& it keeps coming back to me


It felt as if someone forced me to the edge of this cliff.
and whenever you try to look down,
you get dizzy just by looking at nothing.
Because there's nothing there.
the anxiety,
of leaving everything behind starts growing inside,
why not take a look at whats in there?

by the way.
ian says he'll bring me jogging after spm.
bring me jogging.
XD.
and

PSsssssssssttttt.
instead of screwing ppl.
ian wants to get screwed.







(p.s highlight the damn thing. XD)

another week has passed. apparently, there's always a limit. time. especially.
took a trip to KDU yesterday to intrude their library. =) . very very very very COLDDD!!! i felt kinda stupid bringing SPM sejarah and Sejarah tingkatan 5 into the library. soooooo~~~ i decided to take a look at A-level Bio. nyahaha! hurmmm. its not complicating.. in fact, its something like our biolody reference book with just a LITTLE bit more words. LITTLE. .












on thursday night, about 10++ i was still having tuition with a fren and Ah tai *teacher*. this FREN of mine (a guy) got up and stretch stretch, check himself in the mirror then ALL OF A SUDDEN..... ... .. . .. . . . . . . . . . he ran and jump onto the couch and held on to a pillow. . wat he said was : "coo..cock....cockroach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

all of a sudden, college doesn't seem to be a problem anymore. thanks to all my NON-credit results.=) . i guess now it isn't just about who you're GOING with, instead, what you're GOING to do matters more. Of course i would wana pick a sub that I feel that its suitable for me, but oI wouldn't know if I would regret it.

Road of careers



When Princess was involved in an accident, we sent her to this Vet behind our house. They sew her wound with BLACK string and the "juice" oozing out of the wound was said to be Not a problem. That was all. No operation, no X-ray , just sewing. After almost a week, Princess had problems walking. And by looking at the wound, it was OBVIOUS that something was not right. We decided to send her to Yeoh's veterinary. Well, she went for an operation on her wound AND her left hind leg because the X-ray stated that there was something inside. After the operation, they STITCHED her wound AND cemented it. The difference between both vets were clearly seen. From then on, I wanted to be a vet. I love animals. Pets. At the age of 16, I read magazines, and started finding modelling something new and exciting. I mean, why not? at least im Tall enough to be one. Then, my dad got admitted into the hospital with this UNUSUAL sickness that the doctors took 3 days to identify. Guillian Barre syndrome,a disorder in which the body's immune system attacks part of the peripheral nervous system. Afflicting only about one person in 100,000. . its even luckier than striking a toto i tell you. I guess that disorder really freaked me out and guess what, I wanted to be a doctor. I wanted to be able to tell my patient whats happening and why. But that didn't last long, because I knew very well that being a doctor means that your whole life will be dedicated to patients. and i'll be spending Years studying and majoring in something.

I'd somehow rather be a vet , all i know is, as long as i don't regret.
And not forgetting,
let YOU yourself be the one to decide your future,
no one else.

results results results.

don't we just HATE results.
but hey! some of them are incredible!!


AH-nee-way.
whats most important is.. .. . .. .. . . . . . .



i know. !@#$ right?
im so freaking smart. XD
treated my buddies with cendol and rojak. heh. cheap lerhh!

im taking veterinary next year.dunno which college YET.

but well. PANDA's. HEre. I . COME!!!!!!! =)


i told you what i had to
I'll see what i can do.

You Scored as XIX: The Sun This is the happiest card in the deck. It is full of joy and optimism, everything is right with the world. We are as innocent children playing in the fields without care. The Sun brings success, well-being and happiness in all spheres - material, emotional, spiritual -wherever our desires lay.When this card appears in a Tarot spread it indicates success, joy and happiness. Obstacles will be overcome, goals achieved.When badly aspected, it can indicate a stagnation through over-indulgence, too much of a good thing. XIX: The Sun 88% III - The Empress 81% I - Magician 69% i guess i can use that to describe myself. =) there are just things not worth remembering Its easy for me to leave it all behind

i like colours. =) . i guess i can NEVER be a dog in my next life.






the truth is our other half is made up of colours.







The steps in life you choose will never be easy.




& i cant help telling myself.
You're the one that I want

a little joke wouldn't hurt. right??

brother came back from labuan and bought me these.. =)






my life has been rather boring nowadays. . hardly set foot in shopping malls. SIGH. 1more month. i just have to wait.


All the best to PMR students! ^^

gotta go.tv addict. =)