my passion towards the ocean will never change.=) *roar*
did i mention i really like the sky? whether or not its black. blue. orange or bright yellow. i can look at it ALL day.
chinchin once said to me : " we shouldn't like someone just because of their looks. sometimes. personality comes first."
chinchin. is so deep. =p and just so you know. i don't .hehe! and i caught chinchin staring at pn lee's boobs today.=) cheeky cheeky!! he's so flirtacious laaaaaaa!
im buying a new memory card reader. prepare for more upcoming sexy hwat pictures.heh! lucky you!!
Jamie Lurves You.!<3
Jamie Lee 14:18
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
heh! lookie here. a britney spears wanabe.LOL.
seriously damn funny weih! hehe! PLEASE watch it.
courtesy of michelle.
Jamie Lee 16:53
watch it. he's so sexy.=p
if you want action. skip to the 4.31min. LOL.
Jamie Lee 16:46
today is like the lamest day of all lame days in my life weih.!
talked to dick for like 2 hours altogether. . heh. all the secrets out.=). and i took his advice. to move on. screw that dude.hehe. and i told him about some stuff too!. this is how we build friendship. trust.=) i was also talking to sprout. we talked about condition zero. lol. condition zero source. damn gayh. dick keep saying the effect so real lar blah blah blah. then sprout suddenly say can throw the knife. LOL. we started laughing coz he said THROW the knife.hah! stupid dick thought it was like jedi. throw the knife *flip flip flip* come back.LOL gaygaygaygay. poking edwin is gay too! anyway!i talked to tinga majiga for the whole recess today! hehe!.luv u so much la weih.!<3 size="2">sorry chai mei. for ditching u.
oh. i was ditched by someone too. dun wana talk about it. if that someone reappear again.. i dun think i wana talk to that someone anymore.
hey! karling is so funny! tell u all the funny things she said / did today. lame conversation #1: in school.
Jamie: my moms fetching us back.but actually i wanted to walk back. blah blah blah blah.
Karling: oh. so we walking back ar.?
Jamie: =.='
lame conversation #2: in the car.
Karling : oh. derrick is looking for a pianist. Jamie : he didnt ask me oso.
Michelle : he asked us today larh. Michelle: imagine karling playing piano.go up the stage. hi! im karling! . . .. . .. .. . . urh. whos playing ar?
Jamie : hahahahahahahahahahah! oh no!. mayb she go up the stage and do her bm oral test! hahaha! *eh? why got piano one?"
Lame conversation #3 At home. Jamie: eh! go take ur own plates lar wei! oh! wait! kar ling cannot reach weih!!haha
Michelle: haha! yealor. so short! dun eat larh!
Karling: can wear heels mar!!
Jamie & michelle : =.='' & =.=''
Lame conversation/expression #4
karling: hey! got food! *scoops food*
Michelle : you very hungry is it?
Karling : *crazy pn liew smile * yeah! i din eat breakfast today! the mee so nice! heeeheeeheeeheeeh.
(just so you know. the crazy smile looks like this.)
lame conversation #5 upstairs. Kar Ling : *touching michelle's hand AS USUAL.* hey! ur hand so soft!
Michelle : *touches karling as normal reaction * urs oso quite soft wattt!
KarLing : no larh! mine alot of fur.. * dudeS. she said FUR. not hair.*
Michelle : WAT!? ( this is an inside joke.)
we cant quite rmb anymore. but im guessing its about all. and just so you all know. kar ling is right HERE.=).
yes yes yes. jamie has found her lameness back. be prepared for a big feeedback!. yeah. janet jackson. feedback bigger then urs!!.
en. mail is my best fren. tinga majiga is my darling. michelle is still thinking for a title. karling is speechless. jamie is.. . ..is. . feedback-ing.=) we gon' get high on thursday!!~~wee~~
Jamie Lee 14:26
Monday, February 25, 2008
ive been posting song lyrics and all. coz wat im feeling now is so damn complicating that i duno how else to explain it. if i were to explain it in words. i wouldnt be able to find the right word.
something strange has come over me. and i dun think i know what it is.
crying without knowing what is it for. no purpose. just tears.
well. at least i feel better after that.
sooo!!!.i wanto like tell u bout this conversation betwn my dad,dads fren #1 and dads fren #2. Fren #1:wah ur house always got papaya one weih! fren #2: yeah. for his daughter. dad: no. for me.
lame shits weiH!!! as u all know. papaya makes ur BOOBs big. i duno wats it for guys..hah!
oh! and i found my own quotes. some things tat i want people to know that it means something. and its also partially how i feel right now.
We never miss water until the well runs dry.
we dun appreciate the things or thepeople /frenz around us. only until they leave u. then only we realize how important they are to us. It may be easy to remember, but it is hard to forget.
its like.meeting someone. u rmb their namestraight away if they mean something to you. then when you fall in love and try to forget themits damn hard. (p.s Jamie to Her: its not about him.heh. will tell u if u wana know.)
thank you tinga majiga. for being there for me. thank you chienyen for cheering me up with the word "shopping". thank you dick yeow chin chin for advices and being on my side. thank you michelle for helping a fren in need. thank you chai mei for being my recess partner. thank you pey wen for being the middle person. thank you gen for being understanding. thank you kah ken for listening to me complain. thank you wei chun eventhough you were so blur about it. thank you vinser for being able to message during those miserable minutes. and jamie thanks the rest of you that cared for me at that time. thank you for putting a smile on my face. i shall continue the search of my hyperness. oh. we're Fermentating alcohol this thurs. we getting HIGH! its getting hot in here!=p im feeling much better.=)
Jamie Lee 19:02
bleeding in Love
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling
But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I....
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
And it’s draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I’ll be wearing these scars For everyone to see
I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I....
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I....
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
Jamie Lee 18:58
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Now and Forever
Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread I lose my way but still you seam to understand Now and forever I will be your man
Sometimes I just hold you Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me I'll try to show you each and every way I can Now and forever I will be you man
Now I can rest my worries and always be sure That I won't be alone anymore If I'd only known you were there all the @me All this time
Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand Now and forever I will be your man Now and forever I will be your man
guys should really sing this song.=)
Jamie Lee 15:11
Friday, February 22, 2008
ya'all know wat? i dun care anymore. whether whos fault is it.the blame is on no one. and HONESTLY speaking.
i was kinda happy that he coupled with her. like really. but well. things happen and things change. and without challenges. you dun get to learn new things. i suppose this is something new.
i ALso learnt 2 lessons. 1. sometimes. people aint that open. 2. not just love. friendship hurts too.=)
i plan to be myself again. and not sober over this shit. whether u like it or not. i'll be smilling again. and im keeping my distance from him. or mayb. not even talk again. its for her sake. so be happy.
somehow. i dun even have the freedom to blog. and please be acknowledge. when ther is a blog with NO name written. it can mean ANYONE.
chaimei is blur. dick yeow chinchin hates edison. sprout owes me 2 carrots. peywen is stuck in the middle. tinga majiga is busy with netball. guess who's back? =). me.!
Jamie Lee 22:37
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
she made him smile she made him laugh she gave him the time of his life. but she didnt trust him. now. she made him cry.
1st of all. its not my fault. its practically no ones fault. but ur making me look bad. stop staying things that isnt true. i did not force him to buy me a valentine gift. i was asking him in a teasing way. saying "wher is my v. gift?' not "WHY didnt you buy me a v. gift.?" you gotta get this right. with one word. it makes alot of difference. he has been my best best best best best friend since last year. he had been ther to listen to me complain. listen to my secrets my problems and almost everything i had to say.
no offence. but you really should learn how to trust him. when he says that i don't like him. i really don't. only as a fren.a really close fren.
you got angry because i sat with him. you got angry because he sent a msg with a DEAR word in it. to tell u the truth. the word dear sorta rhyme with alot of words. everyone uses it to anyone. thers even sayang honey or baby or wtv. im telling you. he LOVES you. and you're making this hard for him. he's really depressed. and really tolerating with the things that are happening. i feel sorry for him. and i dun wan2 just ditch him. cause he IS my best buddy. i cant avoid him forever. he has the access to my past and present.
you have to right to get pissed.
oh. and daniel kow. fuck off. the way ur trying to act like you care. makes me sick. you mother fugger suck up piece of shit. oh.wait. i sincerely regret saying that. what i wan2 say is. i'd rather fuck a cow.then to fuck you.
jamie is not feeling too gud. thank you to all that had been there to listen to me. i've been so screwed up. i cant find the memory card reader. so ther wont be any pictures till i find it. sorry.
Jamie Lee 18:01
Monday, February 18, 2008
if i was ever sorry for what i did that deserved a sorry i would have said it. but im not.
so. all i want to say is.
you.
derrick is dicky kuay teow.=p michelle cant scream. peywen wants to be mean. yoongliung is dancing. shaun is *nosing* around.=)love you. chaimei is absent. JamieLee Lurves you.=)
Jamie Lee 18:40
Friday, February 15, 2008
feels like im back from the dead. more like back from visiting the dead. im like too lazy to even post any pictures. i have alot of pictures to post though. =]. and just so you all know. i'll be fine. really. i will.
i just ate derrick that day.=).kuay teow.
tinga majiga has been my loyal companion.thx. weichun is Blurrrr. sexy ass is a darrrrrling. michelle has been posing. chaimei is sick. pey wen is sick. karling is sick. hamsap fong my fei kei alot of times d.=( thanks to all that have been there for me.
i realized that i shouldnt couple with someone i dun like. and wait for that someone i like. eventough i don't know what that someone feels about me. like what yens blog quotes. che sara sara. what will be, will be. i will wait.
Jamie Lee 22:39
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Just came back from da funeral. as the days past. more secrets are out.
actually. after that 5 year-ed old operation. he didnt recover completely. at 2004 he had cancer again. just that we weren't told. he had a tumor in his throat. it wasnt bad so the doctor gave him medicine. at december 07. the doctor changed his medicine. to another type of medicine. from then on. things started changing. his tumor got higher in his lungs. he was supposed to go for 10 therapies. he only had a chance to attend one.
on 11th feb. he knew it was getting worst. when he was admitted into the hospital. he told them not to tell any of his brothers and sisters. until he was about to lose his life. my cousin couldnt take it anymore. he told him he was telling them. and all he could do was nod.
your decision to not tell us was not the best given choice. but we forgive you.you didnt want us to worry. we couldve spent more time together. but you chose to leave us silently. a good man dies silently
we miss you dearly.
Jamie Lee 00:58
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
han hwa has that uber cool shaking phone!!!
yeah. im outdated. soooooooooooooooooo watt!!
peekaboo and loook wat i found? vote mogs! www.uth.com.my
i randomly conteng-ed my dog.lol. looks abit wrong.=)
jamie lurves the fact that she lurves you.=P
Jamie Lee 14:35
im collecting library cards.LOL.
ignore the darn green thing. i just didnt wan2 take a shot with pplz ic.
awwh! williams all alone! i'll get u a partner soon enuf!=)
Jamie Lee 14:23
i call him tua ku he's my moms eldest brother and my grandfathers eldest son. he's the leader of the family and man of the house. he's just reaching 55. he's someone that loved my mom the most. the story of his life was an unknown past to me. i remember the way he used to tease me about sticking to my mom like super glue. the way he's eyes squint into shapes of tiny rice. the way his bengkak thing on his head showed.
he's a son he's a father. he's a brother. he's a grandfather. he's a great husband. he's also a great uncle.
5 years ago. he had cancer. but the operation healed him.
in year 2008. he bought a new house.and had just moved in 2 weeks ago. he had this sore throat that made him lose his voice. he was still a happy man. he got better but then the sore throat came back. and this time. it lasted a lil longer.
9th feb 08. my family and i went to his new house to visit him. he still lost his voice. but was still able to talk. a lil. he looked healthy except for that sore throat he had. we werent worried at all. we didnt stay there for long.
11th feb 7.00pm. my mom received a call from my aunt *his wife. saying that he was admitted to the hospital. my mom was shocked.. both my parents changed and got on their way to the hospital in KL. 20 minutes later.. they came back. .they said that my aunt called again and said that he was discharged already and were on their way back to the OLD house by ambulance. my uncle didnt come back alone. he had an oxygen tank with him.
11th feb 8.16pm another call came. saying that he was having difficulties in breathing. i actually already knew he was going to go. .cause normally when the hospital gives u an oxygen tank. . it normally ends. it felt like a total repeat of my grandfathers incident. my parents rushed to the old house while me,my bro and my dads side sister stayed at home. he was suffocating. from what i heard.
11th feb 10.19pm. the msg from my mom came. he was gone. before my mom even reached the house. he had already gone. he left one unmarried son and one unmarried daughter. the other 2 was married.with kids. my niece still doesnt know that he's gone. she's too young to understand.
what actually happened? to tell you the truth. my uncle and their family already KNEW he was going to go. he had lung cancer. after that operation 5 years ago he did not heal completely. there were still cancer cells in his body. my uncle told them not to tell anyone. on 9th feb. he was only left with ONE lung working. the other one was dead. i just realized that he didnt even get up from his chair that day.imagine living with only A lung. .well. he already left and all we can do is to hope for the best for him. up there. or where ever. cause of death : respiratory failure.
Rest In Peace Tee Wan Hock Age : 56 Left us on the : 11th february 2008 10.19p.m
i hope you meet up with grandpa and grandma.
Jamie Lee 13:41
Saturday, February 9, 2008
6th feb 07
packed up and left at about 9 in the morning.since i was specs-less i brought my contact lenses with me.=).and since i was to wear it the WHOLE day. i brought my eye drops with me.well! the trip was as usual. a simple drive through the kampungSSS to reach mine tats somewher near tanjung karang and kuala selangor.tonight my dad was incharge of being chef. he already prepared a duck and some things that he wanted to stuff it with. the car was damn packed. hate it. but better then walking.
*these pictures were specially posted for liyang i hope u starve after looking at it.LOL*
the chef was soo busy he couldnt find a cloth to wipe his hands on.=) typical dad.
ther was only 3 families including us ther. but ther were 6 cars.
1 and 2
3
4, 5 and 6
the only day we lou-sang-ed.
yearly bonfire
this looks freaky.=)
7th feb 08
went to my dads 40++ year old long lasting friendship frenz houseSS.haha.i dun get wat i mean too. his name is uncle Su.and uncle LIm.and uncle ah eik.
my bro, ching herng and i hav been frenz since we were born since we were old enuf to go out and eat we had this ritual of going KFC every new year when our parents go out to eat, we drop by KFC for lunch.
Picture of the day!
oh.my dads cooking tonight too.to be exact. my dad cooks EVERY YEAR! lol. my aunt bought some fresh fish. coz her husband is a fisherman. thats wher i get all my fresh fishes.
8th feb 08
more and more cars. now. ther is like 10 cars. and 1 parked outside. coz no space.=)
my aunt being chong kay for black jack winning like crazy.
9th feb 08 my last day today. have to go back to meet up with my dads other fren that came all the way from sabah.=). at least they hav a shop-a-holic daughter.!! =)
i love this picture.
my tua Ku's neighbour.
went to times square after that i didnt know times square was so big. its something like KLCC. man.
going to Pn Ang *penolong kanan smkts* house later. more ang pow!
thank you hamsap for being able to text during new year. happy sweet 17 yoongliung!
sweet love.sweet love. happy chinese new year!<3
Jamie Lee 17:33
The Writer
Jamie Lee, 17. 7 is her lucky number. 7/12/91 .There's never an ending to this story
chinchin once said to me : " we shouldn't like someone just because of their looks. sometimes. personality comes first."
you. 
8th feb 08
