Wednesday, August 1, 2007
i did wat i did and im proud of myself for making such a big sacrifice.
after 4 freaking years.
i finally.
cut my hair
short.
no i am not a lesbo.i wanted to try something new.went to the salon.and said.hey.i want to NOT tie my hair to school.i didnt realize it was TAT short until they blowdryed my hair.yeah.i was shocked.shocked to see a diferent person staring back at me.and tat different person was actually.
me.
it felt as if i was bald.but i wasnt.i touched my hair.at that time.it felt totally weird.my hair wass puffy.and i looked like a bobbed coconut.i tried tying my hair.i sat back on the chair and tried touching my hair again.its not as if it'd grow back.but i just touched it.it felt different.it felt weird.it felt..short.somehow.everyone thinks it looks good.but its sorta weird to be cutting short hair after 4 years.i've had tat long ponytail-ish hair since form 1.i actually cut 4 inches of my hair.i was sorta excited.but maybe its not such a bad thing.it really wasnt.and i wasnt used to it.so i complained to everyone.but now.
.i feel great.
although ppl tell me tat i look nice in short hair.at tat time.i still thought tat i looked better in long hair.i miss my long haired self.but now its all different.i feel different.and it is different.and tats the way its going to be until my hair grows back.
although i might consider cutting it again.
satisfied with my new hairstlye.and im just so so happy to be me.
u cant be me and i cant be u.so.let it be.
Jamie Lurves You &Him &caiYun.
1/08/07 3.28p.m
Jamie Lee
15:31
