Saturday, August 25, 2007
Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know?
Do you know?Do you know?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush
to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one
to know the lock on the door has changed?
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush
to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one
to know the lock on the door has changed?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don't talk to me, babe.
I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know?)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never ever happened to me.
(Do you know?)
But after this episode I don't see
You could never tell the next thing life could be
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush
to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush
to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush
to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush
to throw you away?
(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know how it feels?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
i know.
Jamie Lurves You.
25th August 07
12.09pm
Jamie Lee
11:25
Friday, August 24, 2007
when ur tall ur not cute ur sexy.
when ur short ur not sexy ur cute.
is that it?
i beg to differ.
Jamie Lee
20:16
there's just one thing i dun understand.
why dont my parents support me?
they rejected my request on going to the gym.they claim tat gym is not nessecary.what they dun get is.
im sick of athletics yet i want to keep fit.
i need to keep fit.and i want to eat things tat doesnt digest and end up being FATS.now we dun want tat do we? yet!when i talk about gym.they'd say why dun u just go jog around the neighbourhood?why dun u just go to the stadium and exercise?or why dun u just continue athletics?why dun u this why dun u tat??
you know wat?
i DON'T.
ever read the news.some stupid female joggers listening to mp3 get kidnap and gang raped+murdered.so like wth.and if im not an athlete stadium does not allow some unknowns to go exercise!!continue athletics?if i continue athletics i have to train like a DOG to win something.and tats not worth my time.i'd rather pay to go to the gym.so wat if it costs more then my monthly allowance.so wat if i cant afford?i've got my ways into stuff im into.
i didnt even request for the cash.
why bother?
my neighbour was being so nice to ask the instructor *Alex**russian guy to talk to boss*owner to reduce the price so tat i can AFFORD.they negotiated and now the price is reduced.although i still cant afford but wat to do?they cant reduce it till 50 bucks per month right?so i guess im going to have to deal with the price.*big time.
sorry to say.but this is wat i like and wat i want to do.whether or not athletics is free or expensive.and gym is boring and stupid.
i like wat i like.
typical me.
sorry damo's im going to the gym tmr.
Jamie Lurves You
you know the time.
Jamie Lee
19:49
Thursday, August 23, 2007
i've learned how to get over things that really really change my mood from freakishly happy to dissapointing sad back to hyper mode since i was 13.It may be hard for you but to me..its just a blink of an eye away.so many
dissapointing things not worth to be stuck
inside my head.
the loss of tanb.h-Kkk in the quater finals was truly dissapointing.and leechongwei the world no.2 losing to sony kuncuro.and then stupid man U go lose to manchester city pulak.then C.R getting a Red card.oh.btw.i saw caiyun and his girlfren.LOlx.(wait!how did tat come to mind>??)5 mins later.i wud feel normal and hyper again.so oh well!!this is just part of my blog.
its stupid to fall for celebrities whether or not its a football player badminton player
actor singer director model or somewhat populat shits.
Hey!ur getting this from a former fan of caiyun okay!?and i ahdore christiano ronaldo.
so yeah.
trust me and snap out of ur fantasies *wtv peywen calls it.Ther is no freaking way ur going to even get to be together with them for 1minute.unless!ur parents have their way in meeting celebrities.then u might have the slightest chance to be walking hand-in-hand with a celebrity for maybe urm...a day??
ther are SOME celebrities tat have attitude problem..its really hard to dinf celebs tat actually stop to talk to normal ppl like us.celebs are the ppl tat are a lil bit more talented then us and look incredibly good in make up...but no offence.they shouldnt act as if theyre the boss and just because they're famous means they can boss ppl around n stuff.
no.i am not a racist.
im telling the facts to some ppl who day dream too much.Im not saying tat u cannot like a celeb.you can!just dun overreact!like the ppl who are dying to meet celebs.i mean really dying to meet them.or theyre too damn desperate until they have to blackmail they're manager saying tat if they dun get to marry the celeb they wud kill themselves.
dun make a scene nor make a fool of urself.
i understand tat celebs are hot.but ther are normal ppl tat are hot too!look infront before turning to the back.All the hot guys/chicks around you.theyre good enuf or might even be better than those plastic beauties.
*oh wait.dun tell me u duno wat is plastic beauties.nvm.those who knows skip the following paragraph.
[plastic beauties are celebs or anyone that goes for plastic surgery,liposunction,breast implant and make themselves look really good unnaturally as in with heavy make up.]
celebs dun look all THAT good.trust me.tats not the end of this yet.its also very hard very very hard to fiond a celeb tat can stay loyal to u.they always end up divorcing and stuff.its like no happy ending.they'd end up being with someone else in a week.
sorry if i offend anyone.i used the word SOME.tat means not ALL the celebs are like that.
And to all the fans out therwhen it comes to celebrities.dun think too much on the positive side.coz one day u might end up dead.oh!and dun get too depressed over it.im sure u'd find a hot guy tat loves you and not anyone else.
you make the decision.
Jamie Lurves You *yeah.not even caiyun.not anymore
originally written on 19th august 07
11.30pm
Jamie Lee
18:49
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Men Singles :Rankless Anup Sridhar of india shocked us with a big win over Indo-World no 3 Taufik and M'sia s Mohd Hashim.the big black giant knocked out world no3 before reaching the quarter finals.i hope lindan wont lose to him!!Lee Chong wei really dissapointed his fans by losing to sony of indonesia.sadly.he wasnt into the game.it was really really dissapointing.women singles :WongMewChoo gave a surprise win over world no 2 XieXingFang of china in just 2 games!I guess ther was a lil problem with her new hairstyle dun u think??Men Doubles :The Old and the young Malaysian pair Chong-Lee and Koo-Tan both got into the quater finals.sadly for the oldies they will be playing agaisnt world no 1 pair caiyun-haifang tmr.Although i adhore caiyun but...malaysia boleh larh!aS for the young pair.guess they shud be able to make it into the finals no worries.women doubles: Playing agaisnt Japan wong-Chin defeated them during the 3rd round and got themselves into the quarters to play with top seeded chinese pair.cant rmb who!.lolx.good luck!!Conclusion:Chong Wei really really dissapointed us..but u couldnt get urself into the game.which waas not suitable during a game like this..dun blame it on others about the pressure n stuff.uve got no one to blame but urself!try harder!ur still young.MewChoo!Good Job.but i was wondering..were u the one tat talked XXF into cutting her hair??hah!Tan-Koo!You gota bag tat damn gold!!*caiyun is still hot!and for the oldies!push all the way!you can if u want to!Malaysia boleh!
proud to be a malaysian.
Jamie Lurves You *&caiYun
originally writen on 16/8/07
3.14pm
Jamie Lee
14:57
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
i am such a noob
i will always suck in dota.and i only like mask of madness.
i love using lion.and i think tat zeus
is a big fat short cheater bug.
school bores the shit outa me.unless we have interesting classes.and obviously experiments.*chemistry experiments to be specific.
mich and i practically ponteng-ed 1 1/2 hours today.we skipped bio and abit of moral.we walked and walked and walked.dun even know wher we were going.just walked and walked.it was a long walk.i brought two calculators with me.no idea why.and i tried a spiderman stunt!!coolymooly!i took the 2 calculators and put it in the palm of my hands and started griding the wall! i climbed and climbed until i reached the 3rd floor!woohoot!hehe!to be exact.i was climbing the stairs.boredom.booooooredooooom.can it kill?
no,it cant.
.that is why im still here.
get the picture?
we did a chemistry experiment today.sorta fun.the solution was purple in colour.!PURPLE! the pretty purple colour...but it slowly faded.sigh.sadness.we were supposed to neutralise it so the colour changes to transparent..Preeeeeeeeety. it rained today by the way.the rain drops were big.so the rain water totally soaked into my shoes.damned.just before school ended.i realize tat my shoes were freaking dirty-ish black.yeah.the dinesh black.imagine tat.
anyways.
to all the chaimei's in the world which ther is only one that i know.
cheer up.
i knew a thing or two.but it was u i did not wish to have known.
Jamie Lurves You but freaking loves caiYun!
15th august 07 4.20pm
CAIYUN IN KL!!!
Jamie Lee
16:04
i have always been wondering why dinesh stole my phone.curiousity led me to this:
Michelle :" He dun treat fren as a fren.he treats fren as a beneficial item.
YoongLiung: "cause he wants to sell it for money.he's money-minded.
Shaun :"*ehemm...Jamie rocks.!
Edwin :"no fren can be trusted."
JohnLim:"Cause he wanted the money.and money can drive a to do bad things.
ZengYen :"How i know him?" *Thz ALOT man!
XianXi :"huh?how i know?''
MinYi : "he's a fucker!!''
ChaiMei:"Look at his face oso know wat kind of person he is larh!!
DanielKow:"because he wants the phone."
Naren:"cause he thinks he's a phone dare-devil!*ta-ta-ta-tum* but he's not!
Terrence: "because Edwin is fat &ugly.Plus Dinesh is a big black loser.(; more importantly Edwin <3's> **RIGHT~~~
KarLing:" He stole alyssa's phone oso wat.he did tat during form 1 ,2 and 3.
Peywen :"he'sdamnpoor.
WeiHeng :"because he's black?"
Fongfoo: "because of money!!"
LiYang :"He cheap skate go steal phone."
LinSton:"Because he's hairy."
i still dun get the reason.but its the past.
fuck him.
it hurts to rmb wat you did to make me love u and when i found out tat it was just a game.and it hurts even more to see u with her.its hard to forget.
i hate you for doing this.
its the thought tat counts eh?
Jamie Lurves You &caiYun.
15 august 07 2.10pm
Jamie Lee
13:45
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
stupid blogger cant leave line
Hello again, it's you and me
Kinda always like it always used to be
Sipping wine, killing time
Trying to solve life's mysteries
How's your life, it's been a while
God it's good to see you smile
I see you reaching for your keys
Looking for a reason not to leave
If you don't know if you should stay
if you don't say what's on your mind
Baby just breathe
There's no where else tonight we should be
You want to make a memory
I dug up this old photograph
Look at all that hair we had
It's bittersweet to hear you laugh
Your phone is ringing I don't want to ask
If you don't know I'll understand
If you stay, hey, I've got a plan
You want to make a memory
You want to steal a piece of time
You can sing a melody to me
And I can write a couple lines
You want to make a memory
If you don't know if you should stay
And you don't say what's on your mind
Baby just breathe there's no where else tonight we should be
You want to make a memory
You want to steal a piece of time
You can sing the melody to me
And I can write a couple lines
You want to make a memory
You want to make a memory
let the memories by past us.
Jamie lurves you &caiYun.
p.s.CAI YUN IS IN KUALA LUMPUR!!!!!AAAAAAAAAARGH!!
15th august 07 3.38
Jamie Lee
16:38
Friday, August 10, 2007
A selection of branded durians in a plantation in Balik Pulau, the durian centre of PenangDurians of Balik PulauIn Penang , Malaysia , the best place to get good durians is in the town of Balik Pulau, on the southwest corner of Penang Island . Balik Pulau is a 30 minute drive over the main range and has a lot of durian estates.
durian lovers.together.we shall rob the durian sellers!muahaha!
introducing.the Branded Durians
D11"Number Eleven" is a very popular durian in the 70's. It has creamy yellow flesh with a pleasant taste and a subtle smell. 
The D604 was first cultivated by the late Mr. Teh Hew Hong of Sungai Pinang, Balik Pulau. The flesh is quite sweet, and has some "body" to it as the seed is small.
D600.This durian originates in Sungai Pinang in Balik Pulau. The flesh has a bittersweet taste to it, with a touch of sourness. The one that I documented is a bit hard.
D700.The flesh is darker than D600, like chrome yellow. Also slightly hard. Crispy, but the smell is not very strong.
Ang Sim (Red Heart)Ang Sim is a durian with flesh which is quite soft and very sweet, and dark yellow in colour. It also has a nice aroma.
Khun PohThis durian takes the name of the late Mr Lau Khun Poh, who first budded it. Khun Poh has beautiful orangy flesh with a slightly bitter-sweet taste and a heavy aroma.
Hor Loh (Water Gourd Durian)The flesh of the Hor Loh is very soft, dry and quite bitter. It has a sharp smell to it. Hor Loh was first cultivated at the Brown Estate of Sungai Ara. It got its name from its appearance resembling a "Hor Lor" pumpkin. If the durian hits the ground hard when it falls, the flesh tends to be bitter thereafter.
Ang Heh (Red Prawn Durian)Ang Heh originates from Pondok Upeh, Balik Pulau, and has a round-shaped husk. The orange reddish flesh is highly aromatic, very soft with a bitter-sweet taste.
Xiao Hung (Little Red Durian)Xiao Hung, whose name means "Little Red One," originates in Sungai Pinang, Balik Pulau. The flesh has a bittersweet taste to it, with a touch of sourness. The one that I tasted for this write-up is a bit hard. There are only one or two seeds per section, but the flesh is thick.
Yah Kang (Centipede Durian)Yah Kang is one of my favourite durians. Although its flesh is whitish, the taste is superb, milky, like very sweet, melting chocolate. The name "yah kang" means centipede, and accounts for the number of centipedes found at the foot of the tree, hence giving it the rather unusual name.
Bak Eu (Pork Fat Durian)Bak Eu has a slightly acidic aroma. The flesh is whitish while the taste is qite bitter but nice.
D17 is dark cream flesh. The taste is slightly dry but sweet. It is a tasty durian.
Coupling This durian is gets its unusual name because it looks like two durians joined together, one big and one small. When split open, you almost thought the two halves belong to two different durians. Coupling has whitish flesh which is slightly dry but tastes good.
Ooi Kyau (Tumeric Durian)The name Ooi Kyau (tumeric) describes the colour of the bright yellow flesh of this durian. It is very sweet and tasty.
Chaer Phoy (Green Skin Durian)Chaer Phoy is shaped like a small canteloupe. The skin is bright green, giving it the name which means "green skin". Chaer Phoy has creamy white flesh which is a bit dry, not too sweet but tasty. 
Ang Jin (Red Yoke Durian)As the name suggests, Ang Jin Durian has deep orange flesh. It is very sweet and tasty.
Lin Fong Jiau.This durian is named after Lin Fong Jiau, aka Mrs Jackie Chan. I wonder whether it is indicative of the relationship of the celebrity.
now u know about the durians.start Eating it!!
its better to stay this way.
Jamie Lurves You.
10th august 07
6.37pm
Jamie Lee
17:53
first of all.i would like to thank my family especially my dad.who brought the modem back.second.i would like to thank my brother for fixing it and using it all the time when my dads not around.third.i would like to thank my mom for being away so nobody wud snatch the internet away from me.and lastly.i would like to thank my aunt.tat knows nuts about computer.thank you ALL!
yeah right.
at a day like this.who would know wat they should do?its like so hot.and dry.and sizzling.and boring.and well.plain.
ever realized how important were toilets to us?
well.we should.
they play an enourmous humongous role in our lives.
toilet role.
imagine without them.wher else could we stop to take a leak or throw a bomb while we were eating or shopping?WHERRRRRRR??the public toilets.the fantastic seat.the soft and smooth toilet paper.the big tank with H2O.and last but not least. THE 2.3M door. yesh yesh yesh.they combine to create the best invention yet.
The ToiLet
i am incredibly impressed by toilets.especially those really really nice ones in Japan.they have like the ASS massager.imagine after a hard time shitting they massage ur ass.not with hands.with water.man do they love asses.the problem with malaysia.is tat.they dun appreciate toilets.guys suck at aiming and the ladies dirty the toilet seat by SQUATTING when given a SEATED toilet.why is it called a toilet bowl?its for u to freaking sit on it and shit into tat freaking Hole provided not for u to squat and look at ur shit as it sinks into the toilet.so.now.do u get the point?
a word of advice.
please be more civilised and obey the toilet rules.
deep down inside.i am nothing to u.
Jamie Lurves You.&CaiYun.
10th august 2007
5.57pm
Jamie Lee
17:31
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
5th August 07when ur out with ur mom and aunt.always tell urself tat they're going to buy something for you.and while ur doing tat.observe the ppl around you.and gossip about them to urself.then u wouldnt feel so hurt when they end up NOT buying anything for u.trust me.u'd feel much better.moms going austrailia.and im going home.man.
btw.i havent read harrry potter and the deathly hallows.AND.i havent watch transformers.yaay myself.
7th August 07
dad bought himself a DoPod.some big PDA phone wit gazzilion functions.and a touch screen.and a keyboard.the main reason he bought tat.was because he couldnt type a msg without a keyboard.he says its easier when u have a keyboard.then.i *sweetly suggested him to buy a phone tat can fix to a keyboard..easier and smarter.and on tat very special day.it was my FIRST trip to dragon i.yaay!i ate the dumpling thing and the PORK la mian.lolx.it was sorta nice.but it was ALOT!as bored
it takes one day to fall in love.but a lifetime to forget.
i miss being the 3L's.Lee Lim and Loo.
i miss being in form 1.
i miss my old frenz.
i miss the last time's.
yet.i dun regret.
coz i cant.
trying to forget might be the best achievement yet.
Jamie Lurves You *no one else.
8th august 07
Jamie Lee
15:34
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
u cant force someone to say they're sorry when u dun even know if they were.if u knew it was going to happen u wouldnt do wat u shouldnt have done right?
so.
stick to the facts that u've done it and ther's no turning back.
deal with it.
forgive and forget might be the last thing tat comes to mind.
face it.
Jamie Lee
16:44
i did wat i did and im proud of myself for making such a big sacrifice.
after 4 freaking years.
i finally.
cut my hair
short.
no i am not a lesbo.i wanted to try something new.went to the salon.and said.hey.i want to NOT tie my hair to school.i didnt realize it was TAT short until they blowdryed my hair.yeah.i was shocked.shocked to see a diferent person staring back at me.and tat different person was actually.
me.
it felt as if i was bald.but i wasnt.i touched my hair.at that time.it felt totally weird.my hair wass puffy.and i looked like a bobbed coconut.i tried tying my hair.i sat back on the chair and tried touching my hair again.its not as if it'd grow back.but i just touched it.it felt different.it felt weird.it felt..short.somehow.everyone thinks it looks good.but its sorta weird to be cutting short hair after 4 years.i've had tat long ponytail-ish hair since form 1.i actually cut 4 inches of my hair.i was sorta excited.but maybe its not such a bad thing.it really wasnt.and i wasnt used to it.so i complained to everyone.but now.
.i feel great.
although ppl tell me tat i look nice in short hair.at tat time.i still thought tat i looked better in long hair.i miss my long haired self.but now its all different.i feel different.and it is different.and tats the way its going to be until my hair grows back.
although i might consider cutting it again.
satisfied with my new hairstlye.and im just so so happy to be me.
u cant be me and i cant be u.so.let it be.
Jamie Lurves You &Him &caiYun.
1/08/07 3.28p.m
Jamie Lee
15:31
Love is patient and kind not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable ;Love is not happy with evil but is happy with truth.
Love never gives up; and its faith,hope and patiencce never fail.
while faith,hope and love remain the greatest of this is love.
love dun just come and go.they stay.and while u wait for love to come.patience comes in handy.u dun force love.all u have to do is wait.whether or not it comes u still wait.
its all up to u whether u want to love or hate.
the phrase "I love you" is not just A phrase.its something tat u really mean.
treat the word as it is.coz it means alot to ppl.
and it also means alot to me.
only say it when u mean it.
Jamie Lurves You.
1/08/07
3.07 p.m
Jamie Lee
14:57
29th July -07-
school.
didnt really bother listening to ol' amara "teaching" add maths.i was really waiting for bobby to reply me.heh!yeah.i brought my old phone to school.didnt really know tat bobby actually brought his phone too.i was tooo bored until i had to observe all the people around me.like yl.he's daydreaming.and michelle.
michelle sits on my right.and yl on my left.michelle is always right beside me.guiding me.teaching me wats right and wats wrong advicing me.and helping me to understand the point of living.
-Nah! -
Michelle is humming a song.getting all lesbiany..trying to get high.touching me.telling me how much she loves me.u people out the feeling the LOVE!???ooooh!HAWT!
-Obviously NOt! -
michelle's actually singing a chinese song tat she sang for 2 days straight already while looking at her daily planner and shaking her legs.*amara just made a mistake.omg.he is sho sho STUPID!
KarLing is coming to my house!
she came and conquered my house.she ate everything i had in my housse.now.i have nothing to eat except the grass in my backyard.u really are something worth remembering in my life.. .. .. NOT!!
haha!
karling came and eat only larh.today is actually our study group day..so yeah.we are supposed to study.but karling was busy browsing through books in the office room while i was taking a shower.after tat i gave her a moo moo ice cream.then.i melted some tolberone chocolate for her *3 bars of it.then she ate come potato chips.then.we ate a lolipop.then.we stopped.then i gave her some digestive darkchoc biscuits.then we really really stopped.
the main point of coming over was most probably forgotten.
study?yeah right.
we ate and ate and ate and ate.ok.maybe.she ate and ate and ate and ate.not me.all the credit goes to karling.yaay u.anyway.karling taught me how to speak a lil french and german.i didnt have any problem until she taught me how to say you're welcome.man.the pwkiee part was kinda hard to say.i tried.and tried and tried and finnally.i gave up.lolx.i still can remember some of the stuff u know. *Je ne paleh qu'un petitpeu da franca'is.lolx.it means tat i know a little french.yaay!
Karling went back at 6 something.we were caught up with this best hotels program.haha.karling was talking about travelling and i was thinking about my financial problems.as if i have the money to go travel travel.lolx..
all the unhappy moments shall be left behind.
Jamie Lurves You &him &&caiYun
Diary date:29/7/07
Written on: 1/08/07 2.45.pm
Jamie Lee
13:30
