it might be easy to love, but to stop loving and forget. it might take up to years or a lifetime. dun get too affected by love, because some never last. i do know that there are people who can't get over things, they tend to look for the cause , and never give up until they knew the reason. and some beeeeetches and bassstardds will go all straight forward at them saying "
I've got no feelings for you anymore " or wtv shit they can make. heartless assholes.
someday. they'll get their fair share of pain.
" Once a dog, Always a dog."
a wise friend once quote.
i mean.friends give good advice right? well. apparently. im pathetic. nono. no ones insulting me. come to think of it. i am. i shouldnt have done it. but i did. and. i got served. sigh. are they telling me that he's not the one? are they right? i mean. friends always want whats best for you, don't they? and im asking too many questions. i need to loosen up now. i practically need to rethink it over.wait. i HAVE to rethink. once u make the wrong turn. there's no turning back unless of course, you U-turn. XD. at a time like this i still have a grip on my sense of humour. i guess im just lost. and i cant help but to feel even worse from all the different opinions. i wana listen to where my heart brings me, i can't hear whats it saying, all i can hear is *thud thud*thud thud*. its a heartbeat. they beat in pairs. Have you ever wondered why does it beat in pairs? well. the first thud is for urself, and the second one is for him/her. it means forever love. until ur heart stops beating, then ur life ends.
you see. i have a thing for friends. i take their advice because i believe that they are able to make my life easier, they can guide me. especially best friends. they understand me, they know wats best for me, their advice arent those u can get from books, they're not heroes in fairytales but they are indeed heroes of my life. i pick them wisely u see, each with a hidden secret, and i trust them with everything. there are times where they get all pissy at me, but thers an obvious reason for it. i learn to accept their weakness and strength, they give opinions and i take it seriously. really. its like. the times where shit happens and ur friends happen to be there for u, you take their opinions and think it over.really really think it over.*inhales deeply*. . *exhale*. I just wished that life was made plain simple and we dun have to go through all these shits.
i DO like you.
i just want you to know that.
i'll never hurt you.
