talking about college and aus is just like taking my parents life away, the way i feel they are rather exaggerating makes me feel very very unhappy. I'm not spoilt, and I'm definitely not rich, but I am really determined to continue studies in Aus. I really really want this to work, I've looked for job opportunities if i took this/that course and where does it bring me to and the cost of living, cost of courses, altogether. The environment, the seasons, the people and ALMOST everything about Aus. But before I was even given my chance to experience life in Aus, its all coming to an end. I swear, I will NOT go form 6 even if I were to stop studying.