Sunday, June 24, 2007
things dun just go the way u want it to be.sometimes everythin changes.including ppl.time.date.u cant want something n not let it change.its not weird to think tat way.its just a weird fact tat ppl just haf to follou.its just so damn weird.when u dun even know wat ur worrying about.its like.u duno whether to smile or not when u feel like crying.weird~.pure weirdness.n talking about it just makes me feel even weirder*if tat word ever exist.so yeah.im sort of feeling tat way now.its a good thing i have a blog.shud be a way of expresseing feelings.i wish i could gossip with blog.wait.do i even gossip??true.i dun even know.lolx.now tats weird!everything is so weird!bwahaha.i feel so weird.n the fact tat im having a major headache makes me feel even weirder*once again tat word does not exist.get the point.n squatting on a roller chair which is sort of weird but im not doing it weirder..n thinking about something tat most probably wont happen to me in my entire life is making me want to dream more often n that would most probably leave me flunking my exams which will lead me to a lousier future n get offered with a lousy job with a lousy payment n leave me living in my tiny little car which most probably caused by my monthly salary tat is like so effin low until i cant even afford to buy myself supper which!!will most probably leave me starving through the night tat will make me lose alot of weight n leave me thin as a stick.even worse i could starve to death!i enjoy going to school..i think.i think school is a great place to be.i mean if u dun think about homework n exams.yeah.the best place to be.u dun have to worry about wat ur going to do ther coz its already planned for u.u know.time table.tats wat its for!!*obviously.i am an awfully lonely person.haha.i think.n most probably its bcoz my frenz already have their frenz n im actually joining them all of a sudden.so i tot.y interfere ppls lives?so i go on my own.n maybe with michy.by the way.hav i ever said tat bithcy rhymes with michy??lolx.just kidding.tat was just some lame ass joke tat i made up coz i am so effin bored now.to avoid day dreaming i prefere writing a blog.at least it keeps my hands n brains n nerve cells moving.hehe.n now.i sort of hav something to write about.wow.imagine tat.i vr had the time to think of wat to write unless i have pictures.it is so not true tat life is like a candle.life is slower then a candle.n when thers wind candle dies out.but when ther are problems ahead of us.we try solving it.so.conclusion:we rock more than candles.i guess im only tat free during the weekends to actually think about candles.i actually lighted one just now.coz i was trying to light up the room.since our light bulb was out n it was not very bright in the room.its actually 3 in the aftanoon u see.but.its just very dark.k lar.so mayb i felt like lighting a candle.so wat?!the things i said still made sense.i am into books.storybooks.i think theyre like part of my life.i cant live without a storybook.so i hav tons of them.*still owe peywen 10bucks.books save me from boredom.so im reading them to show tat i appreciate theyre help.wait.i think i like computers too!o shud i say internet.whoever invented internet is the worlds.........urm....worlds most "thankyouable" person.no idea wat tat is.just a simple thank you can mean alot to someone u know??so.thank you.for reading this n continueing to read this since im not done with it.*poof.i stopped for a few seconds to think of something to write n once again.i started day dreaming.ppl start day dreaming seconds after they stop doing something.so yeah.its a 24/7 kinda thing.n sometimes..ppl even day dream when they cant sleep..no.its caleld night dream.oh gwad.i just remembered.i havent started my blady moral project due tuesday.dang!screw it lar.i dun even know wat to write.i have no effing idea on tat.if they let me choose my own title i'd most probably finish it then...but THEY give the titles n i WRITE.so.dream on.i guess i'll just have to bring some papers tmr n write some of those shits in school.oh i almost forgot.teen teen is coming to our school tmr!!peywen!u hav no idea how im feeling now do ya!o maybe u just do!jamies effin bored streak has been ended by bloggers.btw.this is not copuright dota.so i am allowed to use it anytime.jamie wants him desperately.jamie lurves you &caiyun &&him.<324th jun-07- 3.44pm
Jamie Lee
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