Thursday, April 2, 2009
the secrets that you were told spread at the
speed of light,
you have no sense of privacy, if that ever existed,
you don't use your brains to think,if it were appropriate to tell the world about it,
You don't
CARE if it matters to someone elses pride,
you don't
KNOW if it hurts them,
you don't own or HAVE any common sense,
you said it was FINE, and oh, doesnt matter want LARH.
Did it ever occur to you that I didn't want the WORLD to know,
and definitely did not expect almost everyone to know about it?
Yes i told my
coursemates,
I didn't expect my COLLEGE mates to know about it,
you're definitely gonna deny that you told people about it.
I can read you like a book
dear friend.
You do things behind my back not knowing i might soon find out.
not stabbing me, but ruining me.
you definitely haven't been through this kind of situation.
I'll just let you know it from here,
IT SUCKS.
This was definitely not your first time,
there WERE worst, and at least I know that there's never gonna be an "
Another" time at all. because the first and second were
regrets, regrets and nothing more.the third time would make me the
dumbest person alive.
EVERY SINGLE BIT written here,
is coming from the bottom of my heart.
normally its for love and stuff.
But i respect you as a friend,
I was hoping you'd understand,
but apparently I was wrong,
you didn't.
and I don't hate you for who you are.
you THINK you're doing the right thing,
you TRY your best to help me.
and if you were reading this,
you'd think I was wrong,
and you're just gonna say,
next time I dun wana help u anymore.
aren't you?
I need your help, but in a more appropriate way.
now, it feels as if the world knew what i said.
& I beared with it over & over again
Jamie Lee
20:11
