Wednesday, July 25, 2007
i just realized tat being forced to give up on something tat u really wanted and wanted to be.really hurts.and i mean really really hurts.
.Just grant me one wish.

i want to go for the course.obviously after im 16 tat is.sadly.my bday is like in december.so long.i even took the broucher.looking forward to show it to my mom.wanting her to approve wat i wish to become.it faded away.my mom did not say anything encouraging.instead.she told me tat i couldnt do it.she said tat even if i went for the course doenst mean i'll get the job.she looked as if i was just kidding.and she said i take things for granted.i want to be successful.i work for something i want.i can acheive anything i wish to become.i work hard for things.i dun kid around.im no quitter.even if i do quit.normally its because thers something for me to work even harder for.i want something and i'll plan to get it.financial might be a problem.but.why not try it out.its wat interest me right?its wat i already wished to be.its wat i really want.thers no saying no to it.
I'll never fall if i dun jump right?
i wana be wat i wana be.tats just it.
Jamie LUrves You &him &&caiYun
25.7.07 wednesday 4.07pm
Jamie Lee
15:53