NANCY WON TALENTIME SINGING URH, SECTION?! HAHA. AND SHE DEDICATED THE SONG TO ME, AND SHE WON, AND I CHEERED, AND EVERYTHING HAPPENED SO FAST, NOT, I AM SO GLAD AND HAPPY. teen was great too!! :D , and beatrice, fuyoh, you should've heard the people SCREAM.
i mean.
i cant always be happy.
its just,
you dont get to SEE me being unhappy.
its a rare sight.
trust me.
:D
& i've been dying to know more.
Jamie Lee 00:07
Monday, July 27, 2009
I surrendered my heart to you,
But I don't see you taking it in.
it doesn't feel right anymore.
that endless road.
& when you have awesome friends.
you don't need anything anymore.
Jamie Lee 21:40
Sunday, July 26, 2009
some people try so hard to impress. some just try to be like others. some even attempt how they talk and walk. some try to steal ideas. mimics. attempts. failures.
nono. im not involved in any.
I'm tired. I don't know. why misunderstandings like to surround me. I'm tired. trying to explain. trying. I need sleep.
Jamie Lee 16:14
Friday, July 24, 2009
" Great passions, my dear, don't exist: they're liars fantasies. What do exist are little loves that may last for a short or a longer while. "
Anna Magnani
I found some really awesome phrases said by really awesome people. they inspire others, and somehow they're also able to reach into peoples hearts. help them understand love, help them fight broken relationships. help them stay strong. help them be someone they were never taught to be.
I was once lost in my own little world. thinking for once he'd notice my existence. until I started realizing this brought me nowhere. He'd just be that secret love of mine. & I'll turn around again and again, just to take another look at his face.
Jamie Lee 21:28
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
" she just burst my bubble "
less than a week ago, during applics, teacher gave us a few questions to solve and then whoever finishes it by 2 hours gets an ice cream. I finished it by 2 hours. and today. She came in, talking about this LIST of people she made, she said : I'M NOT THE FIRST LECTURER THAT COMPLAINED BOUT YOU GUYS *referring to the list* . UNDISCIPLINED AND NOISY DURING LECTURE. and what else? oh. MISS RUMA WILL BE KEEPING AN EYE ON YOU. you know what Miss Su chen? If someone were to lie, they wouldn't make it so obvious. no really. you are one awesome joke. first of all, I can assure you that I have no problems with my other lecturers. i almost missed out a really important part. the list included JIA HOE also. JIA HOE. of all people. he's the KING stoner and the most quiet person in the class. I think some lecturers don't even notice him.he was included as one of the UNDISCIPLINED people in her stupid list. no I'm serious. like how old is she? 6? 7 ? she wants to write a LIST of people thats undisciplined and noisy. -.- its like a kid writing a list of people coming for her bday party how cute. she goes around asking other lecturers if they were having problems with us. Isn't that shweet? she wants to help other lecturers go against us. :) . awesome miss su chen. but sorry to disappoint your attempt to be a heroine, You're the only one with a problem. I don't really know what does she gain from all this. scare us? make us study hard? for the greater good? HAHA. jokes weih. whatever her intentions are, it definitely didn't work on me.
I'm still clearly VERY unsatisfied with the part when she ACCUSED my other lecturers of COMPLAINING about us, well , mainly me. Trying to spread out the blame to other lecturers, dragging them into her disliked situation . I honestly don't know what I just said, but it made sense no? well. UNFORTUNATELY, I not stupid. i NOT stupid. at least I didn't fall for that.
A small little msg out to miss su chen : First of all, if you want to write lists, make sure its for a birthday party and something more useful than writing about students that you just met less than 1 month ago? And just because our results STINK doesn't mean we're noisy in class and undisciplined, more or less its because YOU CANT TEACH. you and your monotonous voice, honestly, applics is like some nap time in kindi, I can't help but to feel sleepy during your class. thats why i always eat during your class. Secondly, DO NOT lie about other lecturers COMPLAINING about us when its not true. Aren't you afraid troubled students complain to their parents and their parents come wanting to know the truth? what are u gonna do by then? Lastly, just what do you gain from this LIST of yours? respect? you just ruined the image of innocent students that actually did no harm in your class. I try really hard to tolerate, but this is like, the limit and the furthest I could go. GET A LIFE PLEASE!! I don't know if you noticed, but your list = my bullshit . it affects my IMAGE and PRIDE. and you asked us not to act shocked, that really pissed me off. LIKE HOW THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW I'D BE ON THE LIST? WHEN IN THE PREVIOUS CLASS U OWE ME ICE CREAM? I respect your class if you didnt notice, I actually DO the exercise you give. and I get listed in your retarded list. yaay me. and oh. start acting your age.
and I heard there's a spy going around. well Mr/Ms Spy. get a life, rather than snooping around people. or maybe, you can be Miss su chens pet dog. how's that for a life?
i knowwwwwwwwwwww i know its weird to be like talking to yourself, but hey! they really need a life. and I don't want to ruin a lecturer student relationship, so all the above is JUST KIDDING LA. . not. i'm not taking back my words.
& I really hate knowing that time is too short, too short for me to love you .
Jamie Lee 21:14
Monday, July 20, 2009
I'm scared. not knowing whats gonna happen next. I just don't want to face it. I'm not ready yet.
& please just hit me with the truth, I'm sick of all those lies.
Jamie Lee 22:41
Saturday, July 18, 2009
does this answer your question?
he's just not that into you.
you could stand there all day thinking he noticed you.
but he doesn't.
you could've been everywhere he was without plan.
but he doesn't realize.
you could've thought he was actually interested.
but he wasn't.
friends tell you that its his loss, sometimes, its just an optimistic assumption. its just something to make you sleep well at night. there's no such thing as loss, in love. there's the intelligent , and the fool. you're either one, or never both.
she understood the feeling of falling in love. but it was never felt. she lied to herself over and over again. because the truth hurts. even if she didn't know what the truth was.
& now she was left alone again.
burried by thoughts.
Jamie Lee 23:01
Friday, July 17, 2009
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im getting tired. ish. i had to do it la. its blocking my picture in my blog. lol . the video was too big.
Jamie Lee 22:30
Jamie Lee 21:27
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
She can't tell the difference anymore.
did her feelings alter?
has she changed her mind?
was she discouraged?
was she influenced?
she's not in love.
who else could understand her more,
besides herself?
soon,
she might just fall.
but will he be there to catch her?
" this is sho adorable!! "
she's starting to lose her grip on him.
why must the right guy leave her being so insecure.
she didn't ASK for it.
and she doesn't know how to explain it anymore.
overnight.
It may all end here.
Just let the memories slip away.
all the good times.
move on.
I cant wait for Jacob black.
:D
short hairs so HOT on him.
*rawr.
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky
One Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.
i Like this.
i really do.
FRIGGING TRUE.
to me la i mean.
Jamie Lee 21:10
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
I don't need drugs.
All I need is pool.
:D
I finally found some time to blog
There you go.
one blog.
XD
I would love to explain what my AAAAAWEESOMEE dad did, more like, BONDING with my lecturers. but it really gives me a headache. no. really. sigh
Jamie Lee 20:23
Thursday, July 9, 2009
I randomly thought of wall.e ; so i went around searching for robot pics. I find this rather cute and amusing. I'm in the mood to draw again. No, im not as good as an artist. I just draw what I see, sometimes it turns out good, sometimes it doesn't. depending on how much concentration and effort I put.
ah~~~
it wasn't a scream. it's that satisfied feeling I get when I release what was stuck inside my head. and that desperately needed to get out. I need a break. I need to hang out with my friends.
should I just wash away the past, leaving it all behind. move on with memories of what I have in the present, and slowly build a better future?
memories foregone. life is full of questions. questions that I cannot answer. Answers that I cannot accept. accepting what i cannot believe. believing nothing but lies. lying about the truth.
& where did that come from? lol
Jamie Lee 23:54
Michael Jackson can be imitated but never duplicated. I support that statement. for those of you out there trying to be the next michael jackson, I'm sorry to say this but, there is no such thing as the next michael jackson. He was accused of things he did not do, he had to deal with all the stress from outside his home and into his home. MJ was king. not just pop, but king of the world. He was a committed man. He was THE man. the man no one can replace.
" You are not alone.. "
When your age increases, your problems also increase, leading to an increase in stress rate; that might cause an increase in heart breaks.
econs does wonders. XD
New buddies :) Anand SooSAI : big bully, wait. big black bully. :D:D Martin! : he can talk. really. :D:D fun to hang with. has steel balls, no really. He acted as a GIRL infront of 50 audience. XD
my little fairy. :) ily.
More new friends coming up, gotta find the pics first. :D
& I just don't know how long I can stand, before I fall again. hoping that this time, I'll fall into your arms.
Jamie Lee 22:30
Monday, July 6, 2009
I feel so empty now. I'm starting to drift away from them. but it doesn't seem to matter. I'm not empty because of it. i'm just disappointed. very very. Is it me who changed? I need support. lots of it.
& I still think Joe Jonas should shave abit of his eyebrows.
Jamie Lee 22:31
Saturday, July 4, 2009
PENANG!
azhar's big big so-called-wooden-with-no-fan-no-air-cond-house. SCREW YOU! XD
there's more pics.
but i already spent an hour uploading all this.
Our first night.
spent in Gurney drive.
FOOD!:D:D
Azhie : Jordan, Read between the lines! XD
Jordans way of PAN cute. XD
Jordans Attempt to... urh.
fly?
There was actually 5 attempts. but yeah. haha
all the the pics were from different attempts.
jordan, too PROSPEROUS to fly la. XD
While they were all sandy and wet
I took some time to Aprreciate mother nature.
and no
its not sarcastic.
Awesome sunset kan?
Look closer,
there's a small hermit crab at the top of the pic.
see it?
scroll back up to see if you don't.
.....
..
.
..
......
K la. i was just kidding.
wat hermit crab?
AHAHHAHAHAH
Tracy took off her contacts, some seawater
got into her eyes.
Continuing with beauty of mother nature.
:D
look at the cloud, you'd see a guy with
a hat, smoking :D
Look CLOSELY!
Another horse . :)
I NEARLY forgot to mention
that I had Diarrhea that night.
it.was.hell.
more pics to explain the clinic hunting sessions.
I still have some awesome pics i took using sher rin's cam.
her cam was WAY better than mine. :)
& I tried telling myself to not pay any attention to you.
& I always fail.
Jamie Lee 20:05
The Writer
Jamie Lee, 17. 7 is her lucky number. 7/12/91 .There's never an ending to this story
friends tell you that its his loss,
she's not in love.
arting to lose her grip on him.
I cant wait for Jacob black.
I don't need drugs.
there's more pics.
Jordans Attempt to... urh.
There was actually 5 attempts. but yeah. haha
look at the cloud, you'd see a guy with 
