Wednesday, January 23, 2008
on second thought.i am involved in that case/conflict. in fact
im also the victim and the cause
of it.
well thats what they think.
with bryan gone and yoongliung unable to say a word to me.
thers not much i can do
all i can do is just sit my ass back and relax.
where are the bryans when i need one!?
i guess i hav to start my search for a new recess buddy.
honestly speaking. i dun snatch/steal/take peoples boyfriends away. . u just happen to couple with my best fren wat am i supposed to do? stay away from him? ignore him? helo! i share my problems with him. .and ive gone through my ups and downs with him! and him! and HIM!. . some of them are the people i cant live without. .and im getting the blame because i need a someone to share my problems with. .im an open-minded person. i say anything to anyone. . because i HAVE to. . i dun wan things stuck inside of me and i cant let it out.and its going to feel like its so damn hard to breathe.. .to tell u the truth. . my school mates won't realize that im going through this kinda situations. .*ask Mich/chaimei/weichun/karling/peywen/john/liyang.. . . * its kinda hard to tell.
im joyous.hyper.bubbly.and i happen to like looking on the positive side.
its like when something bad happens something good will come. i believe that things will go my way one day.
*yuvy. i feel like singing ur song now. .
im blogging almost everyday.
coz thers just too many things i cant say it out loud.!
even if no ones reading it. .it makes me feel a lil better.
1st. i miss bryan.
2nd. im addicted to yuvys song.
3rd. i miss shopping.
4th. i need ice cream.
5th.im pissed at my dad.
6th. the weathers so hot i could just strip naked.
7th. i wan2 trust someone who trusts me
8th. i dun know anyones secret but ppl seem to know mine.
9th. im waiting for it to all END.
10th. im still waiting.
i dun think i can wait any longer.
Jamie Lee
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