Tuesday, April 28, 2009

It was that little misunderstanding between them that made them this way,
Or the middleman to be blamed.
Everything is falling apart eventhough it hasn’t started,
It was as if she was desperate for his attention,
Her intentions was not meant that way,
But actions by her surroundings made it feel like it was desperate,
And they wanted to put them both together.
Or, maybe not.
He HAD shown interest,
But that information was told only by the middleman,
And she thought maybe this was her chance.
It was like an everyday routine,
To see him ANYWHERE everyday.
She was confused,
By every little action he made.
No first moves,no eye contact, no expression,
It was either awkward, or quiet.
It looked easy for him to start a conversation with anyone,
Just, not with her.
Yet, there was something she felt that couldn’t be erased from her mind,
But to me, I think it was just what she THOUGHT.
Thoughts and reality don’t mix well.
The middleman said that he could not see any chance between them,
She definitely felt the pain.
But after hearing what he had to say about something else,
Made her want to pounce on him and scrape off his skin cells.
No,NOT the middleman.
He made her confused,
She made him thought she was desperate.
That’s just an assumption.
It made it clear to her,
That her assumption felt too real to be just an assumption.
Although im not quite sure what’s really going on between them.
But he should’ve at least tried being friendly or considerate,
Not an egoistic bastard.
Now it made her feel like she was desperate,
Pathetic, disgusting,
And that hanging with her would’ve killed him.
Have some compassion boy,
Pride isn’t everything.
Her heart may have broken into pieces,
Her pride may have fallen,
But her friends,
will definitely be there for her.
I love you, huns . :D
Me & Al's first retarded moment.
was making the biggest decision of our lives,
made it,
but end up going back into the lab.
HAHAHAH.
teacher recognize us damnit.
such a long and complicated story. ILY, Al.
Jamie Lee
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