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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
i just realized tat being forced to give up on something tat u really wanted and wanted to be.really hurts.and i mean really really hurts.





.Just grant me one wish.



i want to go for the course.obviously after im 16 tat is.sadly.my bday is like in december.so long.i even took the broucher.looking forward to show it to my mom.wanting her to approve wat i wish to become.it faded away.my mom did not say anything encouraging.instead.she told me tat i couldnt do it.she said tat even if i went for the course doenst mean i'll get the job.she looked as if i was just kidding.and she said i take things for granted.i want to be successful.i work for something i want.i can acheive anything i wish to become.i work hard for things.i dun kid around.im no quitter.even if i do quit.normally its because thers something for me to work even harder for.i want something and i'll plan to get it.financial might be a problem.but.why not try it out.its wat interest me right?its wat i already wished to be.its wat i really want.thers no saying no to it.


I'll never fall if i dun jump right?
i wana be wat i wana be.tats just it.
Jamie LUrves You &him &&caiYun
25.7.07 wednesday 4.07pm

Jamie Lee
15:53

i was so looking forward to geting a new *free phone.


well.DON'T.






i found a whole bunch of notebooks tat i bought while i was in primary.yeahp.i was a big big spender.i bought gazillion stuff tat i think looked nice n kept it till now.i just feel so happy when i spend.i still do.but now.knowing tat i wont be spending much throughout the year sucks.i guess im fated with the shop-with-ur-mom forever life.baring the ups and downs during 2006 was sorta easy.but now.it has increased 40% of sufferness*wtv tat means.as in.more ups and downs this year.soooooo.its sucks.this year just isnt my year.i cant wait to move on to year 2008.another year older.




seriously.wtf is going on?




if john karling and ppl tat bought me stuff DIDNT buy me stuff i wouldn have anything to be happy about.SIGHS.life is just the way it is huh.and i just have to frigging bare with it.*how many times have a said tat already>>?*




Pn Liew is teaching maths chapter 8 and im still stuck at chapter 5..i still cant get tat stupid gradient thingy,..i really hate maths stuff.i hate maths and addd maths.overall.i hate calculation.its confusing and u need alot alot alot of time to try and understand it.dun u think??but.i sorta love chemistry.only got abit of counting nia.i feel like i was like BORN for chemistry and bio..lolx.we bond great together by the jamier bonds.^^i think if ur planning to finish reading this before taking a leak.i suggest u take a leak right now and come back to read.now go!




*PSshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh






is this pissing sound anyway??its sorta weird when u give ur gf/bf weird lovey dovey names.i mean.y dun just stick to the usual babe.baby,darling.n dear.??its like u make ur own lovey name and somehow its just damn long.like when u want to say i love u it'd be like."I love you my *here goes* pumpkinpiebeedearpoochiedarlingmunchkinhoneybabeedear whoever".so yeah.stick to the normal "i love u dear." in stead of tat.
Life is not a fairytale..u got no Godmothers/fathers/brothers/sisters/aunty/uncle to help u make ur wish come true.so dun think life's a fairytale.if ur thinking tat way.better stop watching movies.expecially the ones wher this girl couples with a popular guy thinking tat the guy actually will like her and falling for him and the guy plans to dump her but accidentally falls in love with her sorta thing.dreams were meant for sleeping.recongize tat song??hehe.i sorta like dreaming about those dagao scenes.wher u can rambo ur way through this group of bad guys without dying.coz its just a simple d-r-e-a-m.^^




I don’t believe in analyzing dreams and connecting it to life events.dreams isnt wat i call.reality.




Rest in peace Jamie Belle
dissapointment is a lock to success.
Jamie Lurves you &HIm && caiYun
25 July 07 wednesday 3.47pm





Jamie Lee
15:06

Saya masih fucking benci dia


I'm not a malay but i think expressing ur feelings in such sort of language is fun.


Dia itu ibufucker todak patut diberi chance untuk hidup.


^^


.Berdarah perokok.*bloody faggot.




Sunday July 15th.


I dun even know my own address.so so sorry karling.i sorta though 1 rhymes with 3 so my add was 1,XXX/X3.so yeah.my bad.i even confused myself with my own address.karlings dad looked so pissed.sigh.so so sorry!!><




Reached curve at 11 something.


Our first destination was the spectacle shop.although i only spent 55 bucks on my contact lenses but this lady PRInted me receipt gave me a 5bucks voucher and gave me a pair opf daily contact lenses.and also 2 bottles of free water which i didnt take because.i wasnt thirsty.LOLX.i gave karling my voucher*i am so nice!




After that,we walked ALL the way to cinileisure to buy tickets.Like wat karlinbgs whomsoever *stupidly* said :"aiyah!dunit to buk de ticket wan larhh.go ther oso can buy larh!*ehemm.as i was saying.we walked ALL the way to cineleisure and was totally looking forward on buying tickets to watch a movie tat "somebodies" fren said dun have to book..we reached cathay and the people lining up were TAT much and the line was THIS long.so karling looked "wow"ed and i was like omg.then guess wat we did next..*clears throat.We walked ALL they frigging way back to curve to look for newspaper to call cathay and book ticket.i know.stupid.wat to do.we walked around looking for some place tat sells newspaper.its sortof weird tat borders doesnt sell newspaper though..so.i smartly suggested we go to mph.n yesh!they had the freshly printed star newspaper!KarLing *took the newspaper from the counter without the cashier noticing and hid herself to look through the newspaper.we called cineleisure about 10times then only they decided to NOT ignore us n pick up the phone.Guess wat they said!*exciting they said ALL harryPotter and transformer FULLY booked.yaay!><




lesson learnt today:sometimes frenz BULLSHIT.so dun listen.




ANYWAY.


we had NO freaking movie to watch for the whole day.so we told michelle..soli no movie.so since we*me n karling were already at MPH.we decided to stay ther and read books.*until michelle reaches we have to ASScort her.^^




well.tat was long.i saw so many books but so little money.so cannot buy lorh..BUT!lets not forget shall we.some ibufucker stole my selfcash phone which i very much took a long long long long long time to save up tat much money to buy punya phone.*new word.selfcash =something u buy with ur own money which u took almost a decade to save up the money coz ur allowance is like shit.i'd rather not know hu stole my phone.seriously.its totally devastating to find out ur selfcash item got stolen by a used-to-be-not-very-close-fren. bugger.



After michelles royal arrival we went looking for the best thing of the day.FOOD which also equals to LUNCH.we went to 1920 which is a place wher michelle and i have nvr been and nvr heard of it.!michelle ate honey-chicken-duno wats the name,karling ate lasgna and I ate chicken-caesar salad AND lamb shoulder-something.man!i have bad memory.Stupid michelle chose to sit at the SOFA instead of the table.HELOO?!ppl eat on TABLES!but oh well.some ppl are short.wat to do??gotta forgive them dont we?its was so so uncomfortable...btw.we actually left tips for them after paying!it was my first time!




2 something.


Now we walked ALL they way to ikano.Man.worst than gym-ing.our first destination was popular.which i actually spent 30bucks ther buying books.it was sorto cheap.i dun really want to buy it.since my dad works in a bookshop.i regret.yet i dun regret.so.conclusion.i got no idea wat tat means!


lolx




anyway.we went to pet safari after tat!woohhooot!ther was this SPCA thingy so two dogs were left outside petsafari.1. the big black naked dog and 2.the small brown shirted dog.so cute!!dog number 1 bit my handbag!!><.and dog number 2 was trying to kissh me!!EEEEEEEEEk!I know u love me!!




3 sumthin,


After viewing ourselves at tat make-ppl-fat mirror.I decided to get out of the toilet IMMEDIATELY.then we went to this music instrument store wher these european guy girls were staring at us while they were playing a song.this GUY.was staring at us while he was playing and the other 2 guys were smilling at us.c'mon its a NOOB song ur playing ther.wat do u expect us to do?laugh n clap??ask for ur autograph??jeez!!




Next destination.

Baskin RObbins.as u already know.we walked ALL they way back to the curve.this is some serious exercise.i had no money to eat ice-cream so i decided not to.but MICHELLE LOW PEI SUN actually said she was going to pay for my ice-cream.i sort of ordered banana royale.so it costs RM14.50.and MICHELLE LOW PEI SUN paid for it.*sobs sobs.im sho sho proud of u u know!!karling ate ice cream twice!!she ate 3 scoops altogether.3 scoops of ice cream.isnt tat a lil bit too much karling??


5 sumthing

Home sweet home!


Monday.16/7/07

7.35 a.m

assembly.sawhim.yaay!

8.20am.

Amara's class BORES me!hear me out!

9.am

Amara's class very the bores me!!

930am.

Pn liew cant stop flipping her head.btw.she said "soo" about 58 times in half an hour.!yaay her!

Wednesday 18th July

its my 1st week aniversary.i mISS my phone!alot.i lost it for a week already.tat bastard.wat did i ever do to him.i dun think i deserve this.i still fuckin hate him.Today is everybodies emo day.yoongliung emo.john emo.and obviously i shud be emo-ing but i decided not to..why waste such a lovely morning on being gloomy>?i cant help myself.i was a born happy person.no matter how sad i am.5 mins later i still will be happy.buti hate it when ppl remind me about my phone.i cant change the past.so dun come asking me."hows ur phone ar?""why u put it in ur bag..."blah blah blah.i shudnt have left my precious phone in the bag.i know.all the savings.sacrifices.and obviously ang pows.and in just one day.all goes down the drain.who WOUDLNT cry weih.seriously.especially when u know hu stole it.and sumore u already saved ur money like crap.making all those sacrifices and ur classmate stole it.i will always hate u dinesh.always.if u think u deserve celebrating what u've done.think again.dun go around bull shitting.sucking up and end up stealing ppl's phone.man.u son of a bitch.life aint tat easy u know.and its too late for me to turn back.

***

i think im going to create this emo group.wher ppl can come to my house and emo!hehe.cool huh.its kinda fun and im going to name it the emo-group.whoever wants to join must pay 5 bucks per entry.hello?im letting u emo with a group of emo's so u gotta pay the price.like they say.the more the emo-er.!sign up if u wana join "THE emo-s."Thnk u for ur support!!><

Transform!into this pretty pink flower for me to pick.

Jamie Lurves You!

25.7.07.2.29pm

Jamie Lee
13:24

Sunday, July 22, 2007
Sorry for not updating my blog.thers a lil inconvineince at the moment.will be updating full story about last week on tuesday.please visit the blog on tuesday.

Thank You.

harry potter didnt die.
Jamie Lurves You.
22nd July 07

Jamie Lee
16:13

Saturday, July 14, 2007
ppl save money to pay for wat they want




i started saving mmy money to pay for wat i wanted.i did.and it took me whole of 8 months to actually pay for only 3quarters of my phone.yeah.Sony ericsson k800i.i still owe my dad 170bucks.but thers no point paying.i dun really want to pay for something tats not mmine anymore.i fuckin loved my phone.n he just had to do it.bloody robber.


u pussy.


i bet ur damn triumph about wat u did and got in return.u motha fucking pussy.ur face is as thick as tar * and as black too.u've got no beating heart.ur hearts dead.u dun understand and feel how hard it was for me to wait as long as 8 months to buy tat frigging phone.why'd u effin do it?wat'd i ever DO to u until u had to steal it?u fuckin phone stealer.u dun deserve to live another day.u dun deserve it.u are wanted.i so want to bash u up.everyone knows u were the one hu did it.u cant deny.u think by going around telling ppl u didnt steal it and act so damn innocent then everyone will believe u??ur face is screwed up.ur damn SCARED.u shudve seen tat look u had on ur face when u stole it n when u knew tat we all knew it was u. u know u cant hide.and u wont admit it.because u know someones going to beat u up if u did.u bullshit things about me.because ur scared.u want to proove tat ur innocent.ur not.ur freaking not innocent.u even asked me why i accuse u.i didnt.u stole it.wats there to accuse.its writen all over ur face.ur guilty.u cant hide from it.its fated.its a fact.u mothafucker.i dun know y u'd want to steal it.but u did.now.u can NEVER wash away the pain ive gone through.



i wish my dad waas a mafia



ur lucky tat i couldnt find any proof to go agaisnt u.pussy.every night.i would sit outside at the patio.n wish u were nvr born.one day.somethings going to happen.If u end up in the hospital.i'd come visit u.i'd bring silver paper n burn it right infront of ur parents.if ur lucky n live till age 30.some mafia's going to beat u up because of all ur bullshits.if u live till age 40.ur going to get cancer due to accessive smoking.bugger.n if u live till 50.ur going to grow so DAMN fat.then u try to chase this robber to impress this really hot chick.get heart attack then die.and maybe if u live through another day,thank GOD.every passing day.God is giving u a chance to change.and patience has its limits.



go to hell.



u are a kleptomaniac.u cant control urself.u have to steal to live.arent i right?u stole so many ppl's handphones before.n now u have to steal again.ur some lucky-lucky-lucky-lucky-lucky guy.really lucky.if i had proof.man.ur going to haf to return my phone.n im going to ask my dad to sue u.wait.im not done.im also going to shove u a piece of my mind.a very BIG piece of it.i've nvr felt so eager to hit someone.until i met u.yaay u.one day.one day dinesh singh bhatt.ur gona hurt so so bad.



mothafuckingpussybastardassholefaggotbitchcipetmachaohai.


that all descrribes you.


I.fucking.hate.you.


11 july 07.wednesday.


this event will nvr be forgotten and u will nvr be forgiven.mark my words.NEVER.i dun need proof to proove tat u stole it.coz.u dun even have proof tat u DIDNT steal it.wher were u when we were ALL in the lab. and no one else saw my phone except u and michy.and who else wud see me hide it in my clothes.it all points to u.live with it.although ur cousin listened to ur bullshits.u cant lie to urself.u mothafuckingcipetlong.

dinesh singh bhatt

ur one heck of an asshole.better make sure someone watches ur back.

watch out.this guy is famous for stealing phones.he can bullshit his way out of it.no kid.

even if he treats u like his best fren.he'd do anything to maintainn his asshole characteristics.

congratulations.u impressed me.

burn in hell dinesh.

all things will come to an end.

Jamie Lurves You &Him &&caiYun

14 July 07 Saturday 10.14Am

Jamie Lee
09:23

Friday, July 13, 2007
.When You Believe.




WhitneyH:
Many nights we pray

With no proof anyone could hear

And our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving mountains long

Before we knew we could~

Oah yes

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who know what miracle

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe


MariahC:

In this time of fear


When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope seems like the summer birds

Too swiftly flown away

And now I am standing here

My heart's so full I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I'd say


There can be miracles

When you believe

(WH: When you believe)

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who know what miracles

You can achieve

(WH: You can achieve)


When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

both:

They don't always happen when you ask

Ohh

And it's easy to give in to your fear

Ohhhhh


But when you're blinded by your pain

Can't see your way safe through the rain

Thought of a still resilient voice

Says love is very near


There can be miracles

(WH: Miracles)

When you believe

(WH: When you believe)

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who know what miracles

You can achieve

(WH: You can achieve)


When you believe

Somehow you will


(WH: Somehow somehow somehow)


You will when you believe

You will when you believe

You will when you believe



You will when you believe

Just believe

You will when you

(WH:You will when you)

Believe
faith is believing.
Jamie Lurves You &him &&caiyun
its was posted today.but actual date to be posted is yesterday
13/07/07 Friday.

Jamie Lee
11:59

Wednesday, July 11, 2007
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
fuck.
no.seriously.fuck his mom n his dad n his brother n his sister n his grandma grandpa n fuck himself altogether.fucking phone stealer.steal phone i mean.obviously nobody wud want to admit.but we already caught u u dickhead.u shud have still dun want to admit.give up.we didnt make u give up.tats all.u poor crap.i know even ur clothes were stolen goods.u steal everything.ut too G'ddamn poor to buy no shits.fuck off.u took my phone u bitch.yeah.u motha fucker piece of shit.machipet.screw u u son of a bitch.fucking bustard.burn ur fucking dick in hell.i really tot u were a fren.but now.u fucking changed my fucking mind.screw u u fuckhead.burn in heaven n hell.no matter wher u go u'd still be a fucking bustard.i hate u.i hate u u mothafucking bustard.i liked my phone and the number.and my pictures.AND my msgs.AND my songs in my phone.but u mothafucking bastard took it.i mean STOLE it.u STOLE my phone u bastard.dun deny.u sickening fuckhead.im going to let u live in hell.sesriously.fuck u!poor bastard.ur crap u know tat!?u robber.u mothafucking robber.u are a PUSSY.dun admit wat u've done.if ur such a pussy steal more phones.really.its so G'ddamn nice.ur not gona get caught.coz ur a PUSSY.P-U-S-S-Y.blady mothafucking pussy.machipet.machaohai.palapunde.seriously.ur a G'damn pussy.coward.fuckhead.chaocibai.fucking pussy.fuck ur mother to bits weih.u disgrace ur family u fuckhead.u disgust me.
burn in hell mothafucker.
i hate tat mothafucking asshole.pussy.
Jamie Lurves you &him &&caiYun.
11th July 07 Wednesday 2.20pm

Jamie Lee
13:27

Saturday, July 7, 2007





i ve got a crush ....-ed orange.






i have tagged so many ppl today.wonder if someones going to tag me like a tagged them.u've got tagged.






are we about to start yet?i miss playing hangman.its a boring game.yet it unbores ppl like me!u've got hanged!


im going to be seriously bored tonight.but thanks to modern technology i have this part of modern technology equipment in my hands.a.k.a handphone.



i shall be smsing the whole night until i get home.anti -social me.



oh well.with my parents ther.i actually dun have the guts to talk to other ppl.but when my parents arent around i am actually able to communicate with anyone!coz my dad still thinks im a kid.he always go "go say hi to blah blah blah"when the blah blah blah is actually standing right infront of me.i hope its a huge house.then i can walk around the house until i get home.Yaay!splendid idea!


yesh.big big mansions.like this.!k.good luck to me n my boredom.

her boots were made for walking.not mine.

Jamie Lurves You &him &&caiyun.as always

07-07-07 saturday 4.46pm

Jamie Lee
16:27

me and my oh so miserable life.



my dad actually took away the modem.leaving me with internetless weeks.i.am.so.lonely.some ppl actually care to read my blog.well.i cant wait till canteen day!or is it carnival.doesnt matter does it.


athletics had this physical test thingy on the previous wednesday.urm.4th july i think.so we all went.my timing was quite screwed up though.coz i havent been training since MSSS.cant blame me.i've got no time.even though i got time to write a blog.but hello?a blog only takes u like 30 mins u know.so its a BIG sacrifice i've made to make u all happy by reading my blog.*full stop.byyyyy they way.this week was english week.we were owned like shits.n guess wat?they pulled out of the drama competition.sad lar they all.all of a sudden just say quit.not organized is not a reason.seriously.not a good reason.


i bet tat didnt matter.did it?


so yeah!as screwwed as john was.we didnt pretty much win o qualify anything.so poor them. Mail shud be quite emberassed with our class.poor guy.although his head really shines.but his class doesnt.i think he shud consider growing hair till he can hide his face...i have like loads of picture to upload.but i got no internet at home i cant upload a thing.my dad ish sho the evilll!!AND i miss school.i ACTUALLY miss school.hehe.at least after school i can stay back o go to roys house to use the internet.!smart ol' me.^^


i guess i'll only be uploading blog every weekends.o wednesdays.just to let u ppl know.since u guys get to online everyday.i would be sho sho outdated.i have so many things to write but no internet.sigh.i guess shud save up some money n go cc eh?sigh.i cant live without the internet.internet is just like the air we breath.i mean.something like it.k larh.internet is like the food we eat.without food.we'll starve to death.without internet we'll get bored to death.so it actually has the same meaning.somehow.im just great.


adrian soo was asking us about our opinion for their leo club.about the canteen day thing.he doesnt know wat we like to eat.so he was asking all of us to take out a peice of paper and write down everything.we were all quite lazy to do it.so he went around asking us.well.adrian soo is a guy with a "little" problem with his brains.i mean.he's not a retard.but.he's a lil weird.he can become a pure japanese.n he looks like pandaren brewmaster**dota fella.seriously.except tat he doesnt wear tat straw hat!n he does like japanese kung fu in class.he can kick kick kick till his glasses fall outa his face.so yea.a lil bit weird.oh well.unluckily.adrian went to ask dinesh wat he liked.dinesh was telling me to order instead of giving him alist of fav food.coz he really looked like a waiter.he was like."wat would u like?".dinesh was like."whers the menu?''.then i told him a bunch of stuff i wanted.*poofy pop!!!it was darn gayh!



list of wat dinesh said.
ice cream.
chapatti
roti canai
lamb chop
chicken chop
pork chop*halal?
soup
spagetthi
pasta*same thing
sushi.
**cant rmb anymore.lolx.too many larhh!
anyway.these were the latest news about precisely everything.lolx.
chunkiat and his fatass is at penang.dota tournament.losing is ok!!
dinesh actually thinks milk helps with the growth of guys dick.*study harder
michellelow is still happy about her amaran.man.get over it!
nam Jhuen is still emo-ing.cheer up!

kar ling shud really start facing her fears .really!
yong loong practically tortured me while i was in roys house.
i ate mc donalds on wednesday!!haha.my dream came true!man i shud dream more often.i.am.so.bored.tonight will be even boringer.
p.s.wth is wrong with bloggers.they cant leave lines!><
i hope to be who i am not someone else.
Jamie Lurves You.&him &&caiYun.
07-07-07 saturday 3.51pm
congrats to johann sze's sister,Suzanna n happy aniversary to mr. &mrs Sze.

Jamie Lee
14:28

Wednesday, July 4, 2007
i.am.so.fucking.pissed.
no.seriously.
i just hate it.they never tell me or inform me about all the shits tats going on around.
f.u.c.k.i.n.g.p.i.s.s.e.d
and now tat i have no one to count on.im even pisser.callurself a team.u dun even work together.i.am.so.sick.of.all.these.shits.n i especially hate "her"!yeah.ploo did say to bring school tracks too.but wats the matter!im not sitting for the picture n no ones going to see my legs.WTF!yeah!so wat ir u get irritated with ppl hu dun follow orders.i get irritated by ppl hu thinks others shud follow thier orders.n tat just suites u 100%!if u ever call urself a team.count me out.i quit!just tat thers going to be a teeny prob with sir.i shouldnt have made sarah join athletes with me.i quit weih!seriously.i dun want to join something tat makes my life totally miserable.im tired with it.my life is screwed.really really screwed.

i have nobody to count on
lean on
nobody i can trust.

everything in my life has gone effin wrong weih.wth.i feel so damn sick now.sick of everything.sick of athletes.sick of school.sick of everything.just pure sick.

i walked out of photoshooting session today.yeah!the athletes picture.no one informed me tat it was after school.of ur going to ask "why didnt u ask?'' i suggest u just click the big ''X'' at the up right corner of the monitor.no point reading.i already read the timetable for the photoshooting.it was writen ther olahraga.11.45a.m.so i obviously thought it was at tat time.but sir changed the time.n NO ONE told me.i am so left out weih.n im sick of it.i want to quit.but sir wasted so much time to train all of us.quiting makes me feel damn guilty.sighs.all these stuff are really screwing my life.i hope im not going PD this year.i dun want to.really really dun want to.

looks arent everything n looks isnt anything.so why do ppl make frenz just becoz they look good??thers just some ppl tat think they're too good for others.they make me sick.they're IT.dun fool around.although i can tell wats right n wats wrong.but whther or not everything i do is going to be right is a different story.but to them.eveyrthing they do is right.n wat we do is wrong.they want everything they think they shud have.n all the gossip n rumours will all turn out to be truth to them.will this ever stop?

screw.u.

everything tat was lifted tumbled.
i.feel.like.crap.and i cant help it.wat goes around comes around eh?i must've did something really bad in my previous life to have deserve this.i guess im going to have to bare with it till the end.

i am a screwed up teenager.life.sux.
lack of love.can u provide?
i hate admitting stuff tat i didnt do.
i only want the truth.
I would nvr try to be someone else.coz i know im gud enuf.
you'd nvr try to be someone else.coz i know ur good enuf.
Faggot is not a rude word.its cute.
i used to like everything i had.now i dont.
im so screwed up.

chun kiat rocks!

Peywen wont be bugging me about her 10bucks anymore.i paid my debt.*yaay.

He is so so shy.

Roy n yong loong is planning to watch porn together.

my dad took my modem away!noo~~~

NamJhuen is in a faggot group.

MichelleLow got an amaran.im so proud of u!not!

somehow.im just happy to be me.

jamie misses bumblebee.
Jamie Lurves You. & him &&caiyun
4/7/07 wednesday 2.52.pm

Jamie Lee
13:46

Monday, July 2, 2007
i saw someone's crack.oh.my.GOD.someone save me.
i.think.i've.gone.blind.*might have quite a number of typo problems.plz.forgive me!

school totally sucked today.john totally shouted at me.its not ALL my fault tat the whacking part is not done yet.*im talking about drama.he totally blamed all tat shit on me.n wat am i supposed to do?they're not actors o actresses.not to say they're not acting material.but u just have to keep ur mouth shut up tight n gimme some time to get it done.but nooooo~~ all u can do is "tsk" n shout and most prob nag.i cant help it.u totally pissed me off today.and if he's never going to say he's sorry.im nvr going to change.hate me all u want.just dun piss me off n shout at me.u dont own me.faggot fuck.!

during tuition.
tuition was pure boredom.not tat i hate the tcher.except the tayangan gambar part.the rest were a total BORE.sigh.hehe.the picture ur about to see was taken by a pure photographer material girl.me!haha.naren was holding the paper up to block their faces.but sadly.they were so dumb to not realize wher my phone was!haha!boo u!suckers.gotcha!they look sho sho the adorable together.^^

peace love's!!<3

i drew wei chuns hand!haha.sleepy pig.sleep in tuition wan!!



after tuition.
i went Pasar malam*not exactly.n bought some kaya balls.cute n tasty.!whoohoo!rayce insists tat she doesnt want one no matter how well i described the kaya ballies!actually i only said it taste good.but still!i repeated it over n over again.
just by looking at the mcdonald broucher.it makes me hungry,even after my delicious kaya ballies.*sighs.if u want something.thers always a price to pay.yeah.money.i mish u uncle mcdonald.
todays new flash.

our dear weiheng wee weed on his bed again!u trouble ur mom larrrrrh!!

i bet chunkiat still insists he's thin.poor guy.k larh sexy.ur damn THIN!

NamJhuen is a big faggot.wat an unforgetable experience.fag!

michellelow brought me with her during her ponteng session!luv u babe!!

peywen cant stop bugging me about the 10bucks i owe her.

karling n chaimei sabbotaged me by poking me repeatedly.><

assembly bored the shit out of me.*grumbles.i need to play a game.hide n seek!!

jamie is officially h.u.n.g.r.y.i am going to eat my dinner downstairs.woohoo!!

never be someone ur not.

Jamie Lurves You &him &&caiyUn

2/7/07 Monday 7.00p.m







Jamie Lee
18:23

Sunday, July 1, 2007

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
cannot tell

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
hehe


JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
BABI


JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
call urself a fren


JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
u dun even trust me


JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
OH MAN*sarcasticly


JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
who ARE my frenz anyway


JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
u?

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
her?

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
them?

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
him?

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
us?

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
she?

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
he?

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
they?

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
oh dear GOD

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
can u like chill??

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss
u so much.. says:
CHILL~

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
plz supply me with a trustable fren

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
i NEED one now

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
u already have

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
since ur dearest michelle here dun trust me

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
i dun miss anyone lar

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
i canot do anything *looks away

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
its just crap

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
*faints*

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
DUN LIE TO ME

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
really!!!

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
HOW CAN I TRUST U IF U DUN TRUST ME??

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
*looks angry

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
who say i dun trust u?

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
i cannot believe wat im seeing *looks away again.

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
then tell me hu u miss *cross arms around chest

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
i'm just saying i duno we are doing the sej thing..

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
nonono

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
i really dun miss anyone

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
dun change the subject love

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss
u so much.. says:
tell u the truth already

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
u miss someone

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
NONON

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
u liarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
pants on fire

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
REALLY!

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
better check ur pants

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
they might be on fire

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
i'm wearing skirt

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
haha

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
o ur panties

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
xD

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
michelles panties are on fire!!!!!!!!*runs around

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
o are u not wearing any

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
i'm wearing la

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
hehe

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
means its on fire

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
HELP HELP

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
CALL 911

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
hurry

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
b4 it all burns

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
**cof cof

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
its so smokey

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
haha

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
*cough cough *choke choke

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
helpp me

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
911 is not for fire

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
the panty is burning real fast

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
*splash water at jamie*

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
*looks "ther"

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
omg

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
are U okay!??

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
yes

- u g l y m i c h - contradictions vs mysteries! laughter hides silent cries, only He can hear!! miss u so much.. says:
i'm fine

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
guess u wont be celebratng mothers day

JamieLee[www.jamieleeziqin-jamielee.blogspot.com] says:
*stares sympaticly "ther"


this blog is to be continued.lolx.

lame ass streak has been ended by me,myself n i.

im lame.im hungry.deal with it.

sometimes love just isn't fair.
Jamie Lurves You &him &&caiYun
1 July -07- 5.47pm

Jamie Lee
17:43

its sunday.again.how fast.i woke up at 8 in the morning.8!i actually effin woke up at 8.oh well.i had stuff to do.lolx.i had to bth my dog today.guess ur wondering why not just send it to the pet shop n let them wash it for u.why so lazy larrrrr.sleep early wake up early.healthy healthy go wee wee.LOLX.wth.let the sun dry the dog.not the *fur*dryer.^^.my dog looks like she's having fun.!lolx.her face looks very fake!><.but its shooooooo cute!!omg!!



anyway.while i was searching my file for something. i spotted my stooopiid chemistry monthly test shit.i got a 73% for chemistry.tcher wrote good.but the truth is.its not good.some **ash ole got 95%..actually its no big deal.the test is only..urm 35 marks i think.but the trainee made it a big deal.n.she likes me.lolx.i got 73 chung zhih*ash ole got 95% and smartass got 82%.but i was the only person with the *good ther.lolx.yeah.tcher loves me.!

im starting to like dictionaries.they really have nice looking stuff in ther to see.lolx.start checking dictionaries ppl!!

as u all can see.i have nothing better to do then to take picture of the dictionary n put it in my blog.but at least SOMEONE's having fun reading it.imagine how bored i am now.

*imagining.


**imagining.

ok.stop.k.i shall update some stuff with u guys today.


chunkiat claimes tat he's thin.he is a fatty bom bom!!


weiheng wee weed in his bed again!bad boy u!


michellelow went to school on saturday!yaay u!


vanessa hudgens does not sing "angels".


i am getting sick of listening to mika's love today.really really sick.
mommy n daddy's gambling in genting with all the aircond blowing in thier faces n im stuck at home bored to shits.**flush.



i need to play a game.i need to eat.i need air-cond.!!






a jamie a day makes it a better day.
Jamie Lurves You &caiyun && him
1 july -07- 3.46p.m **happy bday karling!!sweet 16!





Jamie Lee
14:07

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