to be exact. life won't always be what you want it to be.I watch movies.series and all. somehow.they're definition still leads to fairytale and fantasy. Some people can't accept that life didn't go their way and others move on. There's just so many things to regret about until we can't think of what NOT to do next.Will your next step lead you to something you've been looking for? or will it just be another mistake? We watch ugly and weird girls that turn out to marry hot and rich and good-looking guys in movies. and no matter what came between them, they still manage to hold on to their happy endings.Is it really that easy in reality? you might think they're the one, but they're not. You think you can't live without them, but you can. So why can't we just stop thinking and move on? The ones that leave you aren't the ones that need you. and we only need the people that need us. happy endings DO exist. . only with the right person and in the right time.holding on to someone that doesn't love you would be like forcing them to eat something they didn't like. there will ALWAYS be someone out there that appreciates you. If you can't see them, they'll eventually see you.

好心有好报
你相信吗?
虽然我想当好人
可是我不想让人误会
当上了坏人
却会因为如此无法回头
善良又乐于助人
一次次被别人误解
为了不受到伤害
如果知道不能就不应该
我想当好人
可是我还是思考了很久
如果单单只做好人
受到伤害的人会更多更多
尤其是



为了深爱的人
付出是没有极限

对不起
我不爱你.

and guess wat?? today. we had our bio 3 paper. . the funny thing is. . the experiment i wrote.. and the structured question i did came out! lol. i just saw buttons. and thought it was fascinating. . mana tau *PooF* todays paper really bout buttons. XD.
somehow. i love bio. and bio responds to my love. =)

after a hair cut.

you think you look special . but whenever people see you. its either they say it looks like someone else's hairstyle or they'll just say you look like who what whom. it gets to me at times. so i decided to go with something new. =) . hope i won't be COPYING anyone's hairstyle. more like. the other way round. hahahahahah!!!!!!XD.


trials is coming to an end. its just 2 more weeks.after that. it'll be holidays. and trust me. you'll be seeing me quite often in OSC. my brothers coming back. which also = more snooker/pool. =). ah!. all those BALLS.





derrick did something VERY stupid yesterday.
Its still funny.hehe.
opahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

im gonna miss all the cuddling. the warm greetings. each soft barking. all of it. they're not growing up anymore. all 7 of them are dead. not even 2 months old.

at first there were 7 .. then there were 2.



parents aren't just animals. they deserve being apart of this world. they're even men best friends.. so they say.
even the less fortunate gets a space to live in.. is it really that hard to tolerate?? just because we're human doesn't give us the right to kill animals, unless they harm us.

it was heart breaking to watch the puppy shake like that. it was in so so much pain. . its paws were scrapping onto the walls. imagine how the others died. to be more specific. . 3 died of poison. 1 went misssing. one was stolen. 2 more survivors.. that died eventually.
their mother and father died too.. the exact same way..
be tolerative on this kind of things.
there is NO reason to have poisoned them.. i know they were noisy.. they're porphans. . and i know they're smelly..


i really wana get that asshole. make him eat all the shit i can find.


im mean.
f*ck that asshole.

its coming.
my fingers are getting fat. lack of texting. my brain is growing. too much knowledge. not only that. my ass is growing too. all the sitting down studying shits. trials. is . stressing. me. honestly.
i have never felt so stressed in my life. i tell u. NEVER.
since when did i care so much about results. especially add maths. from fail to a 50. yaay me. but now . i need more. but i havent been practising.AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! stress.













i'll be blogging in advance.
trial stress damnit.
i'll show you some of my masterpieces.
drawing i mean.
soon. i will.
crap.