Wednesday, July 4, 2007
i.am.so.fucking.pissed.no.seriously.i just hate it.they never tell me or inform me about all the shits tats going on around.f.u.c.k.i.n.g.p.i.s.s.e.dand now tat i have no one to count on.im even pisser.callurself a team.u dun even work together.i.am.so.sick.of.all.these.shits.n i especially hate "her"!yeah.ploo did say to bring school tracks too.but wats the matter!im not sitting for the picture n no ones going to see my legs.WTF!yeah!so wat ir u get irritated with ppl hu dun follow orders.i get irritated by ppl hu thinks others shud follow thier orders.n tat just suites u 100%!if u ever call urself a team.count me out.i quit!just tat thers going to be a teeny prob with sir.i shouldnt have made sarah join athletes with me.i quit weih!seriously.i dun want to join something tat makes my life totally miserable.im tired with it.my life is screwed.really really screwed.i have nobody to count on lean on nobody i can trust.everything in my life has gone effin wrong weih.wth.i feel so damn sick now.sick of everything.sick of athletes.sick of school.sick of everything.just pure sick.i walked out of photoshooting session today.yeah!the athletes picture.no one informed me tat it was after school.of ur going to ask "why didnt u ask?'' i suggest u just click the big ''X'' at the up right corner of the monitor.no point reading.i already read the timetable for the photoshooting.it was writen ther olahraga.11.45a.m.so i obviously thought it was at tat time.but sir changed the time.n NO ONE told me.i am so left out weih.n im sick of it.i want to quit.but sir wasted so much time to train all of us.quiting makes me feel damn guilty.sighs.all these stuff are really screwing my life.i hope im not going PD this year.i dun want to.really really dun want to.looks arent everything n looks isnt anything.so why do ppl make frenz just becoz they look good??thers just some ppl tat think they're too good for others.they make me sick.they're IT.dun fool around.although i can tell wats right n wats wrong.but whther or not everything i do is going to be right is a different story.but to them.eveyrthing they do is right.n wat we do is wrong.they want everything they think they shud have.n all the gossip n rumours will all turn out to be truth to them.will this ever stop?screw.u.everything tat was lifted tumbled.i.feel.like.crap.and i cant help it.wat goes around comes around eh?i must've did something really bad in my previous life to have deserve this.i guess im going to have to bare with it till the end.i am a screwed up teenager.life.sux.lack of love.can u provide?i hate admitting stuff tat i didnt do.i only want the truth.I would nvr try to be someone else.coz i know im gud enuf.you'd nvr try to be someone else.coz i know ur good enuf.Faggot is not a rude word.its cute.i used to like everything i had.now i dont.im so screwed up.chun kiat rocks!Peywen wont be bugging me about her 10bucks anymore.i paid my debt.*yaay.He is so so shy.Roy n yong loong is planning to watch porn together.my dad took my modem away!noo~~~NamJhuen is in a faggot group.MichelleLow got an amaran.im so proud of u!not!somehow.im just happy to be me.jamie misses bumblebee.Jamie Lurves You. & him &&caiyun4/7/07 wednesday 2.52.pm
Jamie Lee
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