if he's not retarded, who is?
ZAC IVAN, MUSIC MAN, with huge house and awesome dogs. king liquor. king of pool? we'll see. :D:D
MIKE, the economist. the OTHER miss suzanna. :D i think your pinching made me thinner. HAHA. not. I will definitely miss you! ALOT. CHAI, KOREAN HOT DUDES. call chai.
AMELIA, of apples and huge hand carried LUGGAGE bags. KEEP IN TOUCH. :)
TING , sieu shean, thank you for baring with such a shitass group mate. haha. you are so nerdy, but i still like eating with you. IMY.
NisHaaaaaaa, now you see her, now you don't. when she says " brb in 5 mins", she actually means, I'll brb when i brb. :D disappears too often. i want more hugs! ily
PANG ZY. thank you for listening to my rants, and being so understanding. one of the CUTEST person in ausmat. ILY.
KUNAL! KUNA. FUCK, SLOW DOWN LA. drives like a maniac , and swears at every car that peacefully trots infront of him, been into numerous car accidents and came out alive, drifts, yes, that asshole drifts. THANK YOU, for being the first person that does really retarded car stunts, and I'm never riding in your car again. :)
KW, saw,
he's your very own infared,
that only transfers porn into your brains.
HAHA!prawn star old man. prawn star.
ANAND *transformers!,
PENANG PENANG,
calls me a man or dunno what reason,
and he speaks hokkien.
but somehow,
he's stilla nice guy la,
stayed back till 7+ because i was alone.
get well soon!
MARTIN. of gayness, and womens clothing.
your very own cardiologist,
heart broken, call martin. :)
i'll miss all of you.
LIPyong Ho, my very own dad in Coll. he's by far the most intelligent person I've ever met. all he needs, is a little love in his life. :D ILY.
YEOH, juensern, I'm telling you, as annoying as he can be, he's actually my guardian angel. no, really. the man that picks you up all the time, and the man that swims in drains and lakes. the same guy, different personality. you'd need a juen sern in your life. THANK YOU,big boii! xD
Tan, zihang. someone I'll always remember of when I see a HEMSEM guy. :D he's half deaf due to the rantings he's heard. thank you. thank you so much. :)
argh, the Kenny Shak, which he claims i'm the first to pronounce his name correctly. A man with a passion for love. loyal, true. :) thank you ol' companion.
Alyssa Siew
+
Deena L. + Atie Abs.
this awesome 3, nowhere to be found. eat together, walk together, shop together,study together, stalk together, almost everything together.
Alyssa siew,*HAHA PURPLE. thank you , for the transportation, the almighty friendship, and every piece of shit we talk about.
Deena L, thank me, for the transport, but thank you, for being such a lovely companion, the foyerness, the SSD-ness, the mirzaie ness,the hyperventilation-ness. that jackass missed out on something he'll never get. what a loser la. pfft. :D Atie abs! HAHA PINK. XD thank you, for the transport, for the big fluffy hugs. :) for the hyperventilation-ness. for the stalker-ness. thank bella for me too. or whichever is the car's name. LIVE LONG BELLA. :)
for those that I missed out, may not have a picture of you.
ASH singh sidnu, of techno songs and new invented words, you PECKA. joined AC pool tournament with his boyf. :) you're awesome the way you are. you're THE ash. not just ash.
KAY KAY, i just love your name. :) im not okay, kay kay. :D
LOH!yi wern, small, sexy, SMART. like really smart, strives for the best. :D
Alex Boo, thank you for the transport previously at leons. an awesome listener. :)
Ai Lee, Su Yin, Pei Ling, YES i am talking about you, and YES I've seen and talked to you. stop studying already. :)
NURA! finally made me realize that malays aren't allowed to eat NON-halal stuff. :D:D not halal stuff. i mean. halal stuff is edible.
WILL POST MORE AFTER WACE. more pictures then. LOVE ALL. GOOD LUCK.
Jamie Lee 22:55
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Im getting scared. at first I couldn't figure out why, then, today, the thought hit me. what am I gonna do after ausmat? no,what I mean is. no more econs to stress on, no more awesome bio stuff to read. no more challenging chem calculations. what AM i gonna do. *noticed i didn't mention applics?* I want to study. man, I'm actually depressed because I have nothing to learn. WHAT THE HELL.
no, I'm NOT okay, okay kay kay? (although you didn't ask me if I was. XD)
& I feel lost, like Stitch lost. without the storybook.
Jamie Lee 22:51
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
today is tuesday. today is the 27th october. today, sigh.
& i feel pressured, panic. heart-oh-heart. just stop beating in my throat.
Jamie Lee 22:47
Sunday, October 25, 2009
once again, I attempt to understand the grading of EALD. it was mentioned that the marks were recorded according to individual effort, meaning according to MOCKS results. I am politely advising every ausmatians to NOT talk/discuss about EALD results, or agitate me with any smart comments. Because I will assure you that you will be exposed to a not-so-nice side of me, one that may leave a very unpleasant memory and may haunt you for the rest of your life and yes i am exaggerating BUT I am not joking.
there are just so many things you can't explain through words. you need like, this extra ability to read minds to know what I'm trying to say. XD . I am very unsatisfied. I know life is unfair, But i NEVER knew life was THIS unfair. but fair enough, I believe in Karma. somehow I don't find any relations on what I'm trying to say. I love heath ledger, not because he's dead, but because he was the best joker , not in a funny way. but yeah. I'm sleepy. I should be sleeping now. to be exact, supposed to be doing Econs pass year, its here, but I'm here. so what am I trying to say again? oh yeah. shut up and sleep already. :)
imba to the max.
& I will still love you.
Jamie Lee 23:57
I was about to write about something then i deleted the whole thing because everything is so scattered in my brain now I don't quite know what I'm saying. In other words, I feel drunk, but im not consuming alcohol. I need to de-stress myself or at least stop asking myself to study when I know its not gonna work. it only works on Al i guess. :) "study AL, study" . Exams are really a BOMB, I can't quite understand why some people can just ease their way through while I'm all worked up, I KNOW when i panic I forget almost everything and I'll start ranting about nothing, but I DON'T KNOW how to stop. my brains are so bitchy I tell you, just like me. :)
there's nothing you can do, to make yourself become one of us. Don't blame us. we can't, well, I can't. you try so hard, that we're all so sick of it. you say stuff that I didn't have to think to know its a lie. but why? why try so hard? why make it worse than it already has become? you must think we're selfish. we're not. what you don't know is, we started off way back then. we've been through the best and worst. just be yourself. I like you that way. the old you.
& the train has gone, I'm not sure If i'm ready to love you. again.
Jamie Lee 19:17
Saturday, October 24, 2009
another lecturer another explanation. SUBJECT combination, I am so tired of explaining. how is it fair that the people that take those difficult subjects get scaled up and people like me get scaled down? AND if they were to say subject combination, how is is possible that someone that took calculus, applicable maths, and chem get scaled down? more and more EXCUSES, just say what I want to hear la okay? there's no such thing as equality.
what really ticked me off was the fact that miss R actually asked me if I would feel any happier/better if she scaled my marks back to normal. before i had a chance to answer to that, she went on ranting about australian education system.so yeah. conclusion, I'm sick and tired of you people trying to get things straight when it'll NEVER be unless I start living in denial.
bless you ALL.
I missed my other chance to be Mrs. M. Deena P. said it was a sign from God. XD how i wished it was. I'm still trying to figure out what it means. :) life could never have felt so good.oh, and I passed by Speedy and saw transformers 2 on tv, so i stopped to watch, (although i already watched it ) i saw megan fox, and the first thing that hit me was Al. Al's awesome imitation of miss pouty, haha, I guess it left a deep impact. Megan fox will never be megan fox again.
& I don't know what to do anymore,
I really don't.
Jamie Lee 16:27
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
i am angry.
does it really explain how I feel right now? I'm not entirely sure. I am at the brink of blending my lecturers organs. Usually, lecturers will scale up exam marks to help their students achieve better in their exams, but for Ausmat, its somehow different. its like, the lower you scale the higher people will think of you. I think thats what they think, because they fucking scaled my eald (english) all the way down till the yonder. me & al called abi and asked her why is it possible that some students are scaled up and some students are scaled down. she asked us if that person was from the same class as us, so we said no, and she said, then you have to ask Miss Julia ( another EALD lecturer) . take note to that aite, marks are scaled by our own lecturers..she said that scaling is done by microsoft excel. -.- i didnt know excel had a mind of its own. Miss Abi also said that it depends on class performance( indirectly means we should dance in class to get marks la then? ) , plus it is SUBJECTIVE. enlighten me please, what do you mean SUBJECTIVE? and mind you, those that got 76 got scaled UP and even those that had 80+ was scaled up too.
so why the fuck did we get scaled down?
I manage to retrieve some answers today from Miss V. and no, it made no sense at all. she said, that the scaling thing depends on our other subjects, so its like, if almost every other subject is 60+ and ur english is like 80+. you will be scaled DOWN to the APPROPRIATE marks through STATISTICS. its somehow ALL ABOUT STATISTICS. lets see, so if i work really hard for english and my other subs suck, my english will be scaled down to an appropriate mark, meaning not as hard as how I worked for. AND miss V. also said that the marks are scaled down by miss Ruma and not graded by our lecturers. So , lets rewind abit okay? back to the bold dark blue words. so our marks are graded by WHO? i'm abit confused now you see, 2 different people saying 2 different things. and no, im not done yet. Miss V also mentioned that scaling down is for our own good, so when they send the results to australia, them australians would think we malaysians are STRICT in grading and scale us UP. that , i think was the most pathetic thing i've ever heard, I'd rather her NOT say it. so if those people that were already scaled up, get scaled up again la? it would be EVEN MORE unfair to us no?
i'm a college student and i'm not stupid. my mom's a college lecturer and she's not stupid. My dad did statistics and teach Excel his whole life and He's not stupid. so who are we kidding here? If you're trying to say that my ELD marks are too high so you're scaling it down, you're bullshitting even more. I hope miss Ruma says something smart and at least something that makes sense to me and daddy tmr if not I won't be having good night sleeps anymore. don't get me wrong but i love miss V, she's like the best lecturer in ausmat.
all in all, miss Abi screwed up. she needs the bang bang boom. she needs to start thinking twice before saying something that doesn't make any sense. she needs to remember that being stupid, doesn't mean you can get away with anything. she needs selection pressure to ensure a not so stupid kid can be born.
if it was really her that downgraded my ALREADY retarded english marks. she would be encouraged to fuck herself instead of fucking my future.
i believe in equality. this, is the real me.
& you thought you were funny. HAHA, I thought the thought of you thinking you were funny, was funny.
Jamie Lee 20:45
Monday, October 19, 2009
OH MY FREAAAAAAAAAAAAKINGGGGGG GWAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!
hyperventilating shits.
I was this close.
but my balls went missing,
and my guts went down my throat,
as soon as i saw him,
I knew my brain would get stuck at the yonder.
I WANA FREAKING MARRY HIM.
eye candies, dangerous.
Dear M,
I think you are the hottest walking living thing on earth and the universe. In my dreams, you are prince charming ; in reality, you are the light of my world. *cheesy nuff? * gwad, If i ever get my hands on you, I'd go mental, MENTAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have a KILLER smile until you can be a superhero and shoot down villians. ( yeah , that serious. ) I'd go crazy everytime i see you, everything stops and all I wana do is to touch you, feel you, and love you. You are the most innocent looking _____ I've ever seen before, smiling to strangers, you're crazy.
& i happen to like crazy people.
I wish I could love you.
Love,
Jamie.
( peeps, don't freak out, its my love letter to him. HAHA! and today happened to be the craziest day of my life.)
Jamie Lee 19:44
Sunday, October 18, 2009
oh miii gooood guys! i saw something really really awesome today, i really didnt know it would happen to me, BUT IT DID! . oh mi god. this is soooooooooooo exciting! oh mee gwaddddd.
yeah. screw that.
it was a horrific site. I dont mean to be stereotype or racist, but i saw this ______ guy, on his M.bike, holding onto the hind legs of this white fluffy and what seemed like already dead dog, and it looked like he was DRAGGIN it, driving back to his home.
there's 3 possibilities on what he was planning to do with it,
lets start with the good ones,
1. Try to save it at home ( he might be a vet, who knows?)
2. Cook it and eat it.
3. bury is somewhere or dump it to rot.
I really nearly died just by looking at how the dog was being dragged.
back in my hometown,
there used to be many dogs and puppies around there,
but then some ______ guys went to poison them all,
drown them in river water ,
took them back up,
and dump it somewhere to rot.
THIS IS NOT SOME SHIT ASS PRANK.
im not kidding.
and no,
I don't have any pictures to prove it.
but hey,
believe it or not,
that's not my problem.
I just feel really really frustrated,
its not like the dogs actually whispered to them,
"let me die let me die"
like wtf, you go around poisoning, killing,
drowning, and the worst,
COOKING.
for those of you that are allergic to dogs, or you are afraid of dogs, just because you're THAT doesn't mean you can't speak up for them. its frustrating to see how this country would have been perfect if someone actually cared for those who can't speak for themselves, whether or not its the animals or the disabled.
PLEASE do something about it,
don't just sit and scratch your ass thinking everything will be fine.
wouldn't hurt for you to say something smart.
would it?
* couldn't really edit them words.
using the laptop.
Jamie Lee 21:12
Saturday, October 17, 2009
I forgot to post about my dear superstar. our very own , stephen gately (1976-2009)
singing, You're not alone. MJ
I am a fan of boyzone, and i really really loved stephen gately's angelic voice. NO, its really angelic, I don't give a shit if he's gay. Only 33, he's only 33. I love you stephen, and no matter what. :)
& I'm not alone.
Jamie Lee 10:37
Friday, October 16, 2009
no offence to them bimbos out there.
5 steps to be a bimbo ( beembooww ) .
1. Dye hair blonde. 2. Wear anything tight and pink + super duper high heels ( in pink )
3. Upon saying whateva, raise one hand , palm facing out, place it less than 5 cm from the persons face.
4. When a guy flirts with you, giggle uncontrollably, don't stop! its disrespectful, as a bimbo, giggling should be at least 7.32 minutes.
5. When given a question, just say that " I don't know " even if you knew.
Extra tip, every sentence should have a "like" , "totally" and end with a "yaay me".
Congratulations! you are a CERTIFIED bimbo!
" yeah i AM that bored "
Fresh off the boat, my baby bro at his best. :) enjoy.
Specially for people who CANNOT read. XD
Jia ho was so sweet today. :) Deena P. gotta get a long skirt! Atie Abs gotta cheer up!. Aly Char siew is fucked. XD Yeoh J.S gonna starve tonight, i hope. Ian Q better watch himself during parkouring. Zyu , ily. :) navin should bang bang boom with nancy. XD KP & Loo should stop MIA-ing Mike is so so gonna do well for exams. Azhar . . .. . . . muscles. .XD Kentits can scream like a girl. :D & everyone should just be everyone.
& when the clock stops, I start feeling insecure, does it mean you're leaving me? does it mean you don't love me?
" the reason why I live on tomorrow." no, not because he's the one, but because he'll murder me if I don't post this up. or maybe, he'll beat me up FOR posting this up. XD
some weird red shirt dude shaking hands with the PM. its kinda weird coz he doesn't seem interested in shaking hands with that dude. i had to use THAT dude because the person would like his information to be kept confidential at all costs. i meant his identity. at all costs, and I shall protect his identity with my life!
I shall...
...
I will...
.....
I must... ...
okayh. he's my dad. my dad who is currently AFH (away from home) , actually SENT us all this email of this very special picture. A picture that HAD to be sent all the way from yonder. well , i hope he's having fun, because the more I look at this picture, the more I feel like sigh-ing. why? now THAT is not of your concern. i mean, its better off not knowing. :)
& I want to dedicate nothing to my ALWAYS awesome buddies that I have known for an awesomely long and dreadfuljustkidding 6 months. those that I have been randomly shooting and whining at , those that went through them hard times together, we stood firmly at all means, and them mostmost most most important thing, is how we laughed together at all those retarded things we did * okay okay maybe I did* , how we listened to complains, how we always wanted to tear out the pieces of those bitches that annoyed the shit outta us or approached our men, how we always walk around the college just for self benefits ( XD ) ,how we can SIT all day and repeatedly tell ourselves to study and end up talking, how we had each others back, how we helped either one go through hard times, how our nasi lemak sessions are always so happening *i think* , how we play pool together, how we shopped together, how we are GOING TO go kareoking ( spelled by the way I pronounce ) , how we just do everythingtogether.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, its just worth saying I love you.
Out to Atie Abs, Deena P. , Aly Char siew. may we always stay together, not forever, coz its gonna sound REALLY creepy if i said that. XD
&& I still lived on without you. beat that.
Jamie Lee 21:13
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
* i'll miss pool*
* i had to post his face up, he made the DUMBEST phone call ever today *
im back. i feel great. everything is coming back to me, my appetite, my senses, my awesome reflexes, my weight.
* havent seen my didi in ages. :( *
I'll post up pictures from last week, soon. I LOVE PANDAMONIUM. i watched P.S I love you for about 4 times, and i watched phantom O.t.O for 6 times, and I still get excited when I see gerard butler.
how smiles fade, how hearts break. its how you see it; that makes a fading smile rekindle. but to make a broken heart whole again, its not how you see it, its how you plan to erase the past. embrace the present, bravely face the future. It hurts me to love you, but i'm ready for the pain.
& Pain proves of your existence. ily.
Jamie Lee 19:38
Monday, October 12, 2009
" when I thought I had everything, they slowly slip away."
before i start my rants about how life is being unfair, i've been lying down ANYWHERE since 10 in the morning yesterday. i felt so so sick. my body refused to move. all i wanted to do was puke, yet i couldn't. i felt miserable, really really miserable. I didn't want to talk, walk, or even move. I couldn't eat, and I just lazed around ALL DAY. it really sucked, i had to curl my body so it wouldn't feel that bad. I took quite a number of medicine, and no, i didn't go to the doctor. at night, I couldn't sleep. I tried to puke, still I couldn't. it was just, back and forth. had CHARCOAL ( a type of medicine to wash your tummy) and my stomach felt like there were fireworks in there. .IT SUCKED. I twist and turned, I just couldn't sleep at all. The urge to vomit just lasted for the whole day. I end up going downstairs at 4 . am to watch forgetting sarah marshall and slept.* FINALLY!!!* after about 2 hours, momsy woke me up. i still felt like crap. Only after i slept till 10+ , i felt much better.
the whole day turned out fine.
until now.
its back to walking 5 steps and sitting down on the floor to chill. yeah. I can't take more than 5 steps. i can't stand straight. I'm like , the female hunchback of northredame/nothredam. it sucks, it really sucks.
now, let me start my melodious rants. MY EFFIN BIO RESULTS WERE RECORDED WRONGLY! like really wrongly. thanks to oh holy miss priya, seriously. she's a very very nice lecturer, but I just don't feel that she's SERIOUS about her job. 48 and 68 is like 20 marks away ya know, no wonder my average was like a bull-a-shit. I bet some other people's marks were written wrongly, and maybe given EXTRA, and some people just take advantage of it, yet, WHAT CAN YOU DO? I worked my shit ass off for those marks, and they were recorded 20 marks less. wow. just. just. wow la. AND my english, how could my Sentence sturcture marks be lower than that who-a-somes??? im not pointing fingers to anyone, but it was AGREED. what's wrong with them lecturers today? CAN THEY READ? i think in the near future, everyone is just gonna forget how to sing their ABC's. NO OFFENSE LA. when i say life is unfair, it really is.
I'm too tired to type. no, i'm not kidding. in about 10 minutes time, I should be heading off to bed TRYING to sleep. maybe in 20.
& forget about the future, I can't even deal with the present.
Jamie Lee 20:17
Sunday, October 11, 2009
yesterday, was crazy. not exactly HECTIC crazy . friday night, i slept at 11+ pm and woke up at 7+am the next morning ( 8 hours of sleep) . JOGGING. then! went for a kinda-pathetic- road trip with my dad to pick up jorge king of the jungle, nah, just jorge. he bought us Bedin/bedek/beden ( some longkang vege from sarawak & yellow brinjal! XD) came home, made mash potatoes again for the stressing for PMR sister and took a bath. at about 5+ pm, i slept. Momsy didn't bother waking me up for dinner, so i slept all the way till 10+pm ( 5 hours of sleep) . Got up and found out there was NO LEFTOVER FROM DINNER ( except maybe a piece of siew yoke my dad made, not tabao ya know, he MAKES siew yoke. ), had a cup of barley and agar-agar. was planning to study for the grand finale of ausmat , but got caught up with darren and youtube *and Mishka of course. THEN, at about 1+a.m , i headed off to sleep again and woke up at 7+ a.m today ( 6 hours of sleep ).
i know i know. WHY am i saying this, i hated it when people talked about what they did daily, but if you noticed the bracketed small red/pinkish words, you'd notice how much i slept.
ANYWAY. i need to buy more red grape juice. and i can't wait for my brother to come back. :D more liquor, more pool. :D :D, all that joy.
& I can't make myself be someone i'm not. i wana start cycling. xD
Jamie Lee 08:41
Saturday, October 10, 2009
I'd love to share a smile everyday with you. to hear you laugh, to see you prosper as we grow old together. that is just a wish. at least people could chase dreams, but a wish. would just stay as a wish. nothing more.
mind you, but I don't take things for granted.
& out to those who don't reply messages, karma. it'll get right back at you. assholes.
Jamie Lee 22:42
Thursday, October 8, 2009
connie talbot, someone you'd never forget. at such a young age. so talented. so so talented.
Jamie Lee 21:37
Monday, October 5, 2009
i think i posted this pic before. hmm
oh my god oh my god oh my god. i really gotta get used to people NOT replying my msgs. whether its online, or text. SEEEEEEERIOUSLY. this can become a disease, getting all pissed, blood pressure shooting through the roof. I want to go Mt. Kinabalu again. MICHELLLLLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :3
need to chill need to chill need to chill need to chill need to chill need to chill need to chill
tmr imma shock my weak heart will a lil scary movie. sorority row. baby.
& dear God, at the times where I felt like killing someone, You whispered into my ear, and said, " Use guns dear, the faster, the better. "
or maybe it might not have been God. xD
Jamie Lee 22:34
Sunday, October 4, 2009
I cooked for momsy today! :D momsy meaning my mom.
Rib eye +Eggs+ loaded mash potatoes + soup+ vege i marinated the beeeeeeef. it wasn't PERFECT. but it was close enough. and im not kidding you, its nice.
and the mash potatoes were made by using FRESH potatoes, not that packeted thingy. recipe? HAHA. in your dreams maybe i'll come to you, and whisper the recipe into your ear. *my whole hands smell like marinade. XD
had lunch at ikea, BEEF BALLS, and while waiting for momsy to take order. i got served.there was 3 kids, around the age of 4 -7 sat on the next table. 2 boys 1 girl, no cup la dei. anyway. i was bored, so i took out the ipod to play.. then the 5 year old boy, went like " eh, that girl got iphone wei" *mind you, its IPOD LA. then the i-think-she's-7 years old girl went berserk and said " NEVER SEEN IPHONE BEFORE AR, IPHONE ONLY MAR, iphone this iphone that *mumbles mumbles*" I was just wondering, DO I LOOK DEAF? if so, LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING! and yeah. maybe she's still too young to understand that people on the next table aren't deaf and dumb, but I actually felt sorry, that maybe her family couldn't afford an ipod/iphone. So i ignored them. and when they're parents came back, ate, and guess what? they BOTH took out their iphones. WTFFFFFFFFF. i was like. WWWWADDDDDDDDDAFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.. i told momsy and she thought it was funny. wow. yeah. i got served.
fuwesome , my newly invented word. it means, fucking + awesome. :D
& I'm tired of love games. I'm retiring.
Jamie Lee 22:10
Saturday, October 3, 2009
I feel like a kid when I'm swinging. no you jackass, not on a tree. on a swing. (: I can assure you that when I'm 50, I'd still be on a swing. and for my own safety, I will most likely invent a swing, with seatbelts. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. beat that.
although i've fell off a swing before, but that doesn't stop me from swinging! what didn't kill me makes me stronger!! *catch my drift?* i have the tendency to laugh when i fall, and yes, I FEEL PAIN, the laugh is for stupidity. HAHA! had a good swing this morning when i was supposed to be jogging my heart out, but hey, swinging makes my brain totally relaxed and many many many things come to mind. :) like how the past few months have been, preparation for finals, how juen sern nearly made me say "ambil ambil saya pergi muda " translated in english, how did the bill turn out to be RM60 instead of RM30, how I spend on 3 pairs of shoes in 1 month * Shhh! my parents don't know!!, how i've been surviving with only water and food, okay that is normal. but yeah, there are many many things in life that you WISHED you had. like, how you always wanted to be a billionaire, or how you wish you were as hot as a hot dude/chick that can get anyone they want when you're face is like some beehive ; or maybe wishing you could score in exams AND the GIRLS/guys. take all those time you wasted on day dreaming and put it in your study time or spa treatment or face treatment time, don't just sit and wish you were standing.
MOVE ON MAN!
I'm guessing that has nothing to do with what I just wrote, bleh. basically i've been wanting to say something lame, but i don't want to be trying too hard. buuuuuut i'll say it anyway! xD , do you know how disgusting it is to tell people that you wana SHIT? instead of saying SHIT/shit-ING, you can just say you want to " make a donation to the bank" , bank as toilet, donation as , well , shit laaa. Don't try to be smart and direct translate it, cause it'll sound like " make a shit to the toilet" . HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA... I'm serious here, come to think of it, not many people actually tell others that they want to shit. heh. but hey! when you're really in need of going to poop, you'll think of how awesome i am for giving you such a urhm... such a. . appropriate ... choice of.... words to describe... uh.. fuck this. what i'm trying to say is... lets just hope this would remind you of me. :D
& When the world is pitch black, the only light i see, is the ones from yourglow in the dark body paint. HAHAHAH! gotcha good there no?
Jamie Lee 18:08
Friday, October 2, 2009
i can stand anything in this whole wide world,
except LIARS
.I mean, once in a while people give fake excuses for not being able to do this or that, that is a lie. but when it comes to lying about their past, present, or boasting about something imaginary or something rather impossible and stupid, you're wrong about thinking that i don't know the truth. isn't it humiliating to be lying about something that never happened? its really funny, i mean, I really want to blast it in her/his face and give a tight slap to try to wake them up, but I don't want to cause any mental damage. come to think of it, just posting it here makes me feel better, at least i'm not pointing fingers. but to whoever out there lying about their lives, please stop, it sounds really stupid that you have an IMAGINARY PERFECT LIFE, some non-existent bull-a-shit. I try to hold everything in, and it takes alot alot of energy to put up with bull shits. and i get tired, thats why i don't fancy hanging out with the person.
You gotta get a life man, I've had enough, haven't you?
aren't you sick of making up lies?
aren't you worried people might find out the truth?
aren't you just a stupid little thing making up stories like that?
wow, so much attention for a normal person.
oh well,
life is unfair.
and when you can't scream it out loud,
just write it down.
i can't concentrate now,
back to hyperventilating sessions.
today,
is so tiring.
so tired from all the ventilation.
at least,
its not killing me.
yet.
& I hate blogging with the laptop.
&& i talked to craig.
Jamie Lee 20:41
The Writer
Jamie Lee, 17. 7 is her lucky number. 7/12/91 .There's never an ending to this story
XIAAAAAN jin wong,
Alyssa Siew
* havent seen my didi in ages. :( *
