I wish I could Love You

Friday, November 27, 2009

college-less for 3 days.

I'm gonna miss so much fun.

I'm gonna miss my HOMMIES. :)

3 days, 27 hours.

alot of things can happen in between.

alot of things that I'm going to miss.

at least I still can dota there, xD ,
brother is bringing laptop. :)

watched movie with the melaka peeps + guardian angel ( i still try to figure WHY i call you that ) today, and met up with Zi hang for lunch. gave GA 51 miss calls before succeeding in waking that shit head up.

still managed to catch the movie without missing a thing.

I'M REALLY GONNA MISS YOU GUYS!!! and jia hoe. especially after being dared to do something stupid in the audi. :)

i love you!

promise me,

don't do anything reckless while I'm gone.

HAHA. typical edward.

but I think i'll dedicate it to SHER RIN. XD

drive safe.

and oh yeah. KENNETH SHAK,

i hope u survive. HAHA.

peeps dun miss me too much.

don't cry if you see something that reminds you of me.

don't hope for barley when i get back.

I WANT HUGS peepal!. :)

& is it I miss you,

or I missed you?

Jamie Lee
23:10

okay, twilight fans, this may seem a little harsh, but people, you gotta be honest to yourself. What is New moon about? WHAT is the story line?

I am not a twilight book fan, or a twilight fan, but I am team Jacob fan. and I think edward and bella make a great couple.

but to tell you the truth, I THINK the show was really disappointing.

don't bring your below 10 years old kids to watch it, nor bring your parents or grandparents to watch it, its really not their type of movie.

If you're a jacob fan, there are many half naked jacob scenes that you'd most probably drool over * i know I did. :) and hell it sucked watching him getting rejected by bella, and i guess that was the only part i felt like crying.

and if you didnt notice, Edwards way of talking to bella sounds like some playboy trying to cheat a girl. NO OFFENCE.

its weird, love at first sight yeah, but a little too serious nO?

its abit too much of FANTASY.

they influence people into thinking this kinda crap exists.

not the show is crap, but the things edward say.

girls would end up hoping for some guy to say it to them.

well, at least HOT half naked men exist. :)

or HOT taylor lautner moments.

storyline : Bella LOVES edward. she's DYING to be a vampire so edward wont leave her when she gets all wrinkled up.

funny, she hasnt met any other men but she already wants to live with edward FOREVER ( few thousand years maybe? ) . I try to remind myself that its just a SHOW, nothing more. but out of all the love stories, this is just abit TOO MUCH. Don't get me wrong, i don't HATE the show, its just not my cup of tea. :)

but,

I LOVE YOU TAYLOR LAUTNER.

i wana bite ur ass. :)

5 days I'll be gone,

27 hours I will miss.

thursday I'll be home,

hopefully in one piece.

HAHAHA. shit. so random.

& if it takes me a whole lifetime to tell you I care,

I will.

Jamie Lee
21:34

Thursday, November 26, 2009

sometimes I have to force my dog to take pictures with me. :)
she's camera shy. really

SHTLM cooking, by ROY. :)
served by STEPH. :)
it was awesome.

i've been busy with moral and malaysian studies, 2 bitching subjects, taking up 9 hours of my 24 hours a day. i have exactly NO memory about what happens in class, except, slumber, left 4 dead, dota, and condition zero. and maybe a little bit of NFS. :) if i ever have a laptop with all those games there, I'd die. die playing all the games. but malaysian studies has grown to become a very very awesome class. :) sadly i have to leave this country for 5 days, and miss 3 days of classes. :( im going to miss the whole pile of friends. alot, everyday, I have lunch with the same group of people that have unlimited stories to tell, and an awesome friend that drives us around.
KEEP ME POSTED WITH the happenings while I'm gone, and I hope someone can be as retarded as me, if not no ones gonna entertain ya'all. :)

left 4 dead, over and over again.

of people signing my BACK.

disappearing ink. xD few months ago, i wrote with this purple pen.
it looked like this.

bout 2 months later,
I have no idea what shit happened,
it disappeared.
so mysterious.

stop hiding secrets,
stop telling lies,
stop trying to make me believe in something,
that I already know.
the more mysterious you are,
the more I want to know you.
a puzzle that I am dying to solve.
you.
you inspired me. :)

& its so weird.

Jamie Lee
22:59

Monday, November 23, 2009

crazy magic guy. freaking awesome. just spend little time to wait for it to load. :)

& it takes 2 to be 1 .

Jamie Lee
19:19

Sunday, November 22, 2009

heads been spinning alot lately.
words cannot describe whats been felt.
i miss you.
but I'm learning NOT to.
:)

The broken clock is a comfort,

it helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time

I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts

I am damaged at best,

like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart,

I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain, there is healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on,

I'm holdin' on,

I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead

I still see your reflection inside of my eyes

That are looking for a purpose,

they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart,

I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain (in the pain), is there healing

In your name (in your name)

I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day

Just to see what you throw my way

And I'm hanging on to the words you say

You said that I will be OK

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone

I may have lost my way now,

haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain(In the pain)

there is healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm barely holdin' on to you.

those words, they mean alot.

& wish you were here.

Jamie Lee
22:01