im frustrated you see.
disappointed
and stunted.
I can't explain, why? or how? and what happened?
because its just such a long story,
and I just can't tolerate.
thats just me.
I can't be keeping everything inside,
thinking I can digest and remove what had happened.
because it did.
and turning back time,
wouldn't be something I had hoped for.
we face problems,
challenges,
conflicts.
and people wish to turn back time.
why?
don't you think facing problems now would help you in the future?
aren't you strong enough?
you don't WISH for things.
i mean,
you can't.
you can't wish for someone to love you.
you can't wish for money to fall down from the sky.
you can't wish for a hot and perfect boyfriend.
you can't wish for a better life.
when shit happens,
just think of it as LIFE.
Love, Interests, Family, Eat?
yeah. i just made that up.
you can't always be sad because some shit got into your way.
just give it a day or two to clear them up.
EVERYTHING's gotta die.
move on, dear.
its life we're living in,
not crap.
shit happened for the pass few weeks.
I'm getting so sick of it I choose to ignore.
I don't like being sad.
I don't like being around sad people.
because
I can't make them happy.
I can't erase their past so that they could be happy again.
I can't calm them down when they already know they're sad.
and i'm also getting so sick of the word "not sure"
because it really pisses me off.*no offence.
I do say it at times.
but,
not when someones already in dilemma.
imagine someone dying,
and the other asks if they should call for help.
just nice,
the other other person says not sure.
give you a tight slap i tell u.
see how frustrated I am?
screwing innocent people.
I need.
some time.
to recall whats wrong with me.