Memories that last a lifetime



or is it that im being over sensitive.
shit. its not even an issue,
its just a tiny misunderstanding thats getting no response.
I definitely cannot predict what someone is thinking about right now.
and its not something i can just sleep and forget about it.
Im not turning to anyone, apparently,
my best friend has been getting himself drunk,
and i don't even know how to break it to him
this feels absofuckinlutely weird, and he's just gonna continue getting himself drunk.
No offence and all. I can't stop thinking about what he's doing right now , not the best fren.
Why is it so hard to understand body language?
its either you'll end up like a fool or live happily ever after, its not like you can tell.
and why in the world am i still awake at this time of the night?

& I can't wait for Christmas to arrive.