Thursday, October 4, 2007

It started almost a year ago.
Everyone knew him.But i didnt.
Everyone knew something about him.But i somehow didnt.
I only knew his name when i saw his account in friendster..
at that time.i still didnt know him.
but i saw tat he was from taman sea.so why not add him??
things changed.
he sent me a smile.so i replied.
then we started msging through friendster.
although he said some cute yet fake things.
but i just took it as a flirt.*hey guys flirt ya know.
i didnt know him.but he did.uber weird.
soon.we had each others number and started msging.
i dun really consider this flirting.but mayb it was mayb it wasnt.
unless he had tuition if not we would most probably be messaging.
soon.
rumours spread around school.*yaay.
i dun consider gossiping a good thing.
guess wat.i duno how and why.
rumours saying that I said HE like me spread around.
and it also reached him.
he actually think i would do tat kind of sh*t.
he questioned me.
asking if i did tat.
its not as if i polluted his name.
wat is he?too good for me?
msgs from him started getting less and less.
unless i msged him.
if not.nothing wud come from him.
i felt rejected.
at that time.i was just starting to like him.
it was as if he was using me.
well.
at least i think he was.
coz he's got a girlfren now.i hope he's not flirting with someone else.
people shouldn use others.
especially when you make them like you then u just dump/reject them.
ur an ass if u do.
i dun plan to do this kind of thing.i wont.
be truthful.puhLEEZE!for the sake of womanhood.*right.
(p.s. i dun want to create any misunderstanding.so if anyone reading this and think its you.so be it.if it ever occured to how much i liked you?guess not.)
well .thanks for letting me realize that in this world.guys like you do exist.and to know tat ur one of them.practically SUCKS.
(p.p.s MichelleLow. U know i know u know hu is it.haha.! its good tat u know.coz ass holes like them really exist so watch out!!><)
hard work is the key to succes.
Jamie Lurves You.
10.00pm 4th october 07
Jamie Lee
20:51