Friday, September 18, 2009
every part of
you is just so attracted to
him,
every part of
him is just so attracting to
you,
that tingling sensation you feel when he's around you,
your
heart skips a beat,
his existence creates that heavenly feeling.
where you just don't want to leave.
instead,
he leaves.
every part of
you just wants to follow
him,
but it feels like every part of
him doesn't want
you following.
you're confused.
you don't want to
scare him away,
but you don't want to leave him
alone.
just by looking at him,
you will
never notice anything else around you.
hypnotized by his gaze.
you want
more of him.
you want to
feel him.
touch him.
love him.
does he know of your existence?does he sneak glances at you?does he notice you everyday like how you notice him?you want answers.
suffocating from the mountains of questions.
why?
its growing inside of you,
the fear,
the
confusion.
All you want to do now,
is to go up to him,
and say
I love you.
you might want to think that over.
:)
I want you to know me.
I want you to talk to me.
I want you to be there for me.
I want you to hold me.
I want you to love me.
what does it take for me to get you to notice?
you're like
the air I breathe.
the light i see.
what are you doing right now?
I will never figure that out.
but i want to.
I always want to
but i can't.
its frustrating.
one week.
one whole frigging week.
& I just want to throw myself at him.
I don't like liking strangers.
you know so much about them,
but they don't even know your name.
Jamie Lee
23:06
