I hate the fact that you're 8 years old,
knowing the time we have left together is just too short.
I hate the way you scratch so much your skin goes red,
and I can't do anything about it.
i've tried medication, different shampoo and chinese medicine.
yet nothing seems to be working.


I hate knowing that I have to spend so much more time on studies than with you.
since You've got no friends other than me.
Although I hate it when you poop on the grass when You're not supposed to,
but I tend to tolerate because I haven't been giving you much of attention.


I miss the times when we sit on the bench and talk,
you don't understand but you pretend to listen.
and at times you'll just fall asleep listening.


I know that you're still here,
and You'd be ready whenever I needed someone to talk to,
but PLEASE,
don't leave me at a time like this ,