*rawr.* angry watermelon.=.=''. my somewhat masterpiece. well. better then having nothing better to do. sitting and thinking about mid term when im supposed to be studying. right?
Jamie Lee 19:34
Saturday, April 26, 2008
"to break is to love
to love is to never break''
-Jamie Lee-
copyrighted.
i have no idea what that means. sadly.
but it should mean something.
i don't want to know whats going to happen next.
it might not be what i wanted it to be
an unusual sight.a cruel decision
a broken heart.
whichever comes first wouldn't matter.
not at all.
coz its all going to happen.
sooner or later.
unpredictable.
i hope it won't be me.
i'll never be sorry for myself.
i'll never say sorry for what i didn't do.
and i know i shouldn't be expecting too much.
whatdouexpect?*yes may yi. ur fav phrase.
i'll never lie about whats in my head.
i'll never say things i never mean.
i'll never hurt anyones feelings
besides hurting my own.
i have got my own life to move.
i haven got all day.
time passes without me moving.
life goes on.
they move on.
i live on.
I Am My Worst Enemy
I am a broken soul. With a bit of an attitude with few hopes and few goals. Loved by many, hated by some Love is a battle that can never be won.
I don't care what people think
I dun like it when they judge me.
for who i am not.
for what i will be
If you were to give ur opinion
don't do it behind my back
its rude
to backstab.
and to let someone know you backstabbed
and its stupid.
to say something you wan
that someone to know.
yet you dun say it infront of them
where did your guts go to?
i will never know what this road leads me to
or what the other brings.
all i know is
losing me
will be something you regret
As the years pass I have come to see No matter how I change, I am still...
my worst enemy
Jamie Lee 23:18
i decided to post as many blogs as i could before mids start. damn before mids start. hoh-yeah. f*ck sejarah.><
Jamie Lee 23:12
"there are people who bad mouth's about you yet does not know how to hide it. I mean, its obvious. But I don't need to know. But look at it this way, if you're talking bad about someone, do it in an appropriate time. I'm not blind you see. "
i got this from leemin's blog. it suited well with what i wanted to say. i didnt wana type it.so i took it. sorry leemin. i didnt ask for ur approval. =)
everythings contradicting. i'll never know who's lying. the best i could hope for now. is for them to leave me alone.
your opinions are somehow different from what you say. i call this. two-faced. hate me. but never insult me
Jamie Lee 13:28
Friday, April 25, 2008
i hope you guys dun salah faham on what im trying to say.
LOLx.
oh. tze wei and Anil.
are like the worlds funniest guys you can
ever meet.=)
besides horny derrick.
thers more to know about that
horny guy.=)
he plays the flute.
sexay.! sassy!!><
Jamie Lee 18:50
i know im not supposed to.
but i guess i want to.
but i cant.
coz its not a very good thing.
yet people tell me to do what my heart tells me to.
at times.
i dun wana continue.
but times.
change.
and i cant stop thinking about it.
its like music.
comes right back into my head.
i DO trust him.
thats what builds a relationship right?
when the music starts it'll never stop.
and it won't stop ringing in my head.
im hit.
im touched.
and im confused.
about the facts im supposed to believe.
whether he's just pretending.
or whether he's sincere.
whether i should wait.
whether he will stay.
should i?
will he?
help me.
toot! test is ere.
and i gotta go.
havent been studying.
dang! >.<
i missed so many things.=)
drama babe. all the drama.
Jamie Lee 18:13
Edwins Dwag.
Sapphire.=)
Let me tell you larh.
seriously.
let me tell you.
Jamie.CAN.dota.
haha.
just not very gud.=)
Jamie Lee 17:59
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
michelles flower power.=)
clean and CLEAR>+)
smart ass brandon took a shot
at amaras ass.LOL.
luckily he didnt notice.
terrence must be wondering
when did i take this.LOL
best pic for the dayyyyyyyyyy!
sseeeeeeeeriously nothing better to do weih.=)
highlight the below.=)i
can only say this to myself.
i like you.and thers no other reason.=)
Jamie Lee 16:57
this was the picture i was talking about.
=)
i guess you must be saying.
man.
why arent you pissed??
i dont know wat to say about this though.
but.
me like.LOL
so. are YOU satisfied yet??
my names in red.
i know.
Jamie Lee 16:49
Saturday, April 19, 2008
what a wonderful phrase.=)
i only have one life. i only have one day. i only have minutes. to make a decision of a lifetime. one wrong move. one big mistake. i wouldnt let rumours affect my life. neither will i let anyone.
i have decided. i will let whats going on go on. and not let it affect me. i mean. who cares what other people think. the most important is that my friends trust me. thats all that matters. thank you for all your support.
thank you derrick.=) thank you May.=p thank you kahken. thank you michelleLow thank you chai mei. thank you pey wen. thank you sarahLim. thank you tze wei. thank you vinser. thanks bro.T. thank you debz.
a fren in need is a friend indeed. they are. my number 1.=) thers a reason why we call them friends
(the word anyone doesnt sound nice, but if i put "you" people will start thinking.=p)
Jamie Lee 23:24
Friday, April 18, 2008
poor unfortunate souls
shalll i consider myself under this category?
to tell you the truth.
i feel like shit now.
i dun even know whats going on
i hear so many things
from
so many people.
even my own petbrother backstabbed me
who am i to trust again?
i have people watching me from every corner
of their eye.
whether its real
or not.
i take precautions.
i am to sacrifice a friendship.
berbaloi tak?
i am to sacrifice.
but i dun want to.
some people think too much.
really.and they just cant stop
until they're satisfied.
and they try making others hate you.
until they're satisfied.
the funny thing is.
being pretty has its disadvantages.
and.
since i can't do anything about it.
i should continue my life.
i know what i didnt do.
so i'll let them say what they want.
love and hate.
its just a game.
Jamie Lee 23:56
Thursday, April 17, 2008
why am i doing this?
to the friends that care about a friend.
if you were a friend.
THINK.
im not even doing anything
and the world goes on.
Jamie Lee 23:22
first of all.
i did not say i hate you.
you told ppl i hate you.
so that they wil hate me.
think about it.
what is my reason for hating you?
personally.
i cant find one.
so yeah.
dun force shit out when ur constipated.
you might get hurt.
second.
i have nothing much to say about that drawing.
just that.
it didnt look like me.
LOL.
dude.
get an artist laaaa!!
3rd.
i've learnt my lesson.
my future boyfriend
shall never be over protective
neither over possesive.
i really hate that.
why hate when you can love?
old best friends always turn out
to be the best to turn to
when shit happens.
so many things yet so little time.
thou shall continue.
another day.=)
Jamie Lee 23:14
Monday, April 14, 2008
im mean.
i think.
best friends will never change.
even if they dun hang with you for a while.
they still care.
i really miss skipping class with ya.
if you know what i mean.=)
a good friend found this really interesting pictures.
drew by some interesting people
i find it quite interesting you see.
my name was written red.
and ther was this elephant.
or elepan.
=).wow. im so so scared.
Jamie Lee 21:18
Sunday, April 13, 2008
it means something.
what she said.
Jamie Lee 20:24
my dad ruined our perfect study group.
and yeah.
like what michelle guessed.
we didnt study at all.
we were pissed at my dad.
for everything.
first. he said they could stay over.
then he saw that they were guys.
then he called me down.
and said "they sleeping over????
"Over my dead body"
then i told him they're going home.
but we gonna study till late at night.
then he says: "they go back at 11 ."
*wtf*?
after they went back.
he called me. to sit down.
then he talked.
wait.
he shouted.
yeah.
saying that he gives me freedom
but not for me to abuse it.
study group is okay.
but not bringing the BOYSback.
they way he said BOYS. really pissed me off.
they're not BOYS. theyre FRIENDS.
whom happen to be my best friends.
poor wei heng.
already all dressed up for the sleepover.=(
and poor derrick.
who brought his flute for me to use.=(
and Poor tze wei.
all freaked out about my dad.
and May Yi.
didnt dare to stay over.=(
well.
we made gud use of our study time.
we played cards.
you should've seen the way derrick played.
LOL.
and they played PSP.
and we played CS.
all in all.
it was better then studying.=)
im sorry if my dad scared the crap of you guys.
i didnt know this would happen.
he already said yes.
damn potong.
damn dulan.
what to do?
man of the house.
Jamie Lee 19:57
Saturday, April 12, 2008
因为不爱所以后悔, 可是, 又不得不爱. 不然感觉上很痛苦. 为什么不好好把喔?
让机会逃走了?
为什么因为慢了一步,
一切就消失?;
难道时间就不能等我吗? 难道时间可以改变一切? 难道这是一个教训?
为了让我学习更多,
为了让我明白, 爱, 的存在.
可是我何时才能找到答案? 只要放着不管一切就会恢复正常吗?
thats for me to know and you to find out. =p
Jamie Lee 00:17
Friday, April 11, 2008
brandon and tze wei dancin.=))
amara bores US!><
our famous couple.=) chinchin and anil.
the normal people=]
chinchin comes into the picture.
opah and mich.
Jamie and anil.
stoning. hahahahahahahahha looks damn retarded lar weih!!! hahahaha
*rawr.*
i decided to post as many blogs as i could
"ah boi. watch ur language arrr.."
terrence must be wondering
it means something.
opah and mich.
eeee!
