my holidays are a screw up.
Dad says air asia promotions are over,


I wanted to go Penang since Azhie's got a place for us to stay,
Wanted to go Melaka for a day trip,
same excuse.

i know i know. there must be a reason why I'm stil living in this sacred house.
and I'm a pro at anger management, not only that, I can resist strong rejection .
yeah. and

i am on Cloud 0 right now and i'd love to bash up anyone in my way.
and oh, i've got a new vehicle in my house. so , im supposed to study like fuck to get a scholarship so i won't cause a burden to my family. scholarship, my percentage its like fucking 70++ only and scholars are like 90++. yeah. just stress me up ayte. .fuck tup. yeah. KP i know, chilla chilla. CHILLING. i really am trying really hard. apparently im not study material. and im not perfect. and im just everything NOT what they want me to be. its just. im not a screw up. but im not perfect.im trying really hard. really really hard.

this is so frustrating.

with love,

me.